Chapter Forty-One
When I was taken away by Andy, I turned back and gave the man a meaningful look.
His face was pale and bloodless, and his lips were purple. When he saw me looking back at him, he grinned at me, his eyes a little blurry and erratic, as if nothing could bother him.
He is exactly what I want now.
I am willing to use any method to forget Chu Peiran, even if it hurts myself.
It wasn't until today that I discovered that I love him more than I thought.
I was pulled to the other side by Andy, and I was about to open my mouth to say something to him. "Shut up, don't even think about it!" This was the first time he was so cruel to me. Usually he would either let me go or he wouldn't dare.
.
I was so dizzy from drinking that all I could think about was Chu Peiran’s face. Looking at Andy’s fair and clean face, his expression was sullen, and his majestic and sharp eyes reminded me of Chu Peiran who removed me from his home two months ago.
She looked like she was pulling up in front of Ruoyi.
What a man that fascinates me...
Let me forget about him... I murmured and plunged into Andy's chest, mumbling something in my mouth.
Not far away, Chu Peiran looked at Andy with a cold expression, secretly squeezing the glass in his hand.
"There are birds on the trees, in pairs~~" I was carried out of the bar by Andy, walking left and right, singing loudly to the dark sky. "Green water and green mountains, bring a smile~"
Andy frowned, enduring the rape of his eardrums by my singing.
"Liu Xiangsi! You are a psycho!" I shouted to the sky.
I was walking unsteadily on the streets of Beijing. It was past 11 o'clock in the evening, and there were still many people on the streets of Sanlitun Bar. I didn't care about what others thought of me, and I drank like crazy on my own.
Passing by a tattoo shop, my eyes stopped there.
The back and slender waist of a fair-skinned woman look so slim. There is a black and white but lifelike rose tattooed on her waist, while her breasts are half-baked on the front, and there is a strip of spit tattooed under her collarbone.
The black and white venomous snake holding the letter is very attractive.
I stared straight at the portrait and swallowed.
Andy stretched out his hand and waved it in front of my eyes, "Hey, are you stupid?" he asked me, but I ignored him. He followed my gaze and stopped in front of a painting.
I pointed at the portrait blankly: "I want this tattoo."
Andy wanted to drag me away again, while muttering: "No, no, no... this is very painful." I refused to move even half a step, still stubbornly looking at the painting.
After a while, he couldn't resist me and entered the small tattoo shop with me.
I stripped naked to the waist and lay on a small bed. The room was very dark and the decoration was very simple. My face was red and my head was dizzy. I wanted to leave a mark of Chu Peiran on myself. He said that he hated roses the most.
Flowers and snakes.
I like my waist and collarbone the most.
Then let's put them together.
The pain of cutting the skin is not enough to describe the feeling of getting a tattoo. One needle after another, it seems like walking on the heart, but piercing into the muscles and bones...
Dull colors, monotonous black and white, and another non-chemical dye mixed in.
Blood.
Love is sometimes like a tattoo. It hurts, needs care, and then fades and turns white.
The master who tattooed me was quite professional, and there was no trace of filth or obscenity in his eyes. He was like an inhumane doctor, treating patients who had nothing to do with him with an expressionless face.
After it was over, it was already two or three o'clock in the night. I woke up from the pain caused by the needle prick. I took off my clothes and looked at the roses and snakes under my waist and collarbone, as if I was dreaming.
The fair skin is blooming with enchantment and sultry temptation.
I scratched every inch of my skin with my fingers, and there was still a slight sting in the patterned area.
Thinking of the scene in the bar, my heart hurts even more than these. Zhuo Wenjun once wrote a poem about Sima Xiangru's concubinage. I still clearly remember one of the lines: I heard that you had two opinions, so I came to make a decision.
I am indeed a bitch to the extreme, but I don't have any self-respect.
Because I was so rude in the bar just now, the whole world probably thought that I loved Chu Peiran so much that I went crazy.
Starting from tomorrow, slowly forget those people who make you suffer. I grinned in the mirror and thought to myself.
I got dressed and went out, and I saw Andy squatting outside the door, looking like he was dying. He raised his phone screen to show me with a grimace and a tearless look on his face.
Wen Jichen.
"Did my brother call you?" I asked calmly.
He nodded sadly.
"What did you say?"
"Your sister drank too much and slept in a room." He held his cheek and stared blankly.
I nodded in approval and pulled him up.
Wen Jichen knew that Andy was gay, so naturally he wasn't too worried. I was a little worried that I wouldn't be able to control the beauty.
"Hey, what are you doing!"
"Get a room..."
"No...you are a woman! I will be allergic when I am with women..."
"I just love hanging out with gay guys!"
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In the brightly colored suite, I got up and went into the bathroom, took off my nightgown and looked at myself in the mirror. I carefully looked at the snake under the collarbone, it was so lifelike, I bit my lip and cried...
When he returned to bed, he saw Andy sleeping like a dead pig, snoring, and his golden curly hair was rubbed into a mess.
He also said that being with a woman will cause allergies, and it’s like he’s not sleeping now!
I sat down on a chair by the window. After I woke up, I felt no sleep at all. Thinking about the people and things I had done since I came to Beijing, the light outside the window gradually became brighter, and the day would come very quickly in May.
I felt dizzy. I stayed up all night and was drunk again.
In the morning, I dragged my half-life body back home. I lowered my head, took out the key and opened the door with an expressionless face.
As soon as I opened the door, I found Wen Jichen standing by the stairs with an ugly face: "What did you do last night?" His angry tone always makes me a little scared, but I don't feel it at all now.
I want to have a deep sleep.
I lowered my head and put down the key, and said calmly: "Drink."
"reason?"
"Andy is back." I said and went upstairs without noticing Wen Jichen's expression.
I looked at the soft big bed in the bedroom. In fact, I really wanted to lie down on it. But I still opened the closet and put on my school uniform, picked up my bag and went downstairs.
Wen Jichen didn't say much to me and was very silent along the way. I kept my head leaning against the car window and stared blankly at the scenery outside the window. My mind went blank and I didn't think about anything.
"Have you eaten?" Wen Jichen seemed to be unable to bear the subtle and awkward silence and asked.
I still shook my head with a dull expression.
"What do you want to eat?" he continued to ask.
"I don't want to eat anything." I replied coldly.
Wen Jichen turned his head and looked at me: "You weren't with Andy last night..." He narrowed his eyes. Although his expression was half-joking, I could tell that he was serious.
I didn't answer, just shook my head.
The car drove all the way, with no traffic jams for the first time, and the whole journey was smooth.
I entered the school gate listlessly, and glanced ahead unintentionally, seeing a familiar figure to me. Tall, handsome, pure and petite, Chu Peiran and An Ruoyi.
Chapter completed!