"I'm sorry, Jingyi, I can't help it. Yun Xi... can't live without me. If I leave, she will die. I can't take this risk, not only for you, but also for Yun Xi."
Su Jingyi lowered her lips, and with a sound of dripping, something dripped on the back of An Jin's hand. The warm and cool feeling made him feel extremely painful.
"Jingyi, the emperor has said that I can marry you, I..." An Jin wanted to say something else, but the woman in her arms interrupted him.
"General, Jingyi has made it very clear that Jingyi will never be a concubine, and the general is about to get married, so it is not suitable to stay here in the future, so as not to misunderstand the general's wife." Su Jingyi pushed him away and left.
After entering the room and closing the door, An Jing's heart truly felt cold, cold and despairing at that glance.
Su Jingyi glanced at him for the last time, with a sense of farewell that was about to come. She was like this, she would rather be broken into pieces than destroyed.
An Jin had been standing outside the door for a day. He stood from morning to night. Snow kept falling on him. He had no time to brush the snow off. His fingers were frozen and he had no feeling.
Sometimes he really wished that his body could be frozen to death, so that it would no longer hurt.
The night was getting colder and colder. He raised his face, and some snowflakes fell on his blue and white face. But his eyes were always open. Occasionally, coolness fell into his eyes, and then turned into water.
It followed the corners of his eyes.
Are these tears? He didn't know.
He turned around and really left this time. He got what he didn't want and lost what he should have got. This might be life. Who made them not meet at the beginning? Who made them not have that share?
edge.
The General's Mansion also started to get busy. Butler Chen didn't know what An Jin was thinking about. Not long ago, it was deserted, which made him think that marrying a princess was uncertain. But not long ago, the General suddenly
He gave orders to hurry up and prepare for the wedding. No, he has been busy for three days and is almost done. The entire general's residence is full of joy. Only An Jin is not infected with any joy, and some are just
That kind of unbreakable sadness.
He also locked himself in his room for several days, and no one knew what he was doing.
He picked up a glass of wine and drank it hard. Good wine is said to relieve worries, but why am I not drunk yet? There were countless wine jars around him. Some of them have been drunk, and some have not been drunk.
Passed.
He picked up the jar again, but this time he didn't even ask for the bowl. He held the jar in one hand and poured it into his mouth.
He wiped his mouth, and his face was covered with stubble. No one could understand the pain of losing a loved one.
"Yunxi, why can't you grow up? Yunxi, do you know what I gave up for you?"
"Yun Xi, I hate you, I really hate you..." He was lying on the table and kept saying something. Maybe even he didn't know it. Only the accusations and complaints one after another filled his half-drunk mind.
Unawakening thoughts.
"Yunxi, why did you want to live in the first place?".