Che, the world is so big, but fate still allowed me to meet you; when I understood that you had to painfully abandon your child two years ago because of my physical condition, I was grateful for your concern for me, but I was also afraid of seeing you again.
It was a once-in-a-lifetime separation from a child I had never met, so...the world is so small, and I still...lost you.
I'm sorry, please forgive me for selfishly making a decision secretly, please forgive me... I left decisively again.
If...if one day the baby is born and I die and leave this world, I will ask someone to send the child back to you. I believe you will love him as much as you love me and raise the baby well. If...
...If one day, God shows mercy and allows me and the baby to survive, will you... still want me? Will you still open your warm arms for my return?
People cannot live in despair. I left with hope and courage, looking forward to the day when we will meet again. Please...wait for me.
——Bai Yuxin’s monologue.
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This night, there are no stars or moon.
Bai Yuxin, Bingbing Che, Lu Henhen, Nangong Ying, Long Yunling, Murong Ze, Nangong Ying, Yue Yelan and Yu Linglong, who had been rescued by Yue Shao, boarded the yacht again overnight and sailed to Beihai Island.
If we travel day and night as we are now, we will reach Beihai Island in three nights. Whether these people come together for love or friendship, they have only one purpose now, which is to rescue Lu Keda and make every effort to heal the innocent and kind-hearted person.
Bai Yuxin.
As a result, almost everyone except Bai Yuxin was busy.
Lu Henhen was busy preparing the medicine, fearing that missing something would cause discomfort to Xiao Yu. In addition, she also arranged an emergency ward on the yacht in case of emergencies.
Long Yunling was responsible for drawing the secret room diagram of Beihai Island from memory, while Nangong Ying assisted and kept the route in mind.
Murong Ze and Nangong Ying were responsible for directing the captain to drive in the right direction. After all, Beihai Island was too remote and difficult to find.
While taking care of his wife, Yue Yelan tried to invade Beihai Island's entire monitoring system again, trying to paralyze it and gain an opportunity to deal with the enemy.
Everyone is very busy, except for the seriously ill patient Bai Yuxin.
Because no one noticed the little tricks she made. Before boarding the yacht, she first asked a certain servant Akun who had been extremely loyal to Nangong Ying to get a contract for her.
Bai Yuxin still remembered Akun's surprised expression after hearing her words, but she just smiled and shook her head, refusing to say anything, and asked Akun to keep it secret.
Yes, the contract she asked Akun to get from the Civil Affairs Bureau for her was... a divorce agreement!
She didn't know why she did this, she just caressed her belly. She might have to go to this step for the sake of the baby. She had not yet opened up some knots in her heart. She always remembered that Bingbing Che didn't want her child at that time.
.Perhaps he loves her very much, but he doesn’t want children. She knows that there are such people in the world. The husband and wife are very loving, but they just don’t want to have children. There really are such people. But,
She loves, she wants, this child, and she must do her best to keep it. Once she has exhausted all means to give birth to the child safely, other things will fall into place, and Che will also compromise and accept them.
Your child is born into this world!
——This was what Bai Yuxin had thought before she tested Bingbing Che. But that night, after she finally couldn't help but make insinuating remarks, her thoughts changed drastically. It turned out that she had misunderstood Che. Che didn't want them.
As for the child, it was just because she was in poor health and could not successfully conceive the child. He was worried about her health, so he abandoned the child. That night, their conversation went like this -
Bai Yuxin was still lying in Bingbing Che's arms as usual, and they still slept together peacefully. But for the sake of the baby's health, she now began to lie down quietly to rest, no longer sleeping on her side.
Because she couldn't sleep, Bai Yuxin fumbled under the quilt and held Bingbing Che's hand with her uninjured hand. She asked tentatively: "Che, what if my illness cannot be cured?"
After asking this question, she clearly felt Bingbing Che's body stiffen in an instant. He also held her hand backhand out of habit, as if he was telling her, but also as if he was telling himself: "
Wife, no, we have gone through so many hardships to get together, you will definitely recover, believe me! God will not be so cruel!" He Bingbing Che has never believed in fate or heaven in his life, but now he begins to
He became frightened, and even silently begged God to open his eyes and let him keep his Xiaoyu.
"Well, I believe you. Che, after I recover from my illness, can we have a baby? You know, I have recovered... uh, part of my memory, but why do I feel like we were together so early?
We are together and in love so much, how can we not have children? I really want a child for you and me, what a happy thing it would be!"
"I'm sorry, Xiaoyu, it's my fault! It was my fault two years ago. In fact... we should have had children long ago, but I... single-handedly destroyed it all. I know, you really like children, right?
Please forgive me, I really have no way to deceive you at this time, because... I am afraid that if I tell a lie, I will be punished by God, and let it take you away from me as a matter of course! Therefore, I will not lie,
Let me tell you, actually... I am very bad, I am very bad. We had a lovely baby two years ago, but because I didn't take good care of you, you got a very serious cold, and you became inflamed and had a fever for two or three times.
Yue, you have lost a lot of weight and are very weak. The doctor said that you are definitely not suitable to have a child, otherwise... you and the child will be in danger! So... so..." Bingbing Che finally told the truth that he had suppressed in his heart for a long time.
After speaking out, he was afraid of bearing Xiao Yu's hatred, but he was even more afraid of bearing the pain of losing Xiao Yu in the future, so while he still had time and opportunity, he chose to confess.
"...So, Che gave up the baby two years ago because he wanted to save my life, right? It's not that he didn't like me giving birth to your child, right?" Bai Yuxin asked while shedding tears.
The hot tears fell down and warmed her heart.
Finally, at this moment, the knot in her heart was completely untied.
However, the more Bingbing Che thinks about her body, the more she has to hide the fact that she is pregnant again. She must escape from him before her belly shows any signs! Because... she really can't blame him for his motivation to protect herself.
, and I really can’t bear to abandon her and his flesh and blood again!
They say a baby is the sublimation of love between two people who love each other, right? She was willing to sacrifice her life in exchange for the birth of a baby!
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Sorry, friends, I clearly said that this chapter was very thrilling, but I didn’t write it there. I had to describe Xiao Yu’s psychological changes clearly, otherwise it would be difficult to explain the reason why Bingbing Che treated her so well before and why she fell in love with her again.
.The opening introduction of the fourth volume has been released. You can read it first and guess the exciting plot in the following parts. Glacier Che will be jealous of Nangong Ying, and Xiaoyu will face the blue demon and others after going through difficult times.