"Mom, I'm back -" I walked into the door tiredly and saw my mother on the sofa at a glance, her expression seemed a little serious...
Strange, is she worried because I didn’t come back last night? (Author! Nonsense! If your mother is not worried about you, who is worried about you!)
"Mom? What's wrong with you?"
"Who is that man?"
"Ah? Who?"
"The one who sent you back just now. Why did you come back in his car?"
"Oh...you are talking about senior Feng Xiaoran...he is Xiao Ning's brother. I was at Xiao Ning's house last night, so it was senior Xiaoran who sent me back..."
"You didn't go to see Yu Mo last night?" Mom looked at me in surprise.
"Yes...I looked for him, but he's not here." I sighed and said, forget it, I don't want to explain so much...
"So you went to find that senior Xiaoran instead of going home?"
"No, Mom! You misunderstood! I wanted to find Xiao Ning, but senior Xiaoran happened to be there too!"
"He has nothing to do with you?"
"Yes...no...what! Senior Xiaoran and I are friends! Mom, where are you going? I just treat senior Xiaoran as my brother!" Damn it! How come even my mother misunderstood me!
Forget it if Xiao Ning misunderstood! Why does my mother think so too?!
"But he kissed you..." Mom looked at me calmly, with undeniable determination in her eyes. It turned out that Mom was standing at the window and peeking at me just now!
"...I...hey! Forget it! I'm too lazy to explain! Mom, believe it or not, senior Xiaoran and I have absolutely nothing to do with each other! I will never betray Yu Mo!" I said firmly, standing.
I got up and planned to go back to my room. As soon as I took a step, my mother's voice came from behind me.
"I understand. It's just Xiaofei... You feel like a friend or a brother to someone, but they may not necessarily feel like a friend or a sister to you... You have to understand this. I can see that the one named Feng Xiaoran,
It’s not simple either…”
"Mom!...You think too much! How could Senior Xiaoran..."
"Why not?" Mom interrupted me.
I was immediately speechless and didn't know how to answer.
"Xiao Fei, mom is here, and bystanders can certainly see clearly. Of course, this is just a guess on my part, but I believe in my eyesight. That Feng Xiaoran may not just treat you as a sister...
…”
"I do not understand……"
"Of course you don't understand now. Sooner or later, no... I think, maybe right away, you will understand..."
"..." It's strange, why my mother and Xiao Ning said the same thing... I'm ashamed, they really have a connection...
"Xiao Fei, go to bed early...the final exam is coming soon..."
"Well...I know..."
After saying good night to my mother, I went back to the room, took a shower, lay on the bed and closed my eyes, but I couldn't fall asleep...
Looking at the bright moon outside the window and the sparse morning stars in the west, I couldn't help but think of the senior's eyes in the car just now... and that gentle but affectionate kiss...
Even though it was just a light touch, I felt a huge shock in my heart! It’s not that I didn’t feel how kind my senior was to me! After so many things, including Yu Mo’s, Shi Fei’s, and Han Jun’s, no matter how slow I am to feelings,
It’s impossible not to have this basic feeling!
But I still can’t believe that Senior Xiaoran also likes me... It’s not that I can’t believe it, I just can’t believe it and I can’t believe it! …
And now, my mother is telling me the same thing...what should I do? Should I believe it?
If... this is true... then I am not destined to hurt someone else? Oh! Really, why is it so difficult to be a human being... one wave after another... What a headache!
Forget it, I don’t want to think so much, what is supposed to come will come. If one day, the senior treats me...then I will have to face it, right?
Get some sleep and wait until the final exam is over. Let's talk... I'm tired, Yu Mo, where are you? Every night, I always miss you so much. When can you show up?
When can I see you again? I miss you so much. Teacher Zhou and you...do you have any special relationship?...
Now, are you lying on the bed, looking at the dark sky outside the sky window, and thinking about me? Yu Mo, don’t tire yourself out, I’m not here, you have to take good care of yourself...Yu Mo, good night!...