I think my mother is a miserable woman, just like Li Hua's mother, an abandoned woman.

The difference is that my mother is a weak ordinary woman, and she has no great ability except to suffer grievances and cry. Li Hua's mother is a powerful woman. She has her own career and the pain of being abandoned cannot completely defeat her, but instead makes her more independent and strong.

If I ask me to choose, I must choose to be a woman like Li Hua's mother.

My distrust of marriage and family probably also comes from the influence of family. I have always had a feeling of love and hate for my father. When I was ignorant, I rarely communicated with my father because when I told my father and stepmother bullied me, he always thought I was lying.

I stopped complaining, and he felt that I was so obedient and sensible.

Over the years, I have never heard my dad mention my real mom. It may be that my stepmother has too good aptitude and can be fascinated by my dad so much that she forgets the existence of my dad. But in fact, since my dad got old and was in poor health, and that woman's career has flourished, her attitude towards my dad has become less good.

When I was frustrated, I once complained about why my parents had to fall in love in a mess, gave birth to me in a mess, and then broke up in a mess. I might have blamed them, but now that I have grown up, I am not so much complaining about the world, and I see the pressure on myself more and more clearly.

My dad doesn't care about his health and may fall ill any time. That woman may divorce him at any time. My brother is still young and can't control him. By then, my dad will be my own.

My mother also has only one daughter and is still in elementary school. She is old now and can’t have a second child. If anything happens to her, I have to take care of her, including my sister.

So sometimes, if a person forces himself to be strong, it is not necessarily just for himself. It is easy to say anything alone.

If it is not strong, for example, Li Hua's mother, if it weren't for his mother's ability, could Li Hua be able to learn dance for so many years and live a peaceful life for those years?

When we live, we must live with responsibility.

When I left, I left 10,000 yuan for my mother. This was my previous salary, and I spent it over the past period of time. I left a little bit in my hand, so I could give it to my mother. Her husband broke his leg and needed a long rest. There was definitely not a good life for those who did not make money at home.

The Chinese New Year is still the same as usual, I spent the rest of my dad. I didn’t buy any gifts for anyone except my brother. Anyway, they have money, so I can just buy whatever they lack.

I originally thought that I could meet Li Hua during the Chinese New Year, but he told me that he would not come back to celebrate the Chinese New Year. Over the years, Li Hua and his mother have been together, so his family doesn’t celebrate the Chinese New Year very much. Sometimes they just buy instant dumplings and cook them. Her mother is a relatively fashionable single mother. Sometimes, the mother and daughter go out to find their friends and play with their own things.

There are all kinds of family and ways of getting along.

I was very disappointed that I couldn’t see Li Hua. It’s been a long time since I saw him? I calculated it carefully with my fingers. It’s been four months!

It turns out that four months have become so used to it, and then it comes. Time goes in a hurry, just like the youth under our feet. People say that a small separation is better than a new love, and a big separation becomes a mountain.

I found that I didn't miss him as much as I did in the past, which was a very bad situation. I was very scared, afraid that we would be separated, stranded, and then we fell in love and forgot.

Have to take action.

It was Valentine's Day on February 14th in a few days. Before that, I had a simple ideological struggle and packed enough luggage directly. I wanted to find Li Hua and live with him.

The biggest benefit of junior year is freedom, and it doesn’t matter if you don’t go back to school next semester.

Before leaving, Li Baitian had already sent me the set of photos, so I posted it on my blog and submitted it to two brokerage companies with the information.

The rest is left to fate. Now I feel it is necessary to concentrate on maintaining my love.

I went to Guizhou, where Li Hua lives now. He said that he would be ready to stay here for a long time, which is a long-term project.

When Li Hua received me this time, I was quite satisfied with my physical condition. I was a little fatter and whiter than when I was in Xinjiang. The air here was wet, so my skin was getting better.

To sum up, it's more handsome than before.

I ran into his arms, maybe because I had been separated for too long, I felt a little unfamiliar. But he still hugged me and smiled like that, and had hugged me many times, without any special feeling.

After holding enough, he let go of me and consciously pulled the suitcase. This time I made a big suitcase. He pulled it and asked me, "What's so heavy?"

I said, "Good stuff."

He didn't continue asking. When he pulled the box, he moved his shoulders intentionally or unintentionally, as if he felt a little uncomfortable.

Actually, there is nothing special in my box, just clothes, cosmetics and other commonly used, but I brought more clothes that I could wear within a few months. I actually had nothing to do with him, but these clothes are all mine, and they represent my determination to be with him.

As for the emergencies during the companionship process, such as filming a movie, I will leave and come back. I have already planned to live in the place where he is. If I had reacted earlier, I would have made such a plan.

But we are still young and are not afraid to miss a lot.

I asked Li Hua to take me directly to where he lives, and all the phones were agreed. His work this time was in the mountainous areas of Guizhou. The roads in the mountains were not easy to walk, and it still seemed a bit isolated from the world.

However, there are people living in the mountains, including villagers, left-behind children and widowed elderly people. The place where they live this time is convenient for even the villages of this generation.

Li Hua lives in a two-story building. The one on the upper floor is spacious than last time. When you open the window, you can see the scenery outside. Well, it feels pretty good.

Then I tried his bed. The bed board was a bit hard, but the two of them could sleep with each other, so I didn't care about these small details.

Before leaving, I saw a four-piece set at home. I thought it was very beautiful and comfortable to touch, with lilac flowers on it. I was moved and bought it.

I felt that Li Hua's bed sheets were a bit tide, so I opened my suitcase and replaced the four-piece set I brought.

Li Hua said: "You really plan to live here?"

I said, "Why aren't you welcome?"

He smiled so hard that his eyes were scattered, as if the beauty had succeeded. He put on a quilt with me while saying, "I'm not used to it when I'm not used to it."

I stuck out my tongue at him. I saw that he was used to being alone and I wanted me to leave.

But I can also feel that Li Hua is welcome to my arrival this time. After all, the environment here is much better than in Xinjiang, and it is a place for personal stay. He is mainly a little worried, afraid that I will not adapt. What are I not adapting to? I am not a daughter.

After changing the sheets, the purple flowers at least added a taste of a woman's living room to the room. I sat on the bed that was very flat and had many beautiful dreams for the next few days.

What I imagine is that, like many housewives, when he goes out to work in the morning, I slept late enough to get up, do housework, prepare lunch for him, he comes back to eat or not, and then find a way to pass the time by himself, I can consider learning to make sweaters and feed chickens, and wait until he comes back to accompany me in the evening.

But that kind of life is really boring than I thought.

Li Hua looked at me and said, "You are so beautiful."

I smiled proudly at him. Before I boarded the plane today, I dressed up well and put on makeup. I wanted to leave a beautiful impression on him. Of course, he couldn't help but praise him. It's very likely that he had been in this deep mountains and forests for too long, and the people around him were either big men or simple villagers in the village, and they couldn't get in touch with a girl who was dressed quite exquisitely like me.

I hugged Li Hua's neck and kissed him, rolled over the bed sheet to satisfy his cravings, and then found that the position of his shoulder behind his arm was injured.

I asked him what was going on, and he said casually that he accidentally rubbed it while repairing the machine. I felt very distressed, but I deliberately acted angry and slapped him in the face where he was injured, punishing him for his carelessness.

If I couldn't sleep, I asked him to take me to the village for a walk.

This village is not big, and it is quite old and has poor water and electricity conditions. The villagers here are very grateful to Li Hua for the arrival of their people, which actually brings them a lot of convenience, such as burning coal in winter, and Li Hua will sell it to them at a very low price.

He is a future young boss, so he can still do this. However, Li Hua is low-key, and the people on the construction site probably don’t know what he is. He is probably a young man with a little backstage.

Although the sparrow is small and has all the internal organs, there is a primary school in the village, a small court in the school, a medical room near the school, and several small shops.

Li Hua patiently introduced these places to me because if I wanted to stay there often, these places would definitely be useful.

An old lady with a crutch passed by the side of the road, her waist was almost bent to ninety degrees. She spoke to Li Hua in the dialect here, and I basically couldn't understand anything except the word "Xiao Li".

It seemed to be asking about me, and said in a straightforward Mandarin, "Mother-in-law, I am Xiao Li's girlfriend."

The old man didn't know what he was and could understand. He smiled and said something to Li Hua and left.

Li Hua said: "She praised you for being beautiful, like a fairy."

I smiled with satisfaction, and I like wherever Li Hua and I went, people praised me for being beautiful, and I felt like I had a special face. Then Li Hua hit me and said, "The old man is dazzled."

"snort!"
Chapter completed!