I went directly from Beijing to Lan Tian’s house. Lan Tian’s house is from a rural area, but it’s not a very old or shabby village. She also has an older brother, her parents, and her brother’s sister-in-law, who are all workers in a nearby factory. The family conditions are

It's not good, but it's not bad either. Her brother is more than ten years older than her, and he got married and started a business early, so now his parents are not too young, and they take good care of their daughter.

When she was in school, her living expenses were more than mine.

Lan Tian has been beautiful since she was a child. I saw an old-fashioned photo frame hanging on the wall at her house. There were many photos of Lan Tian at various ages. They were tender and tender, making people want to pick them out and pinch them.

I don’t have so many childhood photos, and the few photos I have are saved by my own mother.

Today, his brother picked me up at the city station and went directly to her house. Her family paid great attention to my arrival because they knew that Lan Tian and I were best friends at school.

Lan Tian's parents were heartbroken when their daughter became like this, but there was nothing they could do to comfort her.

Lan Tian's room, like most ordinary girls' rooms, is not gorgeous but warm. She is sitting on the bed, looking very haggard, obviously sick. And she is much thinner than when she left school.

When she saw me, her eyes trembled slightly, and she smiled, even though she said hello.

Lan Tian's mother asked me to come in and sit down. After I said hello to my aunt, her mother went out and closed Lan Tian's door.

I sat beside her bed, tilted my head and smiled at her. She might have smiled at me, but it was really hard to tell the expression on her thin little face.

I said: "Tiantian, your mother said you were sick, why are you still unwilling to go to the hospital?"

Her response was very light, "Just take care of her."

I simply asked directly, I said: "Are you afraid...are you afraid of meeting people?"

She shook her head gently.

I guess she is either afraid of seeing people or doesn’t want to see people. She just wants to sit here, doing nothing, not eating or sleeping, just being in a daze and emptying herself. Many people want to do this when they are escaping from reality, but absolutely

Most people are reluctant to be so cruel to themselves.

Lan Tian may really be a little wantless.

The importance of friends is highlighted at this time. I used to have a high school classmate who was at odds with his family and refused to eat. There was nothing the family could do to deal with him. Later, one of his brothers came to the family and he patted the table and said, "This meal is for you."

If you don't eat, you don't recognize me as a brother!" The brother picked up his rice bowl and ate it.

Obviously, my parents are relatively close, but many times, my parents just have trouble speaking.

I said, "Okay, you get dressed, come out to have dinner with me, and then I'll accompany you to the hospital."

She didn't respond to me, so I stood up and went directly to open her wardrobe. Lan Tian had a lot of clothes, and although they were not particularly valuable, they were all exquisite clothes.

I dug out a relatively large sweater jacket. I remember that we both bought it one for each of us at the time. Unfortunately, I didn’t take as much care of the clothes as she did. Mine had already been thrown away because the pilling was too severe.

Looking for something to wear underneath, I took out my clothes and said, "Just wear this, it's not very cold outside today."

I put down my clothes, but Lan Tian still had no intention of moving. I grabbed the clothes and looked at her and said, "How about I help you put it on?"

Lan Tian didn't bother me and put on her clothes obediently. I took her hand and went out to eat. It seemed that now she needed courage even to see her family.

I can't personally understand Lan Tian's feelings. After experiencing those things, what would happen if it were me. Even if I can pretend to be calm and calm on the surface, it will probably be a pain that I will never forget for many years. Or even for a lifetime.

Her mother was a little excited when she saw that I had successfully pulled Lan Tian out, but she couldn't show any excitement for fear of irritating Lan Tian. She hurriedly poured out a table of food, and after placing the bowls and chopsticks, she hid out of sight.

Let Lan Tian and I sit down together and concentrate on eating.

But Lan Tian just couldn't eat, and she felt like vomiting as soon as she put something in her mouth.

I tried to eat several mouthfuls, but there was nothing in her stomach. She was just vomiting sour water. I patted her back and felt very distressed to see her vomiting so hard.

It was better not to eat this meal yet. His brother had already found a car and came over. I persuaded Lan Tian to go to the hospital with me to see a doctor.

Lan Tian just didn't want to go. She said she was not sick. I tried it on her forehead and there was indeed no sign of fever. But after all, we are all here, and she must give her this face. After repeated persuasion,

He pulled Lan Tian out of the house again.

I don't know how long it has been since she saw the sun.

According to what her brother told me on the way, after Lan Tian came back from school, she stayed at home with her cat and basically never stepped out of the house. It was fine a while ago, and she could help her mother with housework and so on, but she never talked about her future work.

Even though the family didn't want to raise an old girl, they didn't dare to force her.

After this incident, she became the same as before, and suddenly had the problem of vomiting.

If someone at home comes into the room and says a few words, she will cry.

I wondered if she was suffering from depression, so I took her directly to see a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist did not recommend prescribing medication. The next day, she went to a large hospital to see a psychiatrist.

The rest is for the psychiatrist to work with her to solve the problem. Of course, her body has been weakened after all the hard work. In addition to taking more supplements, she still needs to take medicine to recuperate.

I stayed with her for three days and took medicine with her at night. The so-called psychological treatment did not take effect so quickly. Until I left, Lan Tian still looked depressed. The psychiatrist also gave her a lot of help at home.

I suggest you spend a lot of money to see a doctor this time.

In Lan Tian's draft, he really lost both his wife and his troops.

The night before I left, I was lying on the bed talking to Lan Tian. She asked me if I would continue filming.

I said, "Let's shoot. If there's a scene, shoot it."

She asked me: "Aren't you afraid?"

Afraid, why not afraid, Lan Tian is like this, how can I not be afraid. But I am brave and ambitious, and I still have a sense of luck. I think I am not seeking fame, I just want to have a job to do, maybe

In the future, when I find other things that I can do, I won’t just think about filming.

In order to convey positive energy to Lan Tian, ​​I said firmly: "Don't be afraid."

Then she asked gently, "Is Hua Zi okay?"

"Yeah." I only said this word softly.

I don’t know if Lan Tian still misses Li Hua in her heart, and even if she does, how much. Regarding this issue, I don’t want to talk to her right now. Lan Tian is a person who knows a lot, and Li Hua and I are on good terms.

I don't think she will do anything to hinder our development again.

It is said that time is the best medicine. I think that the relationship between the three of us was once chaotic. As time goes by, the relationship between Li Hua and I should be resolved and become clear. There is no need to deliberately emphasize anything.

Lan Tian didn't ask any more questions, probably knowing that asking too many questions was not good.

No matter how good friends I am with Lan Tian, ​​no matter how much she needs me, I can't always stay with her like this. Each of us is an individual, and everyone in this society is connected to various relationships through various threads.

, I am her best friend, my parents’ daughter, Li Hua’s girlfriend, and myself.

I still have to rush back to the small county in W City because my mother’s husband broke his leg and my mother is taking care of her at home. I probably need to go back to help her.

My biological mother later found a husband who was five years younger than her. She didn't mind that my mother was in a second marriage. After giving birth to a daughter, the two of us lived happily. But no matter how happy the second marriage was, it was not as good as just having a second marriage.

A happy marriage is better, and my mother is a very preoccupied woman with a low emotional intelligence. As I said before, her mental state is not very good. It also means she is suffering from depression.

I bought a beautiful dress as a New Year gift for my sister who is still in elementary school. She has a very sweet mouth and likes me as a sister very much. She thinks I am the most beautiful sister in the world.

My mother has been working too hard to take care of her husband recently, and her mental illness has recurred again. She always asks me if I am okay outside and if I am being bullied.

She said: "Celebrities are so messed up. They have to sleep with their big bosses. Youyou, don't imitate them."

I reassured her, but she took the time to chat in my ear. These words, said once or twice, were concerns and reminders, but if she said them too much, they would become nothing but annoyance.

The two of us were sitting and making dumplings that day. The dumplings made by my mother were very beautiful. Almost every one of them was exactly the same. I couldn't learn this skill, so I could only make sure that the fillings were not exposed.

My mother accidentally mentioned my father and said that he loved eating dumplings stuffed with three delicacies and could eat several plates in one meal.

That was the amount of food my dad used to eat when he was young. Now when he eats as an old man, he basically doesn’t eat any staple food except drinking a few bites of food.

When I remembered it, I casually asked her how she divorced my father in the first place.

I know a little about that past event, but not very clearly. Today, my mother felt a little sad, so she told me it in detail.

Back then, my dad was a small businessman, making a little money by cooking delicacies and roast ducks. At that time, my mom had me and didn’t care much about my dad. My dad was seduced by a woman outside. The woman who seduced my dad.

, is my current stepmother. She was married before. Her first husband committed a crime and went to jail, so she divorced that man.

My mother didn’t know about this until I was over a year old. The reason was that my stepmother was approached by the police because of her previous husband. She told the police that she was a good person and that her husband was my father and father-in-law.

It's my grandfather.

My grandfather was still alive at that time and was a local celebrity.

When the matter became public, my mother wanted to quarrel with my father, but my grandma always looked down upon my mother, thinking that my mother's family was poor, uneducated, and not worthy of my father. Perhaps the biggest reason was that my mother and I

Same, he has a stupid mouth and can't say nice things.

Then my father kicked my mother and made my grandfather angry to death. Soon after, my stepmother gave birth to my younger brother. As a woman who was kicked out of the Cong family, and with the mouth of my grandmother and stepmother, my mother left a legacy in the countryside.

I have gained a not so good reputation. I have lived with that reputation for many years, and it is difficult to even find a serious job.

In those years, her life was very unsatisfactory. I could only go to her place to stay with her for one day every week. She was unable to raise me. Seeing that I was not taken care of well, she touched the soles of my feet that were cold in the winter.

, there is no way to change except holding me and crying.
Chapter completed!