Nangong Ying, if you like drawing, you must not know that I actually like the poem "Drawing the Heart": Loving you is like a heartbeat that is hard to touch; drawing you, I can't draw your bones; remembering your face, it's
I am waiting for you with persistence; you are a song that I can never finish singing, and my heart is only willing to give up for you... You are an absolute miracle in my lonely life.
Ye Qianyi, please believe that you are as important as the shadow. You have unknowingly occupied a very important position in my heart. No matter when and where, I will say loudly without hesitation: I meet you.
The most beautiful and happiest accident in my life.
——Long Yunling
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Nangong Ying hugged Long Yunling gently, his body was screaming that he wanted her so much. He wanted her, wanted her so instinctively, but his arms were so gentle, like a hug
Like the first flower bud that bloomed in early spring, I was afraid of hurting her.
She was in his arms. It was so good. This was so good. Nangong Ying sighed with satisfaction.
Long Yunling could hear his heartbeat, which was like a briskly running deer.
"Ling'er..."
He called her name, calling her like the most intimate time, and gently raised her blushing face.
His handsome face is as red as iron...
Her face is as red as a cloud...
Her head was leaning against his neck, and he could smell the fragrance of her hair, but she could still only hear the pounding of his heartbeat——
"Bang! Bang! Bang! Bang!..."
Nangong Ying is really different tonight, as if she is grief-stricken, as if she is hugging each other for the last time, and as if she is a drowning person risking her life.
He hugged her shoulders and breathed hotly in her ears: "...You have to remember, actually...I like you." He liked the meals she cooked by her own hands and the feeling of painting with her by his side.
Overall, I love everything she does.
Long Yunling's snowy eyes suddenly opened, looking at him in disbelief. Under the cold and dim moonlight, her pure face looked so innocent, making people want to commit a crime even more.
There is a kind of woman who is not flattering or confused. She does not need sexy makeup or a plump figure. Their sexiness comes from their bones, but most of the time they are not aware of it.
Long Yunling only felt that her cheeks were burning, and her heart was beating as if it was about to burst through her chest! He... what did he just say? Was it... an illusion? The heart that couldn't wait for the answer for a long time
It had long since withered in despair, but now it was reviving and budding just because of his words.
Her ears gently touched his neck, and the feeling was refreshing and cool, like fine pebbles by the water late at night. His voice was like warm ripples under the water.
She suddenly raised her head, and her forehead hit his chin with a "bump"!
She screamed in pain, and a light red mark immediately appeared on her forehead. She stretched out her hand to rub it, but his hand was held by him. She looked at him in surprise, not seeing his eyes, but feeling——
He kissed her forehead.
He kissed the painful blush.
Her body stiffened, and the name Ye Qianyi suddenly flashed in her mind, which made a cold ice flower rise in her chest, giving her a suffocating feeling of guilt. It can't be like this! It really can't be like this anymore,
Even if she still loves him, if she misses him, she just misses him. She can't hurt Ye Qianyi anymore! She was just startled and struggled to break free from Nangong Ying's arms.
But he... subconsciously and instinctively hugged her very tightly! So tightly as if she was his entire life.
However, such a tight hug was so gentle that it was heartbreaking.
In the cold night, Nangong Ying held Long Yunling in his arms so tenderly, with clear and stubborn eyes. He kissed her forehead, and the gentle kiss was as bright as the cool moonlight.
He suddenly hugged her around the waist with force. His heartbeat was really fast, as if all the heartbeats for the next few decades were going to be beaten at once. He didn't know whether what he was doing was right or not, he was just indifferent.
After more than ten years, he suddenly wanted to be selfish. At least in a few days when the cancer cells spread and he died on the cold operating table, he hoped that he would not have any regrets.
Really, just be selfish for once. Yun Ling should be his.
Fortunately, he has never received any chemotherapy, at most he only took some medicine, so so far, although he is weak and has lost a lot of weight, he still has strength.
The moonlight was hazy, and he was as handsome as a peerless jade.
"film……"
Long Yunling's persistence collapsed at this moment, her heart twisted into a knot, and she closed her eyes helplessly and complicatedly. On this rare night when Nangong Xiang took the wrong medicine, she really refused.
She can't help him. She still loves him.
But, how did things develop to this point? In the past, she had thought of using less bright methods to seduce him and give birth to a child with him, but now...
His kiss seemed to reach the bottom of Long Yunling's heart! Both hearts were trembling.
But, why does she have such a strong sense of guilt?
Nangong Ying seemed to be aware of her uneasiness. After carrying her back to the room, he gently placed her on his bed. He gently raised her chin with his thumb and index finger. He looked at her quietly:
"I...have always liked you."
Didn't she always struggle with this answer? So, he told her clearly now. Because he didn't think that Ye Qianyi could still let go, so even if he selfishly occupied a small piece of Long Yunling's heart,
Location, I believe that guy will continue to take good care of her in the future.
He was selfish this time. He would rather be punished by going to hell, just to make Long Yunling remember him in his future life.
In the past, he wanted her to hate him, so he directed a lot of hurtful scenes. In fact, his heart hurt more than hers. Because he understood that his Yun Ling was really stupid. They were the same kind. Once they fell in love, it would be difficult to fall in love.
She no longer loves her, so only after she completely hates him can she start another relationship again, so that someone can take care of her on his behalf after his death.
Nangong Ying looked deeply at the woman lying quietly on his bed with great treasure. She was now like the most exquisite gift, which he opened layer by layer, revealing the beauty of the woman's fragrance.
As indifferent as he was, as calm and self-possessed as he was, those deep and clear eyes were also imbued with a strong light of lust. He kissed her reluctantly, and his slender fingers reached down inch by inch...
He seemed to be gently stroking a fragile jade, but every time he caressed it, it only made his heart more immersed and painful.
He had a strong premonition that his health was really getting worse. After this time, I was afraid it would be goodbye forever. He would lose all consciousness and go to a cold place without her...
Long Yunling couldn't quite understand Nangong Ying's complex light besides lust. The pain in your eyes made her heart tremble. She hugged him back quietly, letting him have whatever he wanted.
Who would have thought that Long Yunling, who had killed people without blinking an eye, and was cold-blooded and ruthless, would shed tears quietly because of a man's soft and warm kiss.
He has always been the warmth she wanted. Like fate!
She was really scared and uncomfortable. She was strongly aware that maybe after tonight, everything would take a big turn that caught people off guard. Her heart seemed to be shattered in an instant. Just leave it alone and be with him.
Fall in love, she loves him, she kisses him back...
"Yun Ling, my Ling'er..." His voice became hoarse due to the surge of lust. The desire in his lower body was still swelling and surging. He could no longer restrain himself and entered her gently.
!The whole room was filled with a burst of joy that seemed both pain and despair.
"Ying, Ying...I, I...um..." Long Yunling's pink cheeks passed over two wisps of smoked red, like a cherry that was tempting to swallow in one bite, smooth and delicious.
The next second her call was completely swallowed up by Nangong Ying's delicate and gentle kiss...
Such a love that sacrifices everything, a love that holds each other tightly until death...
During the whole process of making love, he always kept his eyes open, which were as warm as water but with complex emotions at the moment. He looked at Long Yunling's red snowy eyes without blinking for a moment after she shed tears quietly, like dark eyes.
The snowflakes that illuminated the desperate situation at night were pure and pure, but he was racing against time to sink.
He wanted to remember her appearance at this moment...
The love that Long Yunling responded to was so perfect that Nangong Ying had nowhere to escape. Under the soft warm light, her white body was simply a temptation that rotted bones and gnawed at heart. A gentle taste seemed to kill her.
It's an ordinary poison, but it's so sweet that it makes people want to drink it. I really want to kiss it hard and drown in it.
That night, he didn't know how many times he wanted her...
That night, she felt very uneasy and kept reminding herself not to fall asleep. However, exhausted, she finally fell asleep in Nangong Ying's naked arms at dawn.
Nangong Ying stayed up all night, using his slender fingertips to trace her sleeping face very lightly and cherishingly.
He smiled, his face as pale as paper, but his eyes were so bright, as if he had no regrets.
**
Early the next morning, when Long Yunling woke up exhausted, Nangong Ying... was no longer next to her.
His clean and calm aura still remained in the room, but he had already left, and I don't know where he went.
Long Yunling suddenly felt flustered. She stood up in a panic and was about to look for her clothes from last night. She didn't know if she could still wear them, but she found an unopened snow-white dress lying on the bedside. She didn't have to guess.
She knew that Nangong Ying had prepared it for her.
Long Yunling put on her skirt. She had black hair, big eyes, and flying hair. The clean and pure white skirt just reached her knees and fit perfectly. Her bare feet stepped on the wooden floor. They were exquisite and pure white. At first glance,
, will make people mistake it for a lost angel lost in the jungle.
Yes, Nangong Ying is so clear that white is so suitable for her.
"Ha..." However, she smiled, a sad and cold smile. Her whole body was like a cold crystal statue, breathing cold air. She shouted in her heart: Nangong Ying! You coward! Since then
You chose to want me, why did you run away again?! Why... you still refused to give me the miracle I wanted!
The reason why Long Yunling was so sure that Nangong Ying had left forever, instead of going out temporarily and coming back, was because there was a document on the desk next to the bed with the seal of Nangong Ying's office. There was a note on the folder.
, the vigorous white letters and black letters are Nangong Ying’s notes, which he left to her specially. He said in them...
He said on it: "Yunling, goodbye, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. As you know, I told you yesterday that I had a very early flight this morning and couldn't bear to wake you up. I am going to Russia for further study.
.Goodbye, never see you again... I may not come back. So, let me give you one last gift. I will return your wishing flower tree to you. The land in Singapore, the whole new commercial building,
I have already bought it. I will start demolishing it soon and replant the wishing flower tree you like, trying to restore it to its previous appearance... je t'aime (goodbye!) I say goodbye to you in foreign French... please
Forgive me for being irresponsible, and I sincerely wish you happiness..."
——Nangong Ying
When Long Yunling saw the word "goodbye" in parentheses at the end of the note, she couldn't hold back the tears any longer! Ha... fool! Nangong Ying, you big fool! Do you really think I don't know French!
When she said she couldn't understand the exotic love songs rapped by the artistic young man downstairs, he believed her. He really thought she didn't understand French! That idiot! That bastard! That... bad guy...
Nangong Ying, how could you just walk away?! Do you really think I don’t know that je t’aime doesn’t mean “goodbye” but “I love you”?!
Hahaha... How could you... do this to me?! How could you... give me hope and make me despair... How could you... abandon me again! Go to Russia for further study! I don't believe it! You lied to me
!Lied to me……
Good! Very good! Very good! Nangong Ying, okay, you won’t give me a miracle, right? You must push me to Ye Qianyi, right? That’s okay, I will marry him as you wish.
Yes, I will definitely marry him!
Long Yunling grabbed the document bag tightly, without wearing any shoes, and stumbled out of the door. She walked more and more hastily, faster and faster. She was afraid that if she stayed for a while longer, she would not be able to help but look back, but she
No! She was afraid that Nangong Ying was hiding in a corner. If she turned around, he would see her with tears streaming down her face.
She just ran home like that. Her feet were blistered and bleeding, but she didn't care. She kept running, kept running, and finally arrived at Ye Qianyi's villa. She was not in a hurry to enter. Suddenly,
She sat on the steps in front of the fence gate, her head resting on her knees, crying sadly. Something unforgettable had been separated from her just now on the way back, and it was a mess of blood and flesh, with broken bones and tendons! She suddenly understood,
She had never stopped loving Nangong Ying. Those words about giving up and forgetting were all lies, lies to herself and others. At that moment, when she really decided to leave and never look back, she felt like she was going to be in pain.
To the point where I can't breathe...
After sitting for a long time, she seemed to have made up her mind and stood up firmly. She wiped away her tears. Without the key, she carefully lifted up her skirt and climbed over the fence pole towards the gate.
In front of the gate, she thought, if Ye Qianyi is still willing to marry her, then she will marry him immediately, and she will work very hard to fall in love with him. She is not sad, desperate or frustrated.
She just came to him for support again. She just... wanted to fulfill Nangong Ying's arrangement, and also wanted to repay Ye Qianyi for her sincere efforts these days.
Long Yunling felt that she was a bad woman, wavering between two excellent men. The person she wanted to love clearly loved her, but pushed her away; the person she didn't love also loved her so much, but she was repeatedly rejected by her.
If she must be with one of them, if Nangong Ying still decides to give up on her, and Ye Qianyi still decides to marry her, then... so be it!
Without a key, he could climb over the fence door, but he would never be able to break into this solid anti-theft surveillance door. While Long Yunling shouted Ye Qianyi's name, he started to bang on the door with all his strength regardless.
Yes, she is abusing herself! Only in this way will she feel better.
The sound of her banging on the door could be heard again and again. She didn't feel sorry for herself at all. She hit harder and harder. She was waiting in a panic for Ye Qianyi to open the door for her and decide whether to...save her again.
However, when she hit her hands, arms, and even her forehead with minor or serious scars, there was still no movement inside, and Ye Qianyi did not appear to open the door for her.
Later, Long Yunling's heart became colder and colder, and he slowly squatted down again, planning to hug himself, but he saw... the key next to the shoe rack at the door.
This... must be the key that Ye Qianyi left for her specially.
Long Yunling tremblingly picked up the key and opened the door. When she walked in, it was pitch dark inside such a large villa. She suddenly became frightened, reached out and turned on the big chandelier on the ceiling, and her eyes suddenly became brightly lit. Then...
…and then she saw…
I saw a very rich Manchu and Han banquet placed on the long luxurious dining table. The dishes looked extremely delicious, but also... extremely cold.
Yes, the food had been cold for a long time, and there was no trace of anyone touching it. Ye Qianyi... went out without taking a bite.
He said he would come back in time, so he really did. He said he would wait for her to come back, so he really stupidly waited for her to come back. He even had to wait for her to come back to eat together. But...she stayed in Nangong.
The photographer stayed away all night.
Long Yunling's heart ached, and she was overwhelmed by deep regret, guilt, and pain. Really, if asked who she was most sorry for, she felt that the person she felt most sorry for in her life was Ye Qianyi.
She laughed with tears in her eyes, her smile was extremely miserable, and she said with a smile: "Qian Yi, you fool..."
She thought, he must be tired, right? He must have waited until he was tired and went back to the room to sleep first, right?
So, Long Yunling walked toward Ye Qianyi's room with a very complicated mood, but his steps were extremely firm...
**
This story is not over yet. I will post a very detailed and touching postscript tonight or tomorrow morning. Please tell me who you want Long Yunling to be with. It’s still too late to decide. Thank you Ziyi Beibei’s friend for another big red envelope.