The things she was determined to get now slipped through her fingers, and her unwillingness was all written on her face.
But so what, she just doesn't understand what she did wrong?
Wan Qing didn't know what she had done wrong, just like Yang Yun didn't know why she was left behind.
In her opinion, even if Feng Hongluan only needs one person to serve him, that person will definitely not be her.
Along the way, Feng Hongluan helped Feng Hongluan towards Concubine Li. Although Yang Yun didn't say anything or ask, Feng Hongluan also knew that she must have thousands of questions in her heart.
She chuckled lightly and spoke first: "Why did your mother give birth to you in the palace?"
Seeing Yang Yun's face turn pale, she immediately said: "If you don't want to say it, I won't force you."
Yang Yun bit her lip. She seemed to be very accustomed to doing this action. Whenever she found it difficult to speak, felt embarrassed, or was excited or nervous, she would always bite her lip lightly and frown slightly.
Seeing her like this, Feng Hongluan knew that this must be a painful memory and said, "Come on, don't say it anymore."
"My mother!" Yang Yun seemed to have mustered up the courage and raised her head to look at Feng Hongluan, "I came home once a year to visit relatives, but I encountered a gangster on the road and was raped. My mother was young at the time.
She didn't know she was pregnant with me. Three months after she returned to the palace, she suddenly fainted one day and was diagnosed to be pregnant with me. According to the palace rules, she was to be executed immediately, but Concubine Hui was kind and missed me.
After my mother served her for a while, I begged the late emperor to let my mother give birth to me, and then I accepted the punishment of death with a stick."
She spoke very calmly, but her pale face could be seen. Although she had never experienced this memory, it was still a great pain for her.
After saying that, she seemed to have mustered up her courage and said to Feng Hongluan: "If the queen regrets having me, you can return me to the Jingshifang."
Feng Hongluan's eyes were a little gentler, and she looked into her eyes and asked with interest: "Why should I regret it?"
"In the past twenty-four years, I have never served any master, just because the master thought I was unlucky."
After she finished speaking, her eyes felt a little painful and aggrieved.
Feng Hongluan suddenly reached out and patted her shoulder gently. She was startled and a little flattered, but she heard Feng Hongluan say softly: "Do you want to know why I want the innocent and smart Wan Qing?
And want you?"
She wanted to ask, but she never dared to ask because Feng Hongluan would bring it up first.
She did not deny it and nodded: "In recent years, new people have come to the harem, and the maids have been arranged in the harem. Even if my father-in-law benevolently arranges me, the new empress will exclude me from the list. I am an unlucky person.
, my mother was killed with a stick immediately after giving birth to me, and Concubine Hui also broke the relationship between me and the emperor. After falling out of favor, she died in depression, and no one wanted me."
"Yang Yun, never belittle yourself at any time. Life always has its meaning. Even if it is an ant, its life is short, but it is not in vain."
No one will understand this better than her who has lived another life.
"Empress."
Yang Yun's voice was slightly choked.
"Haha!" Feng Hongluan sent the white jade fragment that was broken into two halves to her hands: "This is for you, it's white jade. Even if it breaks unfortunately, it's still white jade. You are like a piece of white jade.
It is clean and clear. Although it is not as lustrous as a luminous pearl, and although it is not as gorgeous as a tough jadeite, the reason why white jade is precious is because of its flawless purity, gentleness and softness."
Feng Hongluan said it very generally. Naturally, she would not tell Yang Yun that the real reason why I chose you is because you have no worries and no greedy need for money. More importantly, you have been humble and have not felt warmth since you were a child. So,
If you do a little bit of kindness to others, you will become obsessed with it.
On the contrary, Wan Qing is thoughtful but not clear-minded. The greedy light in her eyes after seeing the magnificence of Huaqing Pool made Feng Hongluan see the second Yuexiang, and the so-called innocence in family affairs will undoubtedly create a second
Orchid fragrance.
Comparing the two of them, Feng Hongluan knew who was really suitable to become the next Liuxiang.
Now that Liuxiang has disappeared, she can only temporarily find a replacement.
Be attentive to people, but don't treat them lightly. Just use your heart to understand whether this person is good or bad for you.
This is why Feng Hongluan realized morality after experiencing so much. Isn't the Queen Mother a typical example?
What is the result of true friendship?
The Queen Mother is probably feeling guilty about her now, and she has no intention of forgiving the Queen Mother. She will not let those people feel comfortable until they can't let go of Xiao Yunye's death. This is what they owe her, no, they owe Xiao Yunye.
*
Tangli Palace.
Times have changed, and Feng Hongluan never imagined that Tangli Palace would be so cold now.
Although there are traces of cleaning in the yard, it is not known whether the palace maid is lazy or deliberate. Dead branches and leaves can be seen everywhere.
On the branches, there were lanterns left over from the Mid-Autumn Festival, but no one wanted to take them back. There had been three light rains after the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the lanterns had long been torn to pieces. From a distance, they were still colorful.
As I got closer, I saw balls of waste paper stranded on the branches.
Feng Hongluan couldn't help but frown.
Walking to the yard, Yang Yun went in to report.
After a while, a little palace maid came out, wearing a set of dark green palace clothes. When Feng Hongluan saw this, her eyebrows tightened. It was already autumn, and the palace clothes were worn according to the four seasons.
Light green in spring, dark green in summer, light brown in autumn, and dark blue in winter. Why are the maids of Tangli Palace still wearing summer clothes?
She just kept these words in her arms without making a sound. After hearing the palace maid greeting her, she asked.
"Is Concubine Li here?"
The palace maid nodded: "Your Majesty asked me to tell the princess that she is not feeling well today and has a cold. She is afraid of infecting her and it is inconvenient to see her."
"Has the imperial doctor come to see you?"
The palace maid looked a little sad, but said hurriedly: "I came to see you and prescribed medicine."
"Okay then, I'll come back another day. Yang Yun, let's go!"
After Yang Yun helped her leave, Feng Hongluan frowned as soon as she left Tangli Palace.
"These days, does the Emperor rarely come to see Concubine Li?"