As I thought about it, tears came out unsatisfactorily. Erofei, you are really useless! Why are you crying all the time? He is getting engaged now, but you are secretly crying alone here. You are really useless.
Ah! Is it worth it?......
"Ruofei..." A voice sounded in front of me, and I was so startled that I raised my head.
"Xiao Ning?"
Xiao Ning smiled tiredly, walked forward and sat down across from me: "Ruofei, every time, you always say you are fine... In fact, Zichen and I both understand that you always cry secretly alone...
Why, one always has to hide the pain alone."
"Xiao Ning, thank you..." There was a warm feeling in my heart, "I just don't want you to worry..."
"Ruofei...I understand you!" I looked up and saw Xiao Ning looking at me seriously and nodding firmly, and suddenly I felt very touched.
"Well! Sometimes, it's really nice to have friends around..." Probably because of Xiao Ning, she suddenly felt less sad.
"Don't think too much, Ruofei...it will be fine." Xiao Ning looked at me encouragingly, smiling and cheering me up. But the tiredness and haggardness in her expression still shocked me! When, Xiao Ning
Such emotions also appeared on my face... I suddenly missed the time when we first met, there were only four of us, playing around every day, and we didn't have to think about anything... But now, with so many emotional entanglements, friends are leaving one by one
, my heart is broken! I really feel...very tired! How great it would be if I could go back to the original one...
"Xiao Ning, I'm very confused...I'm thinking, what should I do now?"
"Ruofei..."
"I don't know how to face these things. I'm really, really tired...I really want to go back to the time we had..."
"Ruofei...it will be fine, Ruofei...actually I also want to go back to that time, when the four of us were together without any worries, how wonderful it would be...but now...he is back, and I find that my
My heart is confused again... I don't know how to face him..." Looking at the sadness on Xiao Ning's face, I sighed slightly, Xiao Ning was referring to Shi Fei...
"Xiao Ning..."
"...Really, why am I thinking of these things again... I originally planned to come here to comfort you, but now it's better that I want you to comfort me..."
"Don't say that! We are good friends, aren't we?"
Xiao Ning raised her eyes and was slightly startled when she saw me looking at him with a smile. Then, she couldn't help but laugh too.
"Yes! We... are good friends!... But, Ruofei, I'm just like you, I'm starting to get confused... You think, how else can I face him? I find that I can't even see him.
Fear... There is no feeling of rapid heartbeat, no feeling of blushing, just fear..."
Seeing the sadness that flickered in Xiao Ning's eyes, I raised my head and looked at the blue sky. After a moment, I said: "Then run away!"
"escape?"
"Yes! Run away, run away far away! In fact, I also want to run away, but I find that I can't let go. Xiao Ning, if you can let go, just run away!"
"Can you let it go?..." As if talking to herself, Xiao Ning suddenly murmured, and then she seemed to think of something again. She raised her head and looked at me, "Ruofei, did my brother... tell you?
?”
"……Um."
"and you……"
"I refused, but...Yu Mo saw it and misunderstood..."
"Senior Zhong Yumo saw it? Could it be..."
"Yes, I think maybe he will suddenly decide to get engaged because of this... But Xiao Ning, you know, I feel like I've been cheated... Why didn't he tell me that he was going to get engaged? Why did he disappear?
After not answering my call for so long, I saw Teacher Zhou at the door of his house - the latter said she was his fiancée?"
"I don't understand if all this has been decided a long time ago, and during that time, he was just avoiding me on purpose, not knowing how to break up with me, and now, he uses this matter as an excuse, so there are
If you break up with me for a reason, you can get rid of me and make an engagement with him with peace of mind?..."
"He said why he was always being deceived. But I discovered that I am the one being deceived now! I have always been the one being kept in the valley!!"
"Ruofei, maybe there is some misunderstanding here... You should go find your senior and ask for clarification..."
"Ask me clearly? What can I do if I ask? Maybe he will just put all the fault on my head, maybe he will blindly escape, or maybe he will directly and decisively sever all relations with me!"
"...Xiao Ning, I'm really, really scared that he will be in a hurry to break up with me. I care about him so much, so I don't want to lose the last relationship... I think I'm a little selfish, but sometimes
, I would rather be so selfish than lose him..."
"Ruofei, I don't think the senior is that kind of person..."