The moment she turned around and pulled Professor Lu to run away together, Bai Yuxin finally no longer had to suppress her tears. She just let the tears flow out. She gritted her teeth and never let herself make any sound!
She thought, let her bear the pain and torture of this disease alone. She hurt Bingbing Che and Leng Chenxi, just like the sin spread to the innermost layer of her heart. The one who hurt the most was actually herself.
Bar……
However, this must be the best result, right? It is the most direct and effective solution she can think of. In the future, time will smooth out all this, and they... will all forget her. And then... they will be happy again
Get up!
For some reason, her heart began to feel empty and desolate. She suddenly thought, as long as the baby survives, it will be fine. Let God take her... away on the day the baby is born! Let her... just die!
After walking out of the secret passage, Bai Yuxin began to stare at the vast white sea in a daze, knowing that Lu was tightly entangled with Leng Chenxi and that the people from the Paradise Organization would not catch up immediately.
Professor Lu, on the other hand, was more sober. He said rationally: "Hey, I don't know if anything will happen to that girl Xiaohen. Xiaoyu, my daughter has tried her best and doesn't want you to fall into Young Master Leng's hands, so you won't
We should give up on ourselves, now is not the time to be in a daze, we should think about it, without a boat, we still can't run far. It won't be long before we are captured back! How on earth are we going to get a boat to leave the North Sea Island?"
"Don't worry, Professor Lu. The small yacht is over there. Come with me." A gentle man's voice came over at the most appropriate time. Like the floating sun in winter, although it was thin, it still warmed people's hearts.
The person who suddenly appeared was none other than Nangong Ying!
Xiaoyu looked at the sudden appearance of Nangong Ying with blank eyes, and asked blankly: "Everyone in the Dark Night Gate probably hates me now. I have hurt everyone, why haven't you left yet?"
"I was worried about it, so I dropped off a small yacht from the big yacht and wanted to stay and have a look. Because... I always believe that you have your reasons for saying and doing that. When I was very young, I
Once I get to know you, I won’t deliberately say those vicious words to hurt the people around me who love you. Even if you see a stranger you’ve only met once and see him injured, you will insist on bandaging his wound. That’s you in my eyes.
, the first time we met, I was so indifferent, pushing you to the ground like a wild beast, and driving you away, but you, wearing a light blue plaid school uniform skirt, were still not scared by me. You were brave, did not leave, and still tore you apart.
He tore a corner of his clothes to treat my wound, and...smiled at me. You are so kind, and you would not do anything to hurt Bingbing Che. You...must have your own reasons, right? So, I don't worry, so I
Come back and have a look. Xiaoyu, I have always been your friend, not your enemy. If you need anything, you can tell me and I can help you. Really, please believe me." Nangong Ying's voice was gentler and more pleasant than usual.
The sentence was not short, but he spoke very slowly, as if he wanted to give Bai Yuxin enough time to understand what he meant. He really believed in her. He was always standing behind her, ready to help and
Protect her.
Such a person is so heart-warming.
"Ha... Ying, I'm glad that you still remember me when I was a child, but... don't you know that people can change? I've become really bad and cruel now! I... don't have any hard feelings, I just
So bad, you want to deliberately hurt...hurt Che!" Just these three words 'hurt Che', Bai Yuxin felt like she had been saying it for a century with difficulty, and even her heart began to whimper with pain.
"Anyone will change, but I believe you will not change, at least... your kind nature will not change. Xiaoyu, stop crying, please tell me what's going on? You have pushed away everyone, you must be very lonely, right?"
Isn't that right? Treat me as your friend and don't push me away too, okay? I will keep it a secret for you." Nangong Ying stepped forward and stroked her tears, saying softly.
Before his hand touched Bai Yuxin's cheek, she dodged slightly. Bai Yuxin really couldn't accept the touch of another man after hurting Bingbing Che so much. No matter what kind of comfort it was.
, she felt that she didn't deserve it now, it was a luxury.
However, since she recovered her memory, she has become extremely trusting and familiar with Nangong Ying, and she cannot explain the complicated feeling clearly.
She is completely in love with Bingbing Che, she knows and is sure of it.
She has complete brotherly affection for Leng Chenxi. His two years of tolerance and doting made her have no choice but to define him as her brother.
However, for Nangong Ying, who is between lover and brother, she may have known him since childhood. The relationship is very subtle, and she really can't understand it at once.
In short, after recovering her memory, she had absolute trust and ease in facing Nangong Ying, and she could tell him directly even the most unspeakable things.
So, Bai Yuxin naturally told Nangong Ying the truth: "I... got leukemia, but I am also pregnant with Che's child. I... don't want to have an operation right away. I want to risk my life to keep this baby."
Ah! If Che finds out, he will never agree. He will force me to have an abortion like two years ago! So... So I must leave him first! Even if he wants me to die, I still want this child.
No more miscarriages! Do you understand? Ying, do you understand? I want this child, my and Che’s child..."
It was just a few words, but she was already bursting into tears! What a deep love that reaches the bone marrow! What a helplessness when you want to continue to love but have to leave early! Even if Leng Chenxi is dead and hurt,
It was such a piercing pain that I had to hurt him first while trying to stop him! All kinds of complicated thoughts came to mind, and Bai Yuxin was tormented to the point of going crazy!
As if he could feel her pain and contradiction, Nangong Ying picked her up and carefully protected her abdomen. He ignored her surprised look and just turned around and said hello, asking Professor Lu to follow him. Then he hugged her directly.
Follow her to the yacht...
Xiaoyu, you are the light and I am the shadow. You are destined to know, entangle, and get along with the light and shadow since childhood! If you like peace, I will allow you a peaceful and beautiful life! If other people are destined to only bring you pain, then from now on
I will protect your happiness! You can plant vegetables and flowers under the thin sunshine, and I will spend my life to block the wind and rain outside for you!
Xiaoyu, come back to Singapore with me. I will support you in whatever you want to do. If you keep your child regardless of the risk of your own life, okay, I will support you too! Let's fight bravely with Professor Lu first and fight the terrible disease together.
Bar!
Xiaoyu, don't worry, I will always be there to protect you where you can see me. Even if I have hurt someone I don't want to hurt when I show up this time - Long Yunling, I'm sorry.
——Nangong Ying was not at peace in his heart either. He still remembered Long Yunling’s sad expression while stroking the arm that was shot when he insisted on staying to see her. At that time, the reason why she was shot was to save her.
he.
Long Yunling, a woman who gave him warmth, a woman who made him feel guilty when he turned around and left. How I hope she can find her own happiness in the future!
He thought, love is really wonderful. If Xiao Yu hadn't met Long Yunling earlier, he would have definitely fallen in love with that woman who was very good at cooking, and very straightforward!
However, fate is such a trick on people! Xiaoyu appeared first, and his eyes followed Xiaoyu uncontrollably. Some people are destined to be let down. Just like... Xiaoyu chose his best friend, but...
It's like I failed him.
Nangong Ying thought like this, lowered his head and looked at Bai Yuxin who had completely closed his eyes. His mind was once again completely focused on the woman in his arms. He felt very distressed and didn't understand why the woman in his arms was already pregnant.
Is she still so light? Is it because of the illness or because she is too tired? She is such a kind-hearted woman! Alas, how can he feel at ease with her like this? It’s time to take good care of her body.
In this way, with the help and leadership of Nangong Ying, Xiao Yu and Professor Lu left Beihai Island together. Professor Lu's brows did not relax along the way, and he was still worried about his very brave daughter.
**
In the secret room of Beihai Island, Leng Chenxi was furious, grabbed Lu Henhen's wrist with anger, and yelled crazily: "Lu Henhen! You are very good! Since you let Xiao Yu go, then...you will replace her.
Position! For the wedding in three days, I will call all the media, so you can be Xiaoyu’s substitute! At least I want Bingbing Che to know that Xiaoyu has not left me, she is still with me, and she is still making paradise on Beihai Island
The messenger and the young master’s wife! After the divorce, she became my young master Leng’s wife! Even if it is an illusion, you must continue to play this game with me! Otherwise, I will chase your father back to the end of the world, and I will let you
See with your own eyes how your father died! You must pay a sufficient price for what you have done! Also, you must remember that the person I married is Bai Yuxin, and the person I married is Bai Yuxin, not you! Not Lu
Henhen, you...are always just a substitute! Until...the day Xiaoyu comes back!"
Such a cold Leng Chenxi made Lu Henshen shrink back in fear. After thinking about the lost first kiss just now, she began to talk about the conditions aggrievedly: "It's okay if you want me to be your substitute and marry you, but... it's just a fake marriage.
, you can’t touch me!! Also, I hope you can wait until Xiaoyu is healthy before you go to see her. Because I think she becomes extremely emotionally unstable every time she sees you. She will leave Beihai Island to go to other places without you and Bingbing Che.
She can accept my father's treatment with peace of mind, and maybe she will recover better..."
"Lu Henhen! What are you talking about, woman?! How dare you say that Xiaoyu becomes emotionally unstable when she sees me? Will my presence affect her physical recovery? Please speak with some factual basis before speaking! Otherwise...
...Be careful I pull out your teeth in anger! Also, for a woman like you who is neither as measured as Xiao Yu nor as kind as Xiao Yu, and who wants nothing, don’t worry, I won’t be interested! The substitute is
Substitute, if you beg me, I won't touch you!" I don't know why, the always calm Leng Chenxi actually lost control in front of Lu Henhen. In fact, he also agreed with Lu Henhen's statement in his heart. He now
Only then did he realize that maybe the existence of him and Bingbing Che was really not conducive to Xiao Yu’s recovery during this extraordinary period!
But, even so, for the sake of Xiao Yu's health, he could bear the pain and not disturb Xiao Yu for the time being, but the illusion must continue! The woman in front of him is the best substitute. In three days, he will marry Xiao Yu!
Lu Henhen couldn't help but murmur in his heart, even though the facts were right in front of him, he was so cruel to her when she was right! This person has such a bad character! Also, why does it mean that what she wants doesn't matter? She has moral character even if she wants it.
Ah, 100% good citizen! It’s just that she’s not the same type of woman as Xiaoyu. Her hair is black and long enough, her skin is fair enough, her eyes are big, and she’s tall enough! The standard is just a beautiful woman, okay?
!This person is simply blind!
**
In City A, the peak flow of people is at noon. Many employees have already gone out for lunch.
Bingbing Che didn't drive. He had been in a state of despair for several days, and his crazy work could not improve his mood. He also refused to accept any treatment for the wounds on his body from the fight, and some of the wounds were gradually getting worse.
Now, walking blindly on the street, looking at the people in pairs, and then looking at myself alone, I thought of the divorce agreement that Xiaoyu had signed!
...Xiaoyu...Xiaoyu...
So what if you signed the divorce agreement?! I will never sign it! If I don’t sign it, legally you will still be my legal wife!
You are...my wife...
you are mine……
——Thinking about this, there were actually drops of water that seemed to be tears dripping down his handsome face...
As if he hated himself like this, he suddenly started to stumble and run on the bustling street! Just running like crazy, there was no focus in his eyes, no chaotic heartbeat, and heavy breathing covered everything, his
His lips were dry and glued together, unable to make any sound. He ran forward desperately. He kept being knocked to the ground and kept getting up. He didn't know where he was going! Except that he kept appearing in
The voice in his ears, his mind went blank.
Suddenly, he seemed to hit something hard again, and his swaying body fell to the ground. Before he could get up, he heard the sound of broken glass. The sharp sound stung him.
Every nerve in the body!
He looked up blankly, and saw a man pointing at the sharp fragments on the ground and seemed to be saying something to him. His tone was very unkind and his voice was loud, but he couldn't hear it!
The crystal clear glass pieces all over the floor refracted thousands of rays of light under the sun. The scorching light stung his eyes. He fell to the ground like that, and was not in a hurry to get up immediately. Instead... he stretched out his hand and fiercely
He pressed hard on those sharp glass fragments with all his strength!
In an instant, the blood seemed to have found countless exits, spurting out from under so many glass fragments...
The blood reflected his eyes red, adding a touch of scarlet to the pale sunlight...
The pain in his hands was far less than the pain in his heart. The pain in his heart was still so vivid and intense, like... the only living thing still alive in his body after losing her.
Really, all that's left is pain...
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