Dejectedly quit
He wanted to propose to Su Luoyan. Even if this woman had not terminated the previous marriage, he wanted to give Su Luoyan a good start. This was what he once owe, and he should have done this at that time, but after waiting for such a long time, he felt that he could not continue to delay, otherwise he would not have forgiven himself at all.
The ring was bought a long time ago and kept it there. After settling down Su Luoyan, he hurried to the house. That kind of excitement lingered in his heart. It turns out that if you love someone, you just hope that she can be happy. If he wants Su Luoyan to be happy, at least he must see this woman smiling.
When he appeared in Su Luoyan's room again, Su Luoyan was the only one left in the room, and the sky was already dark. Lin Xi had already gone back. Through a door, looking at Su Luoyan curled up on the sickness, the love in his heart surged again. When his hand touched the handle, he could hear his heart beating constantly.
Su Luoyan was not asleep yet, her eyes were on Maomao who was sleeping peacefully. The cute child was sleeping soundly at this time. She reached out to touch Maomao's rosy cheeks, and the deep love in her heart began to flood. In a few days, she would be able to take the child away in a few days. She had seen the scenery for a long time and wanted to remember this city, but this city was too heavy and gave her so many unforgettable memories.
"Luoyan, haven't you been asleep yet?" Leng Yunhao pushed open the door and appeared in front of Su Luoyan. Without roses, would such a proposal appear a little simpler? But he was willing to show his sincerity and let this woman feel his love. He is not good at saying sweet words, but he is willing to use his lifelong actions to make this woman feel his warmth.
Su Luoyan looked up at Leng Yunhao, her eyes were cold and her expression was faint. Seeing this man running here every day, she felt more guilty. She knew what he was thinking, but she couldn't do it. It was obviously love, but she couldn't say it. She didn't dare to get close, and she didn't have the strength to take another step forward.
"Luoyan, would you marry me? Please marry me." Leng Yunhao suddenly knelt on one knee and took out a ring from his pocket. He was particularly excited. His fingers trembled. He looked at Su Luoyan with a steady attitude, hoping that this woman would agree immediately. Su Luoyan was a little stupid. It seemed that she had expectations for a long time ago, but after so many things happened, she seemed to have seen through it.
She is a married woman, and Fang Yichen has made it clear that she will never divorce her. Then she has no choice except to go far and fly high. She doesn't want to hurt Leng Yunhao, he has a bright future. An excellent man will not lack women or love. She thinks that as long as Leng Yunhao is willing, he will definitely be able to see more beautiful scenery and don't have to stay here.
The diamond ring was so beautiful that she wanted to accept it with a smile, but she heard a voice in her heart telling her, Su Luoyan, you can't be so selfish. Yes, she can't be so selfish, otherwise what she brought to Leng Yunhao would be hurt. So, she sorted out her mood and smiled faintly.
"Yunhao, thank you, I'm already married." She said lightly, but she was heavy inside. She didn't want to believe this fact, but she appeared naked in front of her eyes, curled up in the quilt, clenched tightly into fists. Is this the only way to suppress the heartache?
"Luoyan, I know, I can wait. You don't have to agree to marry me now, but you must give me a chance, okay? I really love you. In this world, I don't want to marry any woman except you." He said affectionately, and his warm eyes looked at Su Luoyan.
If there is a beggar in love, he would rather be the beggar that surprised everyone. He just wanted to protect this woman and pass on his love to Su Luoyan. Others, so-called dignity, so-called face, and those flashy things are all fictional to him.
"Thank you, I'm sleepy, Maomao is going to bed too. Go back early, and you won't have to come here every day in the future." She turned her head away, suppressing the tears in her eyes and not churning. She loves so much, but still refuses. She is not heartless enough, but she learns to say heartless words.
Leng Yunhao kept kneeling there, staring at Su Luoyan for a long time. Her eyes fell outside the window, and even if she came back, it would still be projected on Maomao. He was there, as if it was air. She couldn't see it at all. He originally thought that she should be touched, but she was so cold.
He felt heartbroken. Even if she couldn't agree to marry him now, at least she should give him a chance to protect him so that he could see hope. But now, she refused him so firmly. He didn't know how to clean up his mood, should not be so depressed, should not be so painful. Loving someone is a difficult thing, and sometimes it will lack courage. He slowly stood up and held the ring in his palm. The edges and corners of the diamond kept tinging his heart.
He seemed very tired, dragging his heavy legs and walking outside slowly. The lonely back turned into a misty scenery in Su Luoyan's eyes. She watched the man's back disappear, and then finally couldn't help but burst into tears. She reached out to cover her mouth, suppressed the crying, and worried that Leng Yunhao would hear it. Yunhao, I'm sorry, I love you very much, but I can't marry you.
He retreated dejectedly, and in her world he could be driven out at any time. He knew this. She always easily closed the door that he could open. No matter how long he waited outside, no matter how long he wanted to enter her world, all this was in vain for him.
Shen Yuqing was discharged after staying in the hospital for a week. What surprised her was that during this week, Leng Yunhao first came to visit her, but later, he never stepped into her ward. This was a great sorrow for a mother. She could not accept that her biological son was not around when she was sick.
"Jason, what have Mr. Leng been busy with recently?" Jason came to handle the discharge. Shen Yuqing was a little disappointed. She called Leng Yunhao and asked him to come and pick him up. She originally thought that what Leng Yunhao promised would definitely be possible. But the man finally handed over the matter to Jason.
"President Leng is really busy recently. Madam, please understand the president." Jason said with a smile, helping Shen Yuqing pack up his things quickly. He would not say anything in front of Shen Yuqing. This is the minimum professional ethics of a subordinate. He knew that Shen Yuqing loved Leng Yunhao and could understand the heavy love.
"Are you really that busy? I am his mother at least. He can't even get rid of such a big thing when he is discharged from the hospital. If I die one day, wouldn't he be busy too?" Shen Yuqing said in anger. When people reach old age, they are particularly insecure. Especially now, when Shen Yuqing's social circle is getting smaller and smaller, and her own son has not put all his attention on her, it is inevitable that she will have some unnecessary thoughts.
"Madam, the president will not treat you like this. Don't worry. The president has indeed had very important things to deal with these days, so he sent me to pick you up." Jason helped Shen Yuqing walk out of the hospital. Shen Yuqing was just silent and said that the important things for Leng Yunhao must be related to Su Luoyan.
She had a headache about this matter. She hoped that Leng Yunhao would be more rational and not be entangled with Su Luoyan, but no one could persuade Leng Yunhao to become stubborn. She was worried that Leng Yunhao would do anything extreme. She had persuaded him several times, but it had no effect. She couldn't help but sigh.
If everyone has their own destiny, then is this Leng Yunhao's destiny? This thought flashed through my mind and then disappeared. As a mother, she should not think so. She must believe her son, but the worry in her heart has always existed.
The car started and slid smoothly from the hospital gate. But at this moment, Shen Yuqing saw a familiar figure. The person was no one else, exactly Leng Yunhao whom she was thinking about just now. He frowned and walked in, holding a lunch box in his hand. She stared at the figure who was long and felt a little sad.
During the time she was in the hospital, Leng Yunhao only visited her three times. All her daily life was taken care of by special caregivers. Leng Yunhao occasionally came over and just sat down and rarely talked to her. But now, this man was carrying a lunch box. Who would he deliver food to?
She knew that if she asked Jason, she would not know the answer, but if she wanted to know the answer, it would be very simple. After returning to the cold house, Jason left. Shen Yuqing called the old man of the Lin family, and they were all old friends. After greeting each other, she learned about Lin Xi’s phone number from the old man of the Lin family.
She knew Lin Xi. The girl was very cute when she was a child. She was a little older, but she had a little more hostility. This was the result of not having mother's education. She thought about it and called Lin Xi. Now she could only use this method to know Su Luoyan's news.
"Lin Xi, I am Aunt Shen." After Shen Yuqing called, she immediately reported to her house. Her voice revealed kindness. Lin Xi on the other end was also shocked when she saw this strange phone number. She was on the way to the hospital, but she didn't expect that Shen Yuqing actually called her.
"Hello Auntie, are you having something to do with me?" Lin Xi said carefully. Leng Yunhao's mother called her to the phone, which must be related to Leng Yunhao. She was thinking about how to answer Shen Yuqing's questions, and was also guessing in her heart what kind of questions Shen Yuqing would raise. As she expected, Shen Yuqing's topic was related to Leng Yunhao.
"Oh, I just can't contact Yun Hao. Today I was discharged from the hospital. He said he would come to pick me up. He hasn't come yet, so I want to ask you if you know where Yun Hao is now." Shen Yuqing's tone was a little anxious, but his face was calm. Isn't it a piece of cake to deceive a yellow-haired girl like Lin Xi?
"Oh, aunt, are you sick? Yunhao is also in the hospital now. Which hospital are you? Why don't I come to pick you up?" Lin Xi, who was very nervous, immediately fell into Shen Yuqing's trap. She began to expose Leng Yunhao's whereabouts to Shen Yuqing bit by bit. After knowing that her son had gone to the hospital and confirmed this, Shen Yuqing's heart calmed down a little.
"He went to the hospital, and it seemed that he was here to pick me up. Well, Lin Xi, it's okay, I'll wait and see, he might be coming soon." She pretended to be polite and refused and continued to use this method to get Lin Xi's words. She knew that this girl was not scheming, and Lin Xi would definitely tell everything after a while.
"Auntie, I'll come and pick you up. Luo Yan was in a car accident. Yun Hao was there to take care of Luo Yan, and he might not be able to get through for a while." Lin Xi immediately told Shen Yuqing about the incident. Does everyone have this mentality that it is easy to reveal the nature of a child in front of the elderly?
"Oh, Luo Yan had a car accident? Such a serious matter. Then forget it, I'd better go back by myself. Thank you, Lin Xi." Shen Yuqing said very reasonably. When hanging up the phone, Lin Xi thought Su Luoyan was really lucky to meet a mother-in-law with a good temper like Shen Yuqing.
So, three days later, when Leng Yunhao didn't show up in the hospital because of something in the company, Shen Yuqing appeared here. She showed up in Su Luoyan's ward in a gorgeous dress. When Lin Xi saw him, she naturally found an excuse to go out. Now Su Luoyan is with her expectant mother-in-law, and she stays here purely to make trouble.
"Auntie, you are here. Please sit down." Su Luoyan said with distant eyebrows, and she always had a faint expression. When Shen Yuqing came in, Lin Xi had already given her tea. She didn't say anything, and there was no reaction on her face. She did it not far from Su Luoyan.
Shen Yuqing didn't say anything for a long time. She just looked at Su Luoyan quietly. After retreating from the glitz, this woman was like an ordinary woman. She was too ordinary, with faint eyebrows and eyes. The photo book said that such people are poor people and have no blessings to enjoy a comfortable life.
No matter from any perspective, Su Luoyan is not the ideal wife of the Leng family. If this woman has not been married and had children, then she can ignore anything. After all, Leng Yunhao likes her. But now, she has a marriage and has not yet terminated her marriage. At this time, she is entangled with Leng Yunhao. If someone from outside knows about it, what is this?
"Are you okay? There is no big problem?" Shen Yuqing asked lightly, not caring, as if she was just saying a few words. She didn't care about Su Luoyan. If something happened to this woman, she thought the person who was most painful would definitely be Leng Yunhao. She was the child she had worked hard to raise, but now she puts one heart on another woman.
If there is a battle between her mother-in-law and her future daughter-in-law, then she really disdains to compete with this woman. If she is better and better, then she will definitely be assured to hand Leng Yunhao into the hands of this woman. However, Su Luoyan is not worthy, and she is destined to be unable to deserve Leng Yunhao from the bottom of her bones.
"It's okay, everything is good. Thank you for your concern." Su Luoyan still spoke in a polite tone. Facing Shen Yuqing, she knew what this woman was thinking. After she married Fang Yichen, she had come to Su Luoyan once. That time, Shen Yuqing begged her in the tone of a mother, begging her to let her go of her son.
At that time, Su Luoyan was heartbreaking and heartbroken, but she was always suppressed. Nothing could touch people's hearts more than a mother's begging. She never thought of competing with anyone, even Leng Yunhao. She loved this man, but she hoped that he would be happy.
"Maomao is still well-behaved. I haven't seen him for a long time and I have grown up a lot." Shen Yuqing turned her eyes on the child beside Su Luoyan. She had seen Maomao once, and the first thing she felt was that this child was somewhat similar to Leng Yunhao, but she never expressed her thoughts.
"Well, I'm very obedient and don't cry. I've grown five teeth now." When talking about her child, Su Luoyan's face showed her mother's glory. This is her only pride and the only thing she feels glorious about. If this child was not born, she would definitely regret it.
"Yes, children are all the flesh in the mother's heart." Shen Yuqing sighed like this, and then remained silent. Su Luoyan could guess what she wanted to say next. She quoted the topic to the child, just to tell her about Leng Yunhao?
She still remembered the last time she went to see Shen Yuqing foolishly. At that time, Shen Yuqing was extremely polite to her. That kind of politeness made her feel a huge tension. She knew that she was no longer qualified to enter the Leng family. Then there was no need to continue to hurt Leng Yunhao.
Shen Yuqing should be satisfied with what she wanted to say. When Leng Yunhao proposed to her marriage, she rejected the man's request. A marriage that is not blessed will always be painful. She should not let Leng Yunhao fall into this pain. She did not terminate the marriage relationship, but what she had to do next was to make this marriage relationship never existed.
She just turned her eyes to Maomao. The little guy was sleeping soundly, his face was flushing, which made people couldn't help but like him when they saw him. She never told Leng Yunhao about the life experience of this child, so he never knew that he had become a father.
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Su Luoyan's silence made Shen Yuqing sensitively realize that she didn't need much effort to pull out the topic she wanted to talk about. If it weren't for Leng Yunhao, she thought she wouldn't have known this girl. The first time she met Su Luoyan was at the Su family dinner, when Leng Yunhao and Su Ruolin were still together.
She clearly remembered that this child was born with a sense of indifference and refused everyone outside her. At that time, Su Luoyan was worthy of everyone's pity. She was only twenty-two years old and was in prison. Whether it was an injustice or the truth, she was no longer innocent.
At that time, she never thought that this girl would have anything to do with her son. All she expected was a peaceful life. When she was old, she only hoped for a family and everything would be prosperous. However, everything changed drastically after she had a car accident.
"Luoyan, you are a smart person. You must know why I came to you for. I don't want to go around in circles with you. You and I are both mothers. Please understand your mood as a mother?" Shen Yuqing got straight to the point and went straight to the point. She didn't have that much time to continue to spend time with Su Luoyan on this topic.
Leng Yunhao is her son. She doesn't want Su Luoyan to continue dating Leng Yunhao now. She wants to interfere with the end of this relationship. She would rather see a man sad than see Leng Yunhao destruction. She is already this age and has less and less time left in this world. The only thing she hopes is that Leng Yunhao can live a stronger life.
"Auntie, don't worry. I won't be hindered by Yun Hao. Although I love him very much, I know that it is impossible for the two of us to have an intersection. After losing our memory, I did a lot of stupid things. If there is something offending you, I hope you can forgive me." Su Luoyan took a deep breath, and her heart was already cold.
It was not without pain that she asked her to give up Leng Yunhao, just like she wanted to remove a piece of flesh from her body. She was in great pain, but she still had to accept this fact. She knew that Shen Yuqing looked down on her. She did not have a prominent family background and a beautiful appearance. She could not help Leng Yunhao, whether it was a family or a career.
A woman like her is always a burden for Leng Yunhao. She just greedily enjoys the life Leng Yunhao provides to her, but builds her happiness on his pain. It’s not that she doesn’t want to marry this man, that kind of strong * has been gnawing on her heart.
But she can't be so selfish. She loves someone. The greatest achievement is to hope that he can be happy, even if this kind of happiness is not given by herself. When Shen Yuqing came to her, she had already predicted what Shen Yuqing wanted to say, so she was still somewhat prepared. So she did not show any special surprise.
Chapter completed!