Shi Fei screamed hysterically. I was stunned and couldn't speak anymore. A slight pain grew in my heart, Manyan. Shi Fei, I don't want this. But if you like someone, you can't force it. I
I really can’t like you. I will always treat you like a best friend or a very good friend!
Why, the three of us have to become like this! Is it all me? Is it all my fault? It's me. I didn't hurt Xiao Ning enough, but I hurt you again! It's me, it's all my fault, right! I
What should you do so that you don’t get hurt because of me...
"Shi Fei..." I called him softly, hoping to ease his mood. Now that I am a sinner, what should I say to reduce the harm to Shi Fei?...
"Ruofei, don't say anything, just listen to me. Do you know, we have known each other since we were very young... Do you remember when you were 4 years old, a boy came to your house? Did you see him?
When he first saw it, he was stunned, and he kept looking at the boy like this. Later, he didn't even notice that he peed his pants... Do you still remember? Whether you still remember or not, but I remember it, because I am that person
Boy, I think I have fallen in love with you since the first time I saw you. Because since then, I have been thinking about you and tried to find out about you several times. Finally, I was in the same room with you in the first year of high school.
Ban, and became friends with you. I found that my liking for you is getting stronger and stronger, and I can no longer let go..."
It turns out... Shi Fei is that boy. I thought he looked so familiar... But what I should be thinking about now is not that! It's that Shi Fei likes me, which doesn't seem to be what I imagined. What on earth should I do...
,I am really scared now...
"Ruofei, I like you! I really like you!" I watched in horror as Shi Fei's eyes became more and more focused, as he grabbed my shoulders, pressed me hard against the tree, and looked at
He leaned up, watching his handsome face enlarge, enlarge, watching his eyes slowly closing...
There was a warm and soft touch on my face. It was Shi Fei's lips. I felt that those lips were slowly moving closer to mine. Those lips were gentle, slow, overbearing and affectionate, but I felt extremely cold!
My brain, which had been numb for a long time, suddenly woke up! No, what was Shi Fei doing? The moment his lips were about to press against mine, I pushed Shi Fei away without thinking at all.
I raised my hand and slapped that handsome face hard!
I lowered my head and my long hair covered the side of my face. Tears just flowed down. My heart just fell, fell...
"Shi Fei." I said slowly with a cry, "That's enough! I'm sorry, it's not you I like. So, I can't accept it and I won't accept you! You... give up..."
"Who do you like..." A deep voice came.
"I... don't know. But I'm sure that person won't be you. I'm sorry, I don't want to destroy the existing friendship between us."
"Ai Ruofei." This time, he called me by my full name, "Even if you don't like me, I won't like Xiao Ning. I, Shi Fei, will only like you... There is one more thing, I...
I’m going to Melbourne soon. The flight is at 7 o’clock tomorrow morning.”
I raised my hazy tearful eyes and looked at him with some surprise: "Are you leaving?..."
Shi Fei smiled helplessly and said: "Well... my mother is going to Melbourne to study, and maybe she will further her studies outside in the future, so... maybe I won't come back in the next two years..." After a pause
After a pause, Shi Fei looked at me seriously with expectant eyes, "Ruofei, I hope you can go with me. Are you willing..."
"No." I said softly but firmly.
Shi Fei smiled bitterly: "I know you don't want to...but...Ruofei, I still hope you can consider it...is that okay? I've already booked two tickets..."
"Shi Fei!" I interrupted him, "I won't leave with you. Two tickets... You can go with Xiao Ning..."
The light in Shi Fei's eyes suddenly dimmed: "Ruofei... I told you, I won't like Xiao Ning!... I'm leaving tomorrow. Since you don't want to go with me, then I won't either.
Forcing you... just seems... I'm in greater danger. Those two people have more opportunities to take advantage of, hey..."
I don't understand what Shi Fei said: "What danger? Which two people?"
Shi Fei smiled slightly: "No...school starts tomorrow, and it seems that you can't come to see me off. Maybe after tonight, we will say goodbye. So Ruofei...I have a small request.
Bring it up?"
"What request? If it's too much, I won't agree to it."
"Of course I know! It's just...a request as a good friend..." Shi Fei smiled slightly and opened his arms to hug me without waiting for my reaction, "Let me hug you, okay..."
I was shocked and wanted to push him away, but my hug became tighter and tighter: "Shi Fei...hey, let me go!"
"Ruofei!...Can't you just hug me...Are you so stingy just to hug me like a friend..." Shi Fei's low voice was slightly hoarse, as if he was choking. I stopped struggling and let it go.
He hugged me like this. Seeing that I showed no sign of resistance, he hugged me tighter and whispered in my ear, "Ruofei, do you know...how much I miss you...even if I leave, I will still
I like you, but I will still miss you. When I come back, even if someone takes advantage of me, I will still take you back... I will not forget you, and I will never give up!..."
"Shi Fei..." I called him softly, my heart already moved. Shi Fei, I'm sorry, I can't like you. I always only treat you as a friend. You are such a good boy, but my heart still doesn't
There is no way to accept it. I'm sorry... I can only pray silently that you can be happy in Melbourne and find the happiness that truly belongs to you... I will never forget that there once was a boy named Shi Fei, who was a very good friend of mine.
, he once left important footprints in my life...
Suddenly, Shi Fei let go of me and stared at me over and over again: "I'm leaving, Ruofei... I will remember you as you are now. Whenever I think of you in Melbourne, I will
I think of you like this now. Wait until I come back..."
Shi Fei bent his head and placed a kiss on my forehead like a dragonfly, then turned around and left, disappearing into the night...