Time went by like this again for two months. The cold weather had enveloped the entire city. Snowflakes were falling all over the ground, and the earth was a spectacular sight of white.
Suddenly, a spring breeze came overnight, and thousands of pear trees bloomed. Winter is really coming! I stared at the soft snow falling outside the window and couldn't help but sigh. It has been two months, but he still hasn't appeared.
A month ago, he didn’t come back to spend Christmas with me, not even a phone call or a merry-christmas! Walking on the street, I looked at the bustling crowds on the bustling street, couples hugging each other intimately.
Couple, I suddenly feel like I want to run away and go home.
Although Xiao Ning was with me, I still felt very lost. It’s not that I value sex over friends, it’s just that the emptiness of his absence was really strong and made me suffocate. That day was probably the most boring day in my life.
It's Christmas time.
I lowered my head in despair and hugged myself tightly with both hands, trying to find a trace of warmth. I wrapped my heavy clothes tightly around my body, but I still felt chilly. It was a kind of despair and coldness in my heart.
Yes, I miss him.
I miss the sense of security when his big hands tightly surround my little hand, I miss the satisfaction of his warm chest hugging me tightly, I miss the happiness when his soft lips press against mine domineeringly...
But he is not with me. I don’t even know where he is now!
I breathed a sigh of relief at the window, then gently drew a heart, my hand stiffened on it, and my eyes stared blankly at the fading heart, my thoughts drifting far, far away.
Yu Mo, where are you? I am strong and happy, but I really need you...
Without you, I would still miss you very much. How could you be so irresponsible and leave me at this end of this cold winter, while you ran away and disappeared.
I'll still be scared. What if you don't show up anymore?
Yu Mo...where are you? Where are you? I want to see you, even if it's just once, I want to see you...
Strong longing beats in my heart, the rhythm is getting faster and faster, the amplitude is getting bigger and bigger. It is about to break out of the body...
Burying my head deeply into my knees, I tried to find a trace of warmth and peace of mind. But contrary to my expectations, that strong longing was still hitting me, extending until my whole body was filled with his smile and his figure...
"Ah! I can't stand it anymore!" Unable to bear it any longer, I finally burst out.
"Xiao Fei?" Mom heard the voice and came over.
"I'm going to find him!"
"Wait a minute! Xiao Fei, I know you miss Yu Mo very much, but where are you going to find him?"
"I...I don't know..."
"Since you don't know where he is, how can you find him?"
"Mom! But I...I really can't bear to wait like this any longer! I will go crazy!"
"Don't go, Xiaofei, it's too late now..."
"But mom, I really can't feel relieved that I can't find Yu Mo!"
"Xiao Fei..."
"Mom, I will come back as soon as I go, please! Even if there is only a little hope, I will try..."
Pushing aside my mother's obstruction, I rushed out of the door.
Hiss...why is it so cold...don't care! It's important to find Yu Mo!
Facing the cold wind all the way, I finally ran to Yu Mo's house. I bent over and panted, and I felt that my whole face was frozen to the point of losing all consciousness...
But I have forgotten to think, all I can think about is Yu Mo——
"Yu Mo, Yu Mo...where are you?" Dragging my tired body, I stepped hard.
Huh? What's going on?
I looked at the open door in front of me and was stunned. The next second, a suspicion came to my mind - could it be Yu Mo?!
I was shocked by my own thoughts! That’s right! It might be that Yu Mo is really back!
With this kind of curiosity and excitement, I suddenly felt energetic all over. When I looked up, a figure with his back to me appeared in front of me——
Is it Yu Mo?! But, it doesn’t seem like it... with that figure, she is obviously a girl!
Girl?! How could it be a girl?! What the hell is going on?!
A bad premonition came out - who is she? Why does she appear here? Does she know Yu Mo?...
Taking a step forward, the girl in front of me moved slightly. I suddenly felt that her back looked familiar...
But my memory seems to be stuck, and no matter how I recall it, it is completely blank! But my intuition tells me that I definitely know this girl! And not only do I know her, she is also very familiar with her!
While I was still thinking about her back, she turned her head around as if she had a telepathy!
Wow! What a beauty! Her flowing long hair hangs loosely around her ears. She is lazy but not messy at all. The intoxicating light shines on her body, emitting a dark and shining light. A pair of almond eyes shine like stars,
Looking at me with a smile.
I was stared at a little unclearly, and I always felt that she seemed familiar. I squinted my eyes and looked at her through the gap. Wait! She is not...
"Ruofei?" The beauty opened her red teeth and smiled cheerfully.
"Teacher Zhou!" I shouted in surprise!
Yes! She is actually our Teacher Zhou! Oh my god! It’s so unlikeable! But the facts tell me that the beauty with long hair, peach eyes, and rose-like face in front of me is Teacher Zhou!
It's just that Teacher Zhou usually wears orthodox work clothes, work makeup, and neatly styled hair. But now Teacher Zhou in front of me is dressed in a rumpled style, with simple and delicate makeup on his face, and his hair is soft and loose.
On!
This is such a sharp contrast to usual! God, who can tell me, is this really my usual Teacher Zhou? She looks five years younger than usual! There is no difference from us students.
!
Walking outside, people who don't know would really think of her as a student! It's really about the clothes! But the way the teacher usually works looks five years older than now! It's scary, scary...
But that's not the problem now. The real question is - why did Teacher Zhou appear here, at the door of Yu Mo's house?!
Also, why is the door outside open?! Does Teacher Zhou have the key?...
"Ruofei, why are you here so late?" Teacher Zhou smiled softly, which was really different from usual...
"Ah? Ah! I...I didn't...just..." I didn't know how to answer. I couldn't say the real purpose of my coming, right? She was a teacher, and she was also the head teacher! Saying so doesn't mean she recruited me.
The squad leader is in love?! (Li Lenghan: Everyone knows that you are in love...)
No, no, no! I can’t destroy my good image of a good student in the teacher’s mind!
Hey, these days, dating has to be done secretly...sad!
"Oh! Haha, you must be passing by, right?" Teacher Zhou was still smiling, but that smile made me cringe.
"...Uh...hehe, yes...yes..." I laughed forcefully and looked at Teacher Zhou cautiously, "Then...Teacher Zhou, why...are you here?"
"Me? I'm looking for a... friend!..." Teacher Zhou smiled naturally, but I was a little puzzled.
Looking for a friend? Then why did you find Yu Mo’s house? Strange! Could it be that the friend Teacher Zhou was referring to was Yu Mo? It’s impossible. How could Teacher Zhou know a sophomore in high school? Could it be that Teacher Zhou went to the wrong place? Or, still
Did I go wrong?
I turned around and looked around. Sweat! Yes, this is indeed Yu Mo's home! My memory is not that bad. I forgot how to get to Yu Mo's home in two months...
So, Teacher Zhou must have gone to the wrong place, right?...
"Teacher Zhou, do you...do your friends live here?"
"yes!"
"Ah! So that's it!"
"Well...I've been here two or three times, I can't go wrong..."
"Two, two or three times..."
"Yes! Haha, Ruofei, do you have anything else to do?"
"Ah? I...I'm fine!"
"Oh...that's it, then...I'll go in first!"
"Ah? Oh...okay..."
I looked at Teacher Zhou's smile and Xiang's hand saying goodbye and suddenly felt a little dazed... I watched in a daze as Teacher Zhou opened the familiar door in front of me, stepped lightly into the familiar room, and then closed the door. Ruthlessly...
I stood alone and closed the door.
The dim lights and the desolate wind attacked my thin body mercilessly. They seemed to be mocking my ignorance and stupidity...
What on earth is going on? A dream? Am I dreaming? No...but why? I did see my head teacher, Teacher Zhou, walk into Yu Mo’s house! And on her hand
, also holding a key that is exactly the same as the one Yu Mo gave me!...