When I want to turn around and leave without any worries...
Life has played another big joke on me.
Will the arrival of a child be another more painful disaster?
——Bai Yuxin
...Well, I suddenly felt like vomiting! Bai Yuxin rushed into the bathroom!
But she didn't eat at all and couldn't spit out anything. Facing the bathroom mirror, she asked herself blankly, what will happen next? Where should I go from here?
Haha, continue to wait for his accidental visit and "fortunate"? Recognize the fact! Her love alone also declared death yesterday.
Tears flowed down without warning at this moment. She cried so miserably, biting her lips to prevent herself from making any sound! Sadness... was her own business. It had nothing to do with anyone, and she would not let anyone
People know.
One drop or two...she cried...tears choked her throat, and she began to cough violently, but the tears refused to take a break. Her whole body was still sobbing uncontrollably, her stomach spasmed, and she gasped for breath.
The swallowed anti-inflammatories and birth control pills were spit out into the toilet.
This burst of tears lasted for a long time, as if she was going to shed all the tears in her life. Bai Yuxin has been hiding in the bathroom alone. Now it is the only place without monitoring equipment, so from day to dusk, she cried so hard that she could not support it.
Let your heart break out...
The sadness could not be contained, and she could not imagine the future. How to face Bingbing Che, she thought again and again, but still could not think of a reason, just freeze! Stand still until she can escape from here! Maybe his new wife will be too gentle
, so gentle that he no longer needs to find her as a lover to add pleasure.
Bai Yuxin had no idea that the wedding was not held as scheduled, the bride disappeared in the end, and the groom lost control and went back to his villa...
When I cheered up again and walked back to the room, I felt so tired. I hung my head half-down. Just when I was about to lie down on the bed, someone came in again!
The other party simply ignored her existence and went directly to the cleaning work.
Oh, when you can't see her? Well, she doesn't want anyone to see her now. She took clean clothes and returned to the bathroom. Regardless of the pain caused by the hot water washing the wound, she wanted to wash herself clean, although...
…She knew she would never be clean again.
All day long, she walked back and forth, entering and leaving only bathroom rooms. The cell became too small, and she could only accept it with peace of mind.
She retreated to the bed, suddenly not wanting to continue studying. No matter how hard she tried to become perfect, that person would not fall in love with her because of it. So there was nothing else to do except sleep. She lay down and was careful not to press the wound.
Squinting her eyes and restraining her body, she let her thoughts fly. Yes, she is an expert in survival. No matter how bad the environment is, she can't be troubled!
She thought about her childhood, her adoptive parents who had little affection in her memory, her teacher, her encounter with Nangong Ying, and... she thought about anything, as long as she didn't think about Bingbing Che! Then, she could still be safe.
Live without being heartbroken to death!
She figured it out, love is poison, and one sip will break her heart. Love really doesn’t belong to someone like her. Greed will make her miserable. If that’s the case, why bother herself?
No more, no more love, no more clear heart, no more future, no more tomorrow, just living my life in such a muddle-headed way!
Waking up and sleeping, she had fever and pain. After tossing and turning for more than two weeks, she finally got over it. She was like the most tenacious weed. Even without the help of medical substances, even the only anti-inflammatory pills were used up.
After she vomited it out, she still survived.
With the wound scabbed, it was easier for her to sleep. She would not be pressed against the wound and would not let the unconscious pain awaken her will. She simply slept more naturally.
In this way, the days passed day by day, and it has been nearly two months since the incident. During this period... Bingbing Che never came back once.
During this period of time, it was impossible for her to escape from the iron wall, so in addition to sleeping, Bai Yuxin would also read some literary books leisurely, and then began to think rationally: Nangong Ying's existence is not the crux between her and Bingbing Che.
The reason is that there is a big problem with Bingbing Che's view of love! It would be wrong for her to vent her anger on an innocent woman, and jealousy would be even more boring. It can only be said that their relationship in this life is shallow.
After her heart fell silent, she filtered out excess emotions and spent her days in the most relaxing moments between sleeping and waking up. Maybe the next time she woke up, she would find that Bingbing Che was no longer lingering in her life.
Go to sleep, go to sleep, sleep quietly and comfortably, and "cherish" the wonderful days he provides.
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She fell asleep again, and she didn't remember that today was her birthday. In her deep sleep, there was a very sweet life, where there was no suffering, only happiness.
When Bingbing Che came back and opened the door, Bai Yuxin was still sleeping.
He sat next to her, and the bed tilted slightly downwards. This movement woke her up. Opening her eyes, she looked at the man in front of her.
It's a character who disappeared for two or three months.
Thinking that he would continue to be sarcastic, Bai Yuxin just looked at him quietly and did not speak.
"Are you tired?" Bingbing Che spoke, without anger, but with his usual calmness, as if the dispute and loss of control that day had never happened.
Has the deck been reshuffled? Is he pretending to have amnesia? Well, it's up to you. She didn't bother to mention it: "Yes, I'm a little tired." She moved her body and sat up.
"Do you want to see a doctor?" There was a hint of imperceptible concern in the calm voice.
"I'm fine." She didn't appreciate it, her tone was still calm.
"Why...you keep sleeping?" Her sleepiness was very clear in the video.
"There is nothing else to do." Bai Yuxin answered matter-of-factly. It was good to sleep, at least for the time being, I could forget... that I was in jail.
"...Aren't you pregnant?" Bingbing Che frowned and guessed that although she had been given birth control pills, her current state was too similar. In fact, those pills may not be effective.
Pregnant? How is it possible? Bai Yuxin also frowned. Suddenly, the anti-inflammatory pills and contraceptive pills she spit out flashed through her mind, and she was secretly surprised... No way?! What a coincidence?! Her life is so tragic? She just thought
As soon as she gave up, a concern popped up in her stomach. Then could she leave safely? No! Don't get pregnant! Because... it is absolutely impossible for her to abort her child! She is not that cruel!
"...Your menstrual period...hasn't come for a long time?" Bingshan Che asked cryptically again. This question was very incoherent. I guess Bingshan would also be embarrassed sometimes.
After thinking for a while, Bai Yuxin nodded awkwardly, unable to speak.
"The doctor is downstairs. I asked her to come up and take a pregnancy test for you."
"...Okay." On this very serious matter, she could no longer object to his proposal.
Before leaving the house, Bingbing Che looked back at her. There was no sadness, no sorrow, and no joy in her eyes. Her expression was almost dull. What on earth was she thinking? If she really had a child, and had their child, her