I entered the school gate listlessly, and glanced ahead unintentionally, seeing a familiar figure to me. Tall, handsome, pure and petite, Chu Peiran and An Ruoyi.

Haha, what a beautiful couple.

My originally calm mood suddenly became anxious. I couldn't help but frown as I watched the two people in front of me chatting and laughing in front of me. Looking at Chu Peiran's sunny and warm smile, I couldn't help but feel heavy in my heart.

It seems that even the tattoos on my body are aching.

I lowered my head, pretending not to see them, walked past them quickly, and walked to the classroom as if I was running away like last night. I even accidentally bumped into Chu Peiran while passing by, and I didn't dare to look up, still

Walking quickly with head lowered.

Cry for your sister!

I kept thinking this the whole time, wiping the tears on my face with my hands.

"Oh my god! Did you become a thief last night?" Wang Yanxi shouted when she saw me as soon as she arrived in the classroom. Surprised and worried, she frowned and held up my face, wiping the dirt on my face.

Tears, "Why are you crying again..." she muttered softly.

I hugged her and cried: "Chu Peiran and I broke up..." Because we were sitting in the last row and arrived at school relatively early, almost no one looked at us.

Wang Yanxi's eyes widened in disbelief: "How is it possible? Why is this happening? Doesn't he like you very much?" Three consecutive questions shocked me to the core.

Even others don’t believe it, but that’s the truth.

"Don't cry, don't cry... We have something to talk about. Look at your complexion, as white as a zombie." Her hands were already very wet, so she could only take out tissue paper from her bag to wipe my face.

.

"This matter... don't tell Gu Beicheng, and don't tell my brother." I was tired of crying and said, rubbing my red and swollen eyes.

Wang Yanxi frowned: "Why didn't you tell your brother? You should let him teach that bastard Chu Peiran a lesson for you!" She said bitterly through gritted teeth.

"I don't know why, but he's already with An Ruoyi in just two months..." I lowered my head and whispered.

"**! It's An Ruoyi again!" Wang Yanxi was hurt badly by An Ruoyi before, and she was even more excited now.

I shook my head and continued: "Anyway, just don't tell my brother."

Wang Yanxi sighed and held my hand. I forced a smile at her: "I'm fine, I'll be fine after a while. In fact, I don't like him that much." After saying that, she gave a wry smile. Such words,

You wouldn't believe it if you told me.

Wang Yanxi still looked worried, "Why don't you live with me for a while. I'll stay with you more, otherwise I won't worry about you being alone. Besides, Wen Jichen is still busy with exams."

I shook my head.

Falling out of love cannot be something you can get through peacefully with someone by your side.

Then I understood that if you don’t feel sad or in pain, don’t love him. If you don’t love him, you have to find a way to forget him. But I can’t help myself thinking about him, so I just let myself be unconscious.

For a short period of time, Wen Jichen always thought that I was with Chu Peiran at night.

I found the pale man I met in the bar that night. He seemed to have expected that I would come to him. I looked at him up close and found that he was quite good-looking, with a high nose and deep eyes.

He woke up feeling sick.

"Beauty, how can I help you?" He sat next to me, playing with the goblet in his hand, and asked with a smile.

I lowered my head and said with a dark expression, "My boyfriend broke up with me."

"So, you are interested in me?" He asked jokingly with a smile on his face.

I glanced at him with a slightly embarrassed look on my face. "Is there any way I can stop bothering him every day?" I looked at him and asked straightforwardly.

He snapped his fingers, as if he had thought of something, and then bent down and took out something from his bag.

It was a dark blue glass bottle with two straws inserted into it. It seemed to contain crystals. I looked at the bottle suspiciously.

"What is this?" I asked, pointing to it.

The man grinned and said mysteriously: "Something that can make you enter heaven and forget all your worries."

Does entering heaven mean death?

Thinking about the days without Chu Peiran, I suddenly felt like I couldn't breathe.

If I die, I can get rid of these things that make me sick and sad, then I will die.

Seeing that I had no reaction, the man pushed the bottle aside and stretched out his hand to me: "My name is Wei Jingran." He grinned at me with a fake smile.

I didn't shake his hand and just answered casually: "Liu Xiangsi."

Wei Jingran didn't feel embarrassed, he laughed twice and retracted his hand: "Back to the topic, aren't you just looking for me to forget those unhappy things?"

I nodded.

"It's easy. How long do you want to forget him?" he asked after taking a sip of wine.

I frowned, how long does it take to forget someone?

every day?

every second?

At least let me stop thinking about him all the time...

"Whatever, even ten minutes a day, I'm willing." I drank the last sip of whiskey in the glass.

Wei smiled and nodded, his pale face making him look very ghostly. He gently took the blue glass bottle and pushed it in front of me. "Try, don't smoke too much at one time, but at least you can

Solve your temporary pain."

I frowned and looked at the delicate bottle in front of me and said, "I don't know how to..."

Wei took out the lighter and lit it in a considerate manner.

…

That was the first time I tried drugs.

I didn’t know it was methamphetamine, so I took too many puffs. I instantly felt dizzy, and Wei Jingran hurriedly helped me. I felt a deep pain between my eyebrows, and the heaviness in my head became more and more intense.

After a while, he recovered and took a small sip.

"It's cooked now, you just sucked it raw." Wei whispered with a smile. When he looked at me, he always had a sunny and warm smile on his face.

Even though this smile is fake, it still makes me think of Chu Peiran involuntarily.

I still feel dizzy, but I feel that my whole body is getting better. I am in an inexplicably good mood, and I feel very comfortable and at ease all over. That ecstatic feeling has always been with me, and I have forgotten a lot of my worries and problems.

Chu Peiran.

Not a trace of heartache.

I looked at Wei Jingran with a dumb smile, this trick really worked.

Wei Jingran saw my silly look and stretched out his hand to rub my hair: "Silly look." His current behavior was just like when he was with Chu Peiran, he also liked to rub my hair affectionately like this.

I was in a better mood. I picked up the whiskey in front of me with a smile and drank it in big gulps.

I thought that smoking would make me feel refreshed and relieve my worries. It turns out that there are such wonderful things in the world. It made me feel less sad when I thought about Chu Peiran.

I felt my mouth was burning, but I couldn't control myself. It seemed that this body had nothing to do with me.

I rushed into the dance floor with a smile, my mind was unusually clear, and Chu Peiran's face was completely and specifically engraved in my mind. Like the crazy and seductive girls on the dance floor, I danced crazily to the music.

I don’t even know how long I was high, but I just felt like my body was sweating. I was covered in sweat and felt very comfortable.

However, there is still a kind of desire in my body that I can barely control.

Crazy to want to do that kind of thing.
Chapter completed!