But just four words made Bai Yuxin gasp for breath, and it seemed that she had exhausted a lot of life!
"...Xiaoyu, do you want me to help take care of the two newborn children? I will...I will! I will take good care of them. I promise with my life that I will use all my strength.
Come to love and protect these two children, but... please... please hold on for your children, please live... If you dare to die, I will tell Bingbing Che! In that case... he will hate you!" Nangong
Ying choked, facing death. He was very familiar with being the most powerful killer in the dark night. He had always been calm, calm and even cold-blooded. However, he never thought that one day he would watch the life of the woman he valued most disappear in front of his eyes.
...His heart hurts so much!
However, Xiao Yu could no longer hear, she couldn't hear Nangong Ying's voice!
She felt very cold, darkness shrouded her surroundings, and her vitality flowed out of her body bit by bit. Her little baby, her children...the little babies were just born. How could she rest assured?
I haven’t hugged them yet, I haven’t said a word to them personally yet, Mommy loves you so much... Really, I love you so much...
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At this time, because Nangong Ying's own emotions were extremely unstable, Professor Lu had no choice but to push him out of the ward when he was on the verge of losing control.
Nangong Ying stood outside the empty operating room for a long time. He was very scared. He had never been so scared in his life. It was as if... the woman lying inside, whose life was in danger and could leave at any time, was his wife.
The empty corridor was like his empty heart. He was eager to find someone to talk to.
So, he finally remembered with heartache that Long Yunlinglai, who had been waiting outside the operating door before, but now disappeared.
He was vaguely aware of Long Yunling's feelings for him. But at this time today, he left her alone outside the door of the operating room and completely forgot about her.
With a hint of guilt, he took out his cell phone and called Long Yunling.
The phone over there rang for a long time, as if it was struggling like the owner of the phone. Just when Nangong Ying was about to hang up, Long Yunling's slightly tired voice came. She still couldn't bear not to answer his call.
: "Ying, what's wrong? Did the operation go well?"
"...Xiao Longnu, where have you been at this time? The situation here is very bad. I...I suddenly don't know what to do. Xiaoyu is in danger now. The child is born, but...she is still giving first aid.
There was a lot of blood..." Nangong Ying frowned and said confusedly. He was really scared and really wanted to find someone to share the helplessness and fear in his heart.
"Okay, I... haven't gone far, I'll be here soon." As if he could imagine the obvious panic flashing on Nangong Ying's always calm and gentle handsome face, Long Yunling closed his eyes in compromise, and then
When she opened it, she had already started to walk back. It was not easy for her to find the support she wanted in the long and lonely life. Although that person may not love her yet, he doesn't hate her either. How can he be like this?
When I was helpless, I thought of her immediately. Should she be satisfied and stop asking for extravagant things? Let's go back and take a look. It just so happened that she couldn't worry about the rain.
After convincing herself in this way, Long Yunling, who had walked out of the hospital a few blocks earlier, began to run back...
When she appeared in front of Nangong Ying panting...he hugged her out of control!
His hug is so tight and his arms are so warm!
——But, she knew that it had nothing to do with love. Oh, this fact is so obvious and... so cruel.
Nangong Ying's voice was slightly suppressed and hoarse as she said: "Xiaoyu's two children are both healthy, but Xiaoyu is bleeding a lot, and the doctor can't stop the flow of blood even with a hemostatic forceps. What's more, she has severe anemia herself. What should I do? What? I...we are going to lose her..."
Nangong Ying was so sad at this moment, as if the light in his world that he had recognized since childhood was about to disappear, and his finally bright and peaceful world would return to darkness.
"No, no, we won't lose Xiao Yu, she will survive in good health!" Long Yunling also hugged him back heartbrokenly and tried to comfort him.
Nangong Ying didn't believe in fate or heaven, but he began to pray to God, hoping that Xiao Yu's life would not be cruelly taken away when the baby was born! That pain... was the heaviest pain, and it would condense into his eternal heartache!
If there is a spirit in the sky, please leave their mother for the two children...
"...Xiao Longnu, do you know? Xiaoyu asked me to take care of her two newborn children. She was asking for an orphan. She knew she couldn't survive. She knew...she was about to die." Nangong Ying's voice trembled. As he spoke, he rubbed his head against Long Yunling's warm neck, trying to absorb some kind of power in life.
It's all his fault. When he knew that Xiao Yu's body and illness were not suitable for childbirth, he should have insisted on letting her get rid of the child like Bingbing Che. He shouldn't have obeyed all Xiao Yu's requests, and shouldn't have allowed her to be willful and crazy in wanting to keep the child. The child... regardless of his own life!
He is the executioner! It was he who agreed with Xiao Yu to use his own life in exchange for the survival of the child...
Boundless self-blame overwhelmed Nangong Ying, and for the first time he felt as helpless as a child...
"...Ying, at this time, should we notify Bingbing Che to come over?" Long Yunling hugged him tightly again in distress and asked the most practical question.
"Xiao Longnu, do you think... you also think that the situation... has really come to an end?" Nangong Ying's voice darkened, and his heart felt like a block of lead, making him extremely uncomfortable, "But Xiao Yu didn't let me inform him. .Probably...I don’t want to disturb his current life, and I don’t want him to go back to pain and separation."
"Okay, then we won't fight. Xiaoyu has always been strong and has survived many disasters. Maybe she will be able to survive this time. Can we... wait a little longer? We can't wait until she gives up. , let’s just give up on ourselves first.” At this time, Long Yunling was no longer the cold-blooded top killer, she reflected the soft and gentle side of a woman’s nature, patiently comforting the man in front of her who was engraved deep in her heart.
Even though...this man doesn't love her now.
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Haotian Group Office in City A.
Bingbing Che's mood this day was inexplicably impetuous!
He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked down at the small world through the tall buildings.
He could control the rise of stocks, but he couldn't control Zhanping's tragedy. The person he loved most abandoned him.
He has created a society of money and power, but he cannot create an eternity of happiness. The survey data shows that major hospitals have still not found a suitable bone marrow for Xiaoyu. In other words... her illness is not cured yet, and the operation has not been performed yet! He must continue to endure it. , we can’t rush to Beihai Island to question her and Leng Shao’s ridiculous marriage and future!
He knew that on the surface he had changed, becoming unruly, arrogant, and lingering among flowers, but... he was still lonely inside! He was just... just showing off! Showing off to those around him who cared about him, afraid that
He can’t be seen by people who can’t get out of Xiaoyu’s shadow! He can also be seen by... Mr. Leng!
...Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu...how are you? I'm...so tired...
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