"La la la la~~~" Yue Shan made a series of happy sounds, packed her things, and smiled brightly at Yun Duo: "I'm done, I'm going back, see you on Monday."
"Okay, bye." Yun Duo said with a smile. When he made a sound, he realized that the sound was not his own. It was a little hoarse, and his nose was also a little blocked, making it slightly difficult to breathe.
Seeing that the time was already eleven o'clock, and looking at the drawings on the table, Yunduo stuck out her tongue, what had she been doing all morning? The paper was almost the same, with no trace left on it.
Zhan Aoze's handsome face kept swaying in his mind, disturbing his sensitive nerves.
He must be angry?
Every time he said the words "Okay, very good" in a sinister tone, it meant that he was in a state of rage.
Maybe, after this time, he will never call her again.
It's over, I will really be a passerby from now on. Even after I go back, I can really make him walk his Yangguan Road and she cross her single-plank bridge.
However, why is there no trace of joy or relaxation in my heart? On the contrary, my mood is extremely empty and heavy?
It must be because of the cold, it was really uncomfortable. She comforted herself, frowned in frustration, and Yun Duo decided to go home. Anyway, grandpa had already asked the driver to deliver the notebook to him, so he might as well go back to the apartment to do it, so as not to delay the submission of the drawings on Monday.
That’s it.
Taking the bus back home, my head hurt more and more on the way, and I could barely hold on until I got home. After entering the house, Yun Duo fell down on the sofa and didn't want to move.
She thought regretfully that she must have come out too early in the morning and was wearing too thin clothes. Also, last night, she was wearing thin pajamas and struggled with Zhan Aoze in the study for a long time. When she got up in the morning, she
It's a bit uncomfortable, but I didn't expect it to become so severe.
There was cold medicine in the drawer. Yun Duo got up, took one, went to bed and covered herself tightly with the quilt. The groggy feeling made her fall asleep quickly.
Looking at the emails in the mailbox, the figure of Yun Duo came to mind. Zhan Aoze cursed lowly and turned off the computer, intending to organize the things in the drawer.
I sorted it from top to bottom, and when I got to the last grid, I pulled it apart, my hands trembled subconsciously, and I felt a slight pain at the tip of my heart.
After closing his eyes tightly, Zhan Aoze opened his eyes half a minute later and pulled out an ocean blue envelope.
What I took out was light green letter paper.
Ocean blue is Zhan Aoze's favorite color, and green is Youjia's favorite color. Especially after she accidentally learned that she had leukemia, she loved this color even more, because green is a symbol of life.
In the end, she loved life, but failed to fight death...
Zhan Aoze unfolded the letter with some trembling, and the familiar handwriting that penetrated his bones was revealed bit by bit in front of his eyes.
"Dear Ze:
I gave the envelope to Sisi for safekeeping and told her that you can only read it after I leave this world. Forgive me for not being able to hand it to you with my own hands.
How I hope that you will never open this letter, it means that I am still really living in this world.
It's a pity that such hope is so slim. I secretly consulted the doctor and found that life, which used to be calculated in years, had to be calculated in months a few months ago. But today, the doctor tells me that life can only be calculated in days.
, even use hours, minutes, and seconds to calculate the length of its existence.
…
Ze, do you know what is the luckiest thing in my life?
That's getting to know you.
On such a bright day, when I saw you, I felt like I saw the prince of my life walking towards me. You are handsome, dashing, and the prince in every girl’s heart. God favors me so much. He
You were given to me, but... I am not blessed to be with you for the rest of my life.
Yes, I am sad, but at the same time I am so grateful to God. At least He allowed you to accompany me through many unforgettable days. With so many beautiful memories, I think I am also happy in the distant heaven.
…”
Zhan Aoze couldn't hold back his tears any longer, and they rolled down drop by drop. He took the tissue, not daring to fall on the envelope, and continued reading.
"Ze, after I leave, I hope you can get out of this shadow. I know you love me and I love you too. I don't like that you will be alone in the future. So, find a girl again and be good.
Loving her, loving her, I will send you my most sincere blessings in heaven, and I will quietly watch your happiness in heaven, so that the corners of my lips will smile, my eyebrows will smile, and you will be the most sincere blessing.
You like to see me smile, so please don't close your heart, otherwise I will be sad, very sad and sad.
Also, Ze, I want to ask you something. I told you before and you promised me, but I still want to repeat it in the form of pen and paper.
Help me take good care of Sisi. Although she is just my half-sister, she has a very good relationship with me. My parents are patriarchal and love money. The love they give us is really great.
rare.
I don’t want to complain, because with you, all the bad things in the past seem to have disappeared. But Sisi, she is still young, and she gets very little care, especially when I am not here in the future, I can’t imagine
How lonely she will be in the future.
Think about it carefully, you are the only one who can help me take good care of her, and it is best to find her a boy who truly loves her. In this way, I can really rest assured in heaven.
…
Ze, thank you again for taking good care of me, and I sincerely hope you can find the girl you love again. When you fall in love with her, sing the song "i swear" to her. I am so grateful for the beautiful notes that jump out of your voice.
So fascinated. I think she will also like such a beautiful song.
…
Unable to read it any longer, Zhan Aoze stuffed the letter back, sealed the envelope, and put it back in its place.
He lit a cigarette and took a long puff. He walked to the large floor-to-ceiling window and looked at everything outside the glass. He felt so depressed that he couldn't help himself. When he opened the window, the cold air hit his face, making his thoughts even more confusing.
Yujia's memorial day was getting closer and closer. When he returned to China, with the consent of Yujia's parents (the price of which was undoubtedly a large amount of money), he brought Yujia's ashes back and buried them in Anyuan in E City.
Sleeping Garden.
"i swear." Zhan Aoze murmured slowly and took another puff of cigarette, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.
He threw the cigarette butt into the trash can, looked at the hands on his watch, and sighed slightly.
It's lunch time.
The apartment where Yun Duo lives. The vibrating sound of the mobile phone is mixed with the music of "I'm making money, making money" and the excited singing in the bag. Yun Duo is wrapped in the quilt, and his sleepy ears consciously block out all external sounds.
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There are still 6,000 words today. I have something to go out in the afternoon. The remaining 4,000 words will be updated in the evening.