Xie Shuning died. She died together with her youngest son in March of Yangchun. But when she opened her eyes, she returned to the time when she and her mother first came to Beijing. There was fine snow in the sky, and the road was covered with snow. She was white and fat like a steamed bun when she was young , was protected by the mother who died of depression in the previous life and the elder brother who died young, one on the left and the other on the right. The carriage swayed under her, and she drove them to her old nightmare... But this time, will life be different? different?