Chapter 3: Time never comes again, hanging clouds across the sea

Author: Biantang Wushi

Chapter 3: Time never comes again, hanging clouds across the sea

In the next few years, I kept showing myself carefully in front of Zhu Xiaoman, trying my best to attract her attention, but I never rush to confess because I had a clear mind, what was the clear mind?

Hahaha, I have Liu Yina, the undercover agent who is placed beside her. I know very well that she has never had a boyfriend, and someone has chased her during this period. It seems that she has hit a nail in the end and it is left unresolved. Since she doesn’t have a boyfriend, I will do my job slowly and don’t worry.

Miao Meng of our class once asked me to hand her love letter. The first time he did not respond, he persisted in sending me the second and third letters one after another. Although I was reluctant, my friend asked me to hide and do not do anything, and it was not a gentleman. Besides, such a good girl, "a beautiful lady, a gentleman is a good match." As long as she is a normal man, she has the right and freedom to pursue.

I clearly remember that when she first took the letter I handed over, she turned her head and looked at me. A hint of surprise passed by her eyes. She silently put the letter into her schoolbag. But the next day, during class, her eyes changed when she looked at me. I could see that there were complaints, confusion, and anger. After two classes, she didn't look at me directly, and didn't say a word.

When the third letter was about to be written, she ignored me and treated the letter I brought as air. So I pushed forward again. She still didn't say anything, but moved her body to the side, then gave me a fierce look. The gaze was deeply stuck in my heart like a nail. I lowered my head in shame and quietly pulled the letter back.

Actually, when Miao Rong begged me to be a messenger for him, I wanted to tell him, hey, buddy, this is my favorite girl, brother.

But in the end I didn't open this mouth. I couldn't refuse Miao Rong, my friend, and Zhu Xiaoman, I didn't dare to break the window paper. This made me feel embarrassed, but fortunately, Miao Rong had a new goal soon, which finally made me feel relieved. From then on, no matter who asked me to send a love letter to Zhu Xiaoman, I would refuse.

Although I blocked others, I didn’t dare to take out the letter I had written long ago, because I was inferior. As I understood her more deeply, I felt that she was like a beautiful woman flower, in the noisy world, with her heart between clouds and water, no matter where she was, she silently revealed her fragrance, making it bright in her heart, and trying to open up to what she liked.

She looked at the snow, rain, wind and frost in the world with indifference, and rolled and unfolded. She walked through the autumn, winter, spring and summer of the passing year with her freedom and freedom, and passed through the silence and joy of the world.

Her heart has strings, and her elegance is all her life, blooming herself and beautiful the world, allowing the wind and clouds in the world to come and go, and the duckweed gathers and disperses. I am leisurely and graceful, as peaceful as it is, the clouds are light and the wind is gentle, and I am still calm and still greet them with a smile.

She is in the jade pot, not ostentatious, not noisy, not flirtatious, not vulgar, passing through the warmth and cold seasons, sitting safely with time, guarding her own fireworks, drinking with the sun and the moon, drinking with the wind and clouds, talking with the years, having fun without dust, love without sorrow, flowers bloom elegantly, and flowers fade with fragrance.

I think the gap between us is too big. In addition to studying, what I think about every day is how to make a fortune in the student union, how to be advanced, how to get involved in the organization, how to go out to do some part-time jobs, earn some extra money, improve your life, reduce the burden on your parents, and worry about your sister and brother's study. Even if I have her, I can't give her a good life, so I just look at her from afar and hide this goodwill in my heart.

Since I think so, why are you preparing to confess now? This is mainly because I was inspired by everyone. There are 8 people in our dormitory. In the last year of college, all of them were single, except me. Even the shyest and shy Hui brother Wang Yigang secretly took the hand of a girl named Zheng Xiaorong from the Civil Engineering College to go out for a date.

My god, I am ashamed, I am envious, I am jealous, really.

Also, our sixth brother, Jifeng, took a fancy to a junior girl. As his third brother, I had no choice but to choose to tie him up. Unexpectedly, within just one week, he had a romantic relationship with the Yancheng girl from the 95 Academy of Fine Arts.

It's amazing. He has been even more passionate recently and full of happiness. He goes out early and comes back late, and he is also becoming more stinky. For some reason, he specially bought a bottle of beer and pours two taels of rice every morning to wash his face. It is said that the Yancheng girl told him that this can make his skin tighter and smoother. Of course, he is very fond of it and faithfully executed it. People should please others to please themselves, understand.

Among the brothers, we have the best relationship and we usually talk about everything, so he knows what I think. Therefore, he encouraged me, "Third brother, we only have this senior year in our life. After passing this village, there will be no store. For the sake of youth, for the sake of no regrets, for the sake of no shortcomings in life, whether successful or not, confessing one loves one year will not be in vain. People always have to be true to each other, and they can't always suppress themselves. Besides, they are rejected by others, so what? There are a lot of pieces of meat.

This Lao Liu is really worthy of being the president of Xuetong. His little mouth moved me and he did it as soon as he said it. We are not a coward. We will not talk about college life with others in the future, but it is a blank in terms of relationships, right?

Regarding how to confess, my brothers have designed many plots for me, such as giving cosmetics to Zhu Xiaoman, and singing love songs to Zhu Xiaoman, but in the final analysis, these plots are still too traces of design, and if this happens, there will definitely be people watching. If someone refuses it in person, it will cause a lot of school storm, where will my face be put? So I finally didn't choose their plan.

I thought it would be great if it was in ancient times. I rode a tall horse and rushed directly to her and asked, "Beauty, would you like to accompany me to travel around the world with a sword? If she agreed, I would hug her waist and get on the horse to achieve good things. If she didn't agree, it would be fine. She rode her head and left her with a roll of smoke and dust. This face is still in my hand. But in fact, I am a poor boy from the countryside. She is a city girl with no fingers touching the spring water. How should I show my love? How can I not only keep traces but also face?

After thinking about it, it is most appropriate to send a love letter directly. The other party agreed, and of course everyone was happy, disagreed, and lost the matter. So I took out the love letter I wrote three years ago and asked Ji Feng and Jiang Ming (Jiang Ming is the editor-in-chief of Chunya Literature Society of the school) to help me polish it, modify it, and after several times, I felt dissatisfied, so I decided to rewrite it myself.

After writing, Jiang Ming insisted on reading it, but he had no choice but to show it to him. After reading it, he jumped so high and shouted, "Oh, Brother Third, you're writing so well, I want to obey you, hahaha."

Before he finished speaking, he was kicked by me ass (ass). What's the point? Go play with mud while playing with it.

I set the date of confession next Monday. After thinking about it, I finally decided to put the letter from three years ago and the letter from today to Zhu Xiaoman, so that she could have a more realistic understanding of my mental journey towards her over the past three years.

On Monday, on the 10th, the school held the grand 8th "Weiwei Mining University, Students" carnival bonfire party. The entire event consists of three programs: Campus Singer Competition, Movie Screening and Disco Dance.

Soon, the top ten singers on campus were decided, and the next program was to watch movies and dance parties. I looked for Liu Yina through A Zheng a few days ago and asked them what they were going to do. After getting her affirmative answer, I prepared the corresponding confession plan and practiced in the dormitory for a long time.

As a result, the dance began. I waited for a while and never waited for it. Zhu Xiaoman never showed up. I searched and found Liu Yina who was dancing with A Zheng, and asked her what was going on.

She told me that Zhu Xiaoman suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in the afternoon and went home. When I heard this, I felt like a deflated ball. Ji Feng immediately said to me, "Brother, her home is only about ten miles away from the school, it's not too far. It's still early, let's go and find her."

Yes, I just had a problem and had a solution. So I asked Liu Yina for the phone number and address of Zhu Xiaoman's house, and rode a bicycle with Ji Feng to the gate of Zhu Xiaoman's house. Ji Feng went to smoke while I was lingering in the public telephone booth for a long time. Until Ji Feng smoked two cigarettes and came back, I didn't have the courage to make the call. The piece of paper was almost soaked in sweat in my hands. When Ji Feng saw that this was not working, he snatched it and dialed the phone number of Zhu Xiaoman's house for me. It was indeed her who answered the phone.

Xiao. Xiaoman, hello, I am Tang Zhengtian.

Ah? Why are you?

Well, I heard from Liu Yina that you are uncomfortable, how are you doing now?

It's okay, maybe it was because I was having physical education class at noon, which made my stomach feel cold, and now it's okay.

Oh, that's good. I was waiting for you to dance together, hahaha.

I'm sorry, I definitely can't do it today.

Well, um, me. I. I now.

What's wrong, where are you? Why are you still stuttering?

Me. I am right at the gate of your community. Can you come out? I have something for you.

What? Are you running over so late?

Well, I., you will know when you come down and get it.

OK, I'll go down right away

A few minutes later, I saw Zhu Xiaoman coming out from afar behind the fence gate. She went to the door and looked around. I hurriedly showed up and greeted her, Xiaoman, here, here, are you really okay?

It's okay, I'll be fine after coming back and taking two pills of stomach medicine. I'm about to go to bed, and your phone call comes

Excuse me.

It's okay, what do you want to give me? She turned her head and asked me.

I carefully took out the love letter from behind and handed it to her slowly, saying, Xiaoman, this is all my thoughts. I wrote it three years ago, but I didn’t have the courage to hand it over to you. I wonder if you can take the time to take a look?

Zhu Xiaoman's face turned red suddenly. It was clearly seen under the street lights that her eyes were bright. I would never forget her shy and surprised expression. She pursed her lips, smiled sweetly, suddenly stretched out her right hand and said angrily, "Why don't you give it to me quickly?"

As if I had received an imperial edict, I quickly put the letter into her hand. The slender and tender fingers, the long nails on my thumb and little fingers were so charming that she would take it apart after receiving the letter. I hurriedly said, Xiaoman, go back and read it again. It's a bit cold outside, don't catch a cold.

Well, no matter, then you go back first, I'm going back too.

No, you'd better go back first, I'll go back very quickly.

By the way, there is no shuttle bus at this point, right? How did you come here?

I'm here by bike, you go back quickly.

OK, then I'll go back first? Be careful on the way and see you tomorrow.

Yes, see you tomorrow.
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