: There is no way out. Another village is dark and bright.

Author: Biantang Wushi

: There is no way out. Another village is dark and bright.

Zhu Xiaoman turned around and walked towards the community. I stood there motionless, watching her leave. Midway, she stopped several times and looked back at me. I quickly waved at her and signaled her to go back soon. It was not until she disappeared from my sight that I turned around and found the jifeng, and returned to school with the car bell as accompaniment, singing the song.

On the way, Ji Feng said to me, Third Brother, if someone didn't reject you, he had already succeeded more than half of it.

real?

Of course, if she didn't tell you the answer in front of you, it means she was not disgusted with you. She had to give her a chance to cultivate her feelings, and that wouldn't happen naturally!

Oh, then how long did she think about it when you chased Xiao Fang before?

Hahaha, it's only a few days!

Oh, then what you mean is that what I have to do at this time is to wait and see what has changed?

Yes, yes, yes, don't worry anyway, don't urge others tomorrow, be calm, stay calm, do you know? Let's go have a skewer

I tossed and turned all night, without any sleepiness. I have lived for more than 20 years and I have suffered from insomnia for the first time in my life. What a weird thing! In the past, I was the one who fell asleep when I got up at the pillow. It was not until Cheng Zhibai got up in the middle of the night and slammed the door switch, which made several roommates wake up, muttered and scolded him, and then I fell asleep in a daze.

I, who rarely dreams, had a rare dream: by Yunlong Lake, flowers blooming and butterflies flying. Zhu Xiaoman stood among the flowers in a long skirt, his big eyes flashed with love, and he held the love letter I wrote to her in his hand, and walked towards me affectionately. I was so excited, at a loss, and asked her how she was thinking. What about her, she just looked at me with a smile, but she didn't say anything.

I was anxious and asked twice quickly, but she still didn't say a word. This made me very anxious. I raised my foot and rushed towards her, kicked my legs, and kicked the quilt away, and woke up. Oh, I really hope that this dream can continue. But the more I wanted to fall asleep again and relive the dream, the more I woke up, and I couldn't sleep anymore, so I picked up the watch under the pillow, and it was 5:20, so I just stopped sleeping, so I got up!

I got up gently, washed up, and came to the playground. I ran for more than 20 laps in one go, but I didn't feel tired at all. It was so much beyond my usual level. Seeing the figures on the sidewalk in the distance gradually increasing, I was about to withdraw and returned to the dormitory to take a cold shower. The appetite for breakfast was surprisingly good. I ate four cabbage and tofu buns and drank two big bowls of porridge.

Today's first class was a big class. I sat in the first row as early as before, secretly aiming at the door of the classroom with one eye. At the same time, I was still thinking silently in my heart. When I saw Zhu Xiaoman later, how should I say hello to her? Should I say "Good morning" as before, or say "Hi, Xiaoman, hello"? Should I strike while the iron is hot and take the initiative, or should I pretend to be nothing as Lao Liu said?

Just as I was thinking about it, the teacher came in, but the position next to me was empty. Zhu Xiaoman, who had always been very punctual, was absent. What's going on? My heart suddenly jumped.

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On the contrary, I just don’t want to eat anyway, so I don’t move anyway in the morning, so I’m not too hungry.

Ao, I just met Yi Na, and she said you were not energetic this morning. Even the teacher asked you to answer the question, but you didn’t respond. Is this a matter? What’s wrong?

Me.I.Hahaha.I smiled awkwardly.

What's wrong? Why is a big man still hesitant? Where did the courage to send me a letter to me last night?

Yes, what's wrong with me? I usually host meetings of hundreds of people in the student union. I talk endlessly and quote the classics. It's okay to talk for an hour. Xiaoman is a girl, and she is so proactive today, me. I.

Today is such a good opportunity, I can't be timid. I pursed my lips, looked up at her, and said, "I didn't see you in class today, and I thought you were angry and didn't want to pay attention to me anymore."

Hehehe, you are stupid. We have known each other for more than three years. Even if I reject you, I will give you a reply in person. How can I hide in a quiet voice? I felt a little uncomfortable when I woke up this morning. My mother was worried and insisted on taking me to the hospital for a look, so I didn’t catch up with the first class.

Oh, that's the case, is it okay now? Is it still painful? I asked with concern, and I was embarrassed for my random guesses before.

It was nothing, the doctor said, it was a psychological effect, and now it was all gone. She smiled.

That's good, you don't know, I didn't see you in the classroom at that time, and my mind was completely messed up.

Hehehehe, I have read your letter. I think the one written three years ago is better. Why didn’t you give it to me at that time?

I'm sorry, I'm afraid you will refuse.

Then don’t be afraid now?

I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, otherwise I'll lose my appetite?

Fear, give it back?

If you don’t give it, you will have no chance. I believe that I will have the ability to give you the best in the world in the future. I want to take care of you forever.

real?

Well, of course, I swear that I wish to win one person's heart and never be separated from my old age.

OK, OK, you liberal arts students will be able to speak loudly.

Then you are wrong, I am the only two science students in our class.

Then look at what this is? She took out a book from her bag and handed it to me.

When I saw that it was a textbook of theirs, I didn't understand what it meant, and my suspicious eyes floated towards her.

What's the first time you met me? Do you still remember?

Of course I remember, on April 8, 1995, at 4:50 pm.

Then open page 48 to see.

I quickly opened to page 48 and saw that the ginkgo leaf I gave her three years ago was lying there safely. The word "天" I wrote is still there, but now it has become four words "famous all over the world". So that's it.

Later I realized that my love with me was Zhu Xiaoman's first love. Before entering university, she focused all her energy on studying. When she entered university, her classmates in the same dormitory began to fall in love. She realized that she could fall in love too. There were few girls in the physics department, and there were only five or six people in a class, which was very expensive. Zhu Xiaoman remembered her mother's advice and never dared to accept anyone. She was pretty and had a good study, mainly because she had not learned how to deal with boys.

During the short-term pursuit of Zhu Xiaoman, I wrote a lot of love letters to her, almost one letter every day, and I had endless love words and thoughts every day, purely handwritten. Because I promoted the director of the inspection and evaluation department at this time, I handed the love letter to her every day. When she led the classmates in the department to check the dormitory, she stuffed me under Zhu Xiaoman's pillow. According to Zhu Xiaoman, the first thing she did when she returned to the dormitory every afternoon was to look through the pillows to see if there were any new letters. Reading the letters I wrote to her every day became her best memory.

Until several years later, when I met Liu Yina, she told me that Zhu Xiaoman had kept these love letters. She also said, Third brother, everyone in our dormitory reads every love letter you wrote to Zhu Xiaoman. I remember Chen Lin, you still remember, the flower of our college said at that time, if any boy wrote so many beautiful love letters to her, she would definitely have followed him.

Liu Yina is the witness of Zhu Xiaoman and I getting together, but she has always been upset about the fact that we didn’t get together in the end and couldn’t figure out how the two people who are so compatible and clearly love each other are so well, and they are separated just by saying that they are separated?
Chapter completed!