"Yunhao, thank you for saying these words to me. I'm sorry, I will definitely disappoint you. Thank you for still loving me like I used to be. But I can't love you so much anymore. Now I have Maomao, and he is my whole life. I also hope you can meet the her you love deeply and live your own life." Su Luoyan mustered up the courage to say these words.

She didn't know whether she could treat this man calmly if she saw her happy marriage with another woman now. She thought that her heart would be in great pain and would be as messy as the fallen leaves in winter. However, she really couldn't afford the happiness he wanted.

"You know, my heart is only you." Leng Yunhao's red eyes had already rippled. He pointed his hand at his chest. There was only one woman living in the beating heart. Her name was Su Luoyan. He tried hard to squeeze her out of his heart, but that woman was deeper. He tried hard to forget that woman, but the imprint of that woman was deeper.

"Thank you for telling me all this. Maomao is about to wake up, I'll go back first." Su Luoyan got up and walked outside. She knew that she would lose the courage to leave after continuing to stay here.

"Yunhao, don't come to me again in the future. If you love me, please let go." Her heartache was extremely painful, but she still said the heartless words. If possible, she would rather hold this man's hand and leave here. How could she bear to be sad when she sees him? But, but Yunhao, I can no longer love you.

At that moment, Leng Yunhao was like falling into the ice cellar in the cold sky. The woman he had been thinking about pushed him aside as always. He hoped to say a certain thing from her mouth. Even if I still love you, we can no longer be together. However, his simple hope has been in a state of failure.

"Luoyan, you let me let go, I can do it, but my heart can't. For so long, I have worked very hard to squeeze you out of my heart. I think that as long as I work harder, you can become a past tense, or even a memory that I don't want to open. However, you are so profound in my heart."

Leng Yunhao's eyes were filled with deep affection, and pain spread in his eyes. What should we do to make this woman feel his warmth again? He has worked very hard and needs him to do so that he can bear his mood.

"Luoyan, I don't need you to promise me anything. I just hope you can still keep a little of my position in your heart. I won't force you to accept me now, but please don't drive me away from your world. I will continue to love you. If you insist on being with him, I won't object, but I will definitely not let it go."

He said so confidently, just like before, he was worried that anyone would take over her happiness. He had negligently and handed over her happiness to another man. But the result was so naked. That man desecrated everyone's expectations and only brought harm to Su Luoyan.

He was heartbroken and blamed himself. If he hadn't let go at the beginning, or if he and Su Ruolin had completed the divorce procedures earlier, then he and Su Luoyan would not have missed so far. It was later that he discovered that from beginning to end, Su Luoyan had always given him more love than he had given.

When he realized it, when he finally wanted to go on with this woman and only cherish the time he was with her, it was too late. They all lived unhappy, and what he wanted to give her became so powerless. He was shrouded in such emotions and blamed himself deeply.

"Luo Yan, I was wrong before, but I shouldn't be indecisive. If I had been more decisive at the beginning, I wouldn't have let you suffer so much. I know that you have paid a lot for me, and you married Fang Yichen to prevent me from making things difficult for me. Luo Yan, I really love you very much, I know that you must love me too. right?"

After he said that, his hot eyes stared at Su Luoyan, hoping to get a little response from her. Over the past few days, he once again fell into endless insomnia, entangled by memories from the past, and he could not fall asleep. The sweetness was always unavailable, and he could only watch another person suffer because of himself.

How much he hoped that he could be a knight or a hero to save Su Luoyan, who is now unhappy. Why did she leave her there and let her take on the side alone? Life has been going on, but he never felt the steps of life moving forward, everything stopped, and everything stopped since the day she left his life.

Su Luoyan was stunned. These words were always what she expected. But when she heard the man's sincere words with her own ears, she didn't have the courage to take them. A bitter smile hung on her lips, but tears began to spread in her heart. She suffered such helpless times alone. She didn't believe that the bitterness would come, she only believed that fate was destined.

She once wanted to make trouble and escape the shackles of fate. She didn't want to be a woman like Du Yue'e. She knew that her mother had been living a hard life, but in the end, she still walked on that old path. Sometimes, she felt particularly sorry for Du Yue'e, and even in her dreams, she confessed with tears on her face.

She said she wanted to live a good life, but she didn't do it. The road was getting harder and harder, which made her realize Du Yue'e's original mood and also made her start to define the meaning of life again. Happiness is the same, but there are thousands of forms of happiness. She thought that when Du Yue'e looked at the birth of the two sisters, she must have had a happy smile on her face.

She is now different from before, she is furry. When the little guy blinks at her, she feels that the whole world is quiet. This is the life she wants. She can no longer toss and reality has become a fixed pattern in front of her.

She stood there, as if memories were coming back from the past to the present. How could she indulge in the memories of the past? She is no longer the Su Luoyan before, and no one can go back to the past. She looked back at Leng Yunhao with a faint smile on her face. The smile looked extremely warm, but Leng Yunhao's eyes turned into a hint of pain.

"Yunhao, thank you for telling me this. I am very moved. Thank you! But we have missed it. I am different now than before. I long for a peaceful life and can no longer withstand any waves. So, I still want to ask you to let go and ask you to rest assured. I am living a good life now and will be getting better and better."

She said so calmly, but Leng Yunhao's mood was still unable to calm down. His eyes dimmed, and so many things he said just now could not touch Su Luoyan. He didn't know what else he could do to melt the heart of this woman.

"Okay, since you persist like this, then even if you no longer love me, I will still love you. Luo Yan, when you are tired and sleepy, remember that I am by your side. Now, I'll take you back to the hospital." Leng Yunhao said, and then stood up and walked outside. He knew that anything he did was unnecessary, and he just wanted to be able to accompany her for a while.

Her thin back is always a sign of pain in his eyes. He is afraid that he will see the lonely back of this woman disappearing in the figure. Even if he can only accompany her as a friend, he is satisfied. Sometimes if he wants to take a step forward, the best way is to take a step back.

Su Luoyan did not refuse, she just walked forward silently, but no one noticed that her expression became much happier, and the man she loved deeply was by her side. But now, their steps were moving towards their common crystal. She didn't want to share such happiness with anyone, but just brewed silently in her heart.

Both of them don’t speak, just walk forward with their feet. The crowds are surging, but they can sense your existence. This feeling makes people feel peaceful. No one speaks, and time is like stagnating, flowing in each other’s hearts. Memories are rolling, reality is continuing, but what about the future? Can’t we fantasize about the future?

When he arrived at the hospital gate, Leng Yunhao suddenly stopped and sent him here, he should go back. The silent sigh came out in his heart, and only he could hear the helplessness inside.

"Luoyan, then I'll leave first. Take good care of yourself. Remember to tell me if you have anything to do. I will definitely help you." He stood there, just like a prince staring at the halo, but the prince has become much older and no longer as elegant as he used to be. Su Luoyan stared at Leng Yunhao like that, feeling that he was so far away.

If it were the past, would she smile and then run into his arms? She thought that she was what Leng Yunhao expected. But now, he just said goodbye, and she felt very reluctant to let it go. This road, just a few steps, and if you want to walk for a while, you have reached the end of the road.

"Go up and see Maomao, he should hate you." Su Luoyan said very indifferently. She didn't know why she said this at this time. Is Leng Yunhao Maomao's biological father? Or is it because she hoped from the bottom of her heart that Leng Yunhao could establish the closest relationship with Maomao in the world?
Chapter completed!