The door of the Imperial Hospital was suddenly kicked open, and the vermilion red door hit the wall and bounced back.
And under the glazed lamp in the dark night, a gloomy figure stood still.
Xiao Yuyan, who was sorting herbs, heard the sound and turned around. When he saw the person's face clearly, he turned his head expressionlessly, and flexibly separated the two herbs that were strangled together with his left hand: "Why are you here?" Now?"
His voice was very light and he couldn't hear his emotions.
Mu Yan'er stammered her neck and stared at her eyes and walked step by step, her face gloomy as if it was a prelude to a storm.
She walked to Xiao Yuyan and looked at him condescendingly. Her little face was almost twisted, and she bit her back teeth as if she was enduring great anger. She looked at the indifferent man because of her appearance. ,It took a long time before a few words burst out from the cracks of the teeth: "He said, it was you that night..."
A few simple words made Xiao Yuyan stunned.
He paused his hand as he sorted the herbs and continued, "I don't understand what you said."
"Xiao Yuyan!"
Mu Yan'er yelled, "Tell me, is it true? Is what he said true?"
She was yelling hysterically, and an imperial physician in the Imperial Hospital leaned out.
But when I saw that it was Yan Fei, I shrank my head back.
Xiao Yuyan's movement finally stopped. He put the medicine and stood up, washed his hands aside, walked to Mu Yan'er, who was looking ferocious and said, "Come with me, you don't want everything. Everyone knows that.”
After he finished speaking, he walked out, regardless of whether Mu Yan'er would follow him.
Mu Yan'er stared at his back fiercely, and repeated the words of the emperor not long ago in her mind over and over again. The words and sentences almost destroyed all her previous conceits.
She thought she was pregnant with the emperor's child, and she thought her purpose had finally been achieved.
The funny thing is that they all know, but she doesn't.
...
Standing by a remote pond in the harem, Xiao Yuyan looked at the lonely starlight reflected on the pond with his back to Mu Yan'er.
After a long time, I said, "It was me that night."
“…”
Mu Yan'er's hand frowned and clenched, with resentment in her eyes, "What do you think I am?"
He actually gave her around like this?
Hearing her words, Xiao Yuyan smiled, but the smile was filled with a sense of unidentified ridicule and self-mockery. He could understand Mu Yan'er's thoughts at the moment, "We didn't treat you as anything. No, it wasn't true. Not long ago, I regarded you as the most important person, but you destroyed yourself, so you can't blame me. You ask what we treat you as? But what do you treat us as?"
His replies made Mu Yan'er stunned for a moment.
Xiao Yuyan didn't plan to listen to what she said. Since she asked, let's talk about everything.
So, he continued to say slowly: "You forcibly poisoned him despite the emperor's wishes and forced him to have fun with you, but the emperor didn't want to do so. Is this a pity for him? I regard you as a god , I obey your words, but what about you, you just treat me as a stepping stone, a useful person. When it is useless, I kicked away hard, and you asked me what I treat you as. That night, the emperor will do it. You took you back to the bedroom and came to me. He forced me to swallow the male Gu. He said, if I don’t go, then he will definitely watch you die. You said, am I going or not?"
His voice was very light, and the sarcasm at the corners of his mouth became stronger and stronger.
If it were before, he knew that she had her own child, even if he fought to the death, he would let her follow him.
Stay away from this palace and away from the dust of the world.
But now, he regrets it.
If he lives like this throughout his life, he thinks he will be crazy.
A woman who doesn't love herself has only power and tricks in her eyes, only people who can be used and people who cannot be used. Such a wife will not be a good wife or a good mother.
But the child is innocent, and he is willing to take on the responsibility that a father deserves.
"If you ask me to marry you, I won't refuse."
Leaving this sentence, Xiao Yuyan slowly turned around, but suddenly was pushed by Mu Yan'er's force and fell into the pond.
The cold water poured into his mouth without mercy, and he coughed violently, heart-wrenchingly, and looked particularly sharp in the pond in the dark night.
Seeing his figure floating in the pond, Mu Yan'er was also afraid.
Suddenly, she remembered that Xiao Yuyan could not swim, so she took a step back.
Her movement happened to fall on Xiao Yuyan's face who was struggling to float upwards. The expression on his face became very subtle at that moment.
He suddenly stopped struggling and slowly sank down. Seeing Mu Yan'er's face turned pale, he muttered to himself and retreated, "I didn't mean it... it didn't mean it..." I remembered something, the expression on my face was very terrifying, and I stared at Xiao Yuyan who was sinking hatefully, "You'd better die! You're treating me like this, 1,000 deaths are not enough, why do you Can it be so good for me? Why did the person who was the one who was there that night, do you know that you made me want to kill you like this, and you completely want to kill you! Xiao Yuyan, you want to marry me, go dream! Let me marry me If you are such a disabled person, why don’t you die!"
Leaving this sentence, she went crazy and ran away as she was as if she was running away.
Xiao Yuyan sank little by little, looking at her back as she was leaving, listening to the words "waste", her face turned pale.
Waste? She went to forget, who did this hand become like this?
Seeing her staggering and not being hard, he suddenly thought of the year when he was thirteen.
He had an inexplicable sense of fear of water, so when he fell into the water that year and was rescued by Mu Yan'er who happened to pass by, he felt that at that moment, the eight-year-old Mu Yan'er was like a person in his eyes. Like a god.
He regarded her as his life-saving benefactor and regarded her words as a golden rule.
But she...
Still gave up on him.
In this cold night, in this ruthless pond, she watched him swallowed by the water again, but said, "Go to die."
The heart never died completely at this moment.
Maybe the emperor said it was right, she was no longer the same as she was back then.
She had long been blinded by her power and status that simple and kind heart...
A sense of powerless decay came in a terrible state. He gave up his struggle and sank down little by little. Maybe, this is retribution. Retribution for his ruthlessness and cruelty... If he could go back to the past, he hoped to tell that At that time, don’t use the dagger in his hand to cut that knife. That woman is not worthy of the glass heart.