Chapter 302 The humble him
Leng Yunhao, who had lost his mind, would naturally do many irrational things. When he hit a wall with Fang Yichen, he thought of finding Su Luoyan. As long as Su Luoyan was willing to be with him, then no one in the world could hinder them. He thought so simply and went straight to the hospital where Su Luoyan was.
This hospital always made him feel a lot. If that night belonged to them, how great would it be. Even if Maomao was not his flesh and blood, he vowed to treat that little life well. He was the man the child saw in this world for the first time, and he believed that the little baby would recognize him.
He searched for Su Luoyan's figure in the hospital, but the woman did not appear in front of him immediately. The obstetrics and gynecology department were pregnant women with belly erect or mothers who had already given birth. In such a place full of happiness, he wished he was one of the family members.
He clearly remembered that when he saw the newborn Maomao, such an excitement could not be replaced by anything. He hugged the chubby little guy and felt the miracle of life. That feeling was so great. Later, he never saw that little guy again.
After being infected with the joy here, his mood improved a little. Surprisingly, he met the nurse who delivered Su Luoyan before. When she saw Leng Yunhao, she immediately told him the baby room where Maomao was. The little girl only paid attention to Leng Yunhao's handsome face, and did not know the cause and effect.
In the baby room, the little guy had just woken up and was slid around his hands and feet. When Leng Yunhao reached out, the little guy looked at him blankly, and his chubby face transformed in front of him.
He wanted to hold the child in his arms, but in the end he just held his little hand and let him feel the warmth from his big hands. This little life made him suddenly feel much clearer in his heart, so that when Su Luoyan appeared behind him, he did not notice at all.
Su Luoyan didn't expect Leng Yunhao to appear here. Maomao will leave here in two days. She will come to accompany him reasonably every day. Seeing Leng Yunhao's figure, she couldn't help but be surprised.
"Luoyan." He looked up and saw Su Luoyan, teasing Maomao's hand did not stop. He wanted to have this happy moment. How great would it be if Maomao belonged to their child.
"Why are you here?" Although Su Luoyan felt a little joy in her heart, this place shouldn't have appeared by Leng Yunhao. How could he appear here casually? If Fang Yichen knew about it, he would not know what farce would be causing next.
"Luoyan, I want to talk to you, okay?" He stared at Su Luoyan with burning eyes, hoping to tell Su Luoyan what he thoughts in his heart. Su Luoyan was stunned for a moment. She knew that Leng Yunhao must have something to come to find her here.
"Okay, but I have to wait a while. There are still some things to deal with here." Maomao has been breastfeeding since he was born. He has been born for a few days prematurely and is not as strong as other children. He has been taking care of his baby room for so long.
Leng Yunhao left knowingly, and he was waiting outside, watching the woman with a big belly passing by, and the old man holding a baby passing by, a happy smile appeared on his face. At that time, he could sit there like an ordinary man, holding a ball of diapers in his hand, waiting for the happy woman and the life that belongs to him.
Half an hour later, Su Luoyan came out of the baby room and saw Leng Yunhao sitting in the waiting area at a glance. He was rarely so patient with a calm smile on his face. She was blurred for a moment, and such moments were always what she was looking forward to. She wondered, would he be particularly happy if he knew that Maomao was his flesh and blood.
But this is a secret that cannot be told to anyone. She will not tell Leng Yunhao this secret, but she thought that when Maomao grows up, she will definitely make Maomao become an excellent man like Leng Yunhao. She hopes that the child's life will be simpler and it is best not to encounter any twists and turns.
Seeing Su Luoyan coming out from inside, Leng Yunhao had a happy smile on his face. He had just experienced the feeling of his dad here. That kind of happiness made him feel that nothing in life can compare with it.
The two walked out tacitly, and no one spoke, but just walked forward quietly. Not far from the hospital was a cafe, and the environment was quite elegant. The two of them chose a seat by the window and sat down. The fragrant coffee came up, and Leng Yunhao took a big sip.
Such an atmosphere lingers with gentle music, suitable for romantic things to happen. He is waiting for the opportunity to tell Su Luoyan his feelings. The two of them have already entered such a big circle, and after experiencing so many things, they only have hope for happiness in their hearts.
"Luo Yan, if you were given another chance to choose, would you be willing to be with me?" Leng Yunhao leaned on the sofa, the coffee in front of him was lingering in the mist, and he had a smile in his eyes, but he was extremely serious. This question lingered in his mind for a long time, and he finally mustered up the courage to ask again.
Su Luoyan just smiled bitterly, picked up the coffee and took a big sip. If possible, of course she hoped to exchange everything for her, and she wouldn't have missed her life like this. However, time has changed, and the current situation cannot be changed in just one sentence. They all have their own lives, so why do they have to make some trouble to prove that they have truly existed?
Su Luoyan did not answer, the answer was always in her heart, but she no longer said it easily. She changed and no longer responded to his requests as before. She just kept her mood quietly, without saying anything.
"Luo Yan, can you tell me? I want to hear your most true answer." Leng Yunhao asked without giving up. He had to understand the woman's intentions so that his next words could be said naturally.
"Yunhao, we can't go back to the past. If that's the case, it's better not to say anything. I am the wife of the Fang family now. Even if we still love each other, please keep this love in my heart. I'm different from before. I can't afford to give me so much. And I can't give you what you want."
She said so resolutely, and she had already said the intention to express her. How could such a smart person not understand? However, she didn't know what he wanted to say, nor did she know what he wanted to express.
"Luo Yan, I'm sorry, I was not brave enough before, but I was not determined enough. I know that you were with him to fulfill me. You made such a great sacrifice. Luo Yan, I love you very much, no matter what, I want to be with you. I hope you will give me another chance, okay?"
He said almost begging, wishing that the person in front of him would be able to agree to his request immediately. Su Luoyan looked at Leng Yunhao seriously. He was the same as before, and there was no change. He was still so persistent about love that she was determined, but she had already developed a fear of love.
In this life, she can no longer love without hesitation like before. Even if the person has not changed or the love has not changed, she can no longer afford to love.
"Yunhao, thank you for saying these words to me. I am very moved. Yes, I love you very much and have never given up loving you every minute. However, Yunhao is not able to be together because of love. I am no longer Su Luoyan in the past. I am Fang Yichen's wife and Maomao's mother."
She said the following sentence very seriously. How much effort does she have to use to reject the love of this man? She would rather give up everything and leave this man. However, she still has so many things that she can't just give up.
Just last night, she promised the old man that she would definitely not leave the Fang family and would definitely help the Fang family through the difficulties. In her most difficult time, it was Fang Yichen who gave her a harbor to protect her. Now, she must not be so kind-hearted.
Leng Yunhao's eyes showed a painful expression. Seeing this woman's unhappiness, he was more painful than anyone else. He just hoped that her happiness could be given by him, and he just wanted to give her a support. But why, his simple thoughts never came true?
"Luoyan, can I promise you? As long as you are willing to leave him, I will definitely let go. The Fang Group can still regain its strength as before. I will regard Maomao as my son, and I will love you as much as before. Luoyan, would you believe me again?"
With such a humble tone, he prayed to the woman in front of him to give him such a sacred opportunity. He wanted to be by her side and protect her soul. However, reality is always so imperfect. Even if it is love, as long as it is one step late, what is lost will be a lifetime.
Su Luoyan just shook her head, and her bitter smile was still hanging on her face. She had no choice. Even if it was extremely difficult to continue this road, it was all due to fate. She had no way to go back.
"Luoyan, why do you have to be so wronged? You clearly know that he has become unrecognizable now. If you are with him, you will not be happy at all. Luoyan, can you follow me? I can give up everything. As long as you are willing, I don't want anything. I can accompany you wherever you want."
Chapter completed!