I always thought it was just a dream, but this dream was too long, too long, too real... My eyes were so sore that I couldn't squeeze a single tear from my body, my blood flowed backwards, my hands and feet were cold and trembling, and there was still the babyI swear to God with my life that even if I fall into eighteen muddy plows and never get ultrasound, I will step on the corpses of those people and engulf their souls forever and ever