I kept holding his skinny hands, hugging his skinny waist, and asked him with tears in my eyes: Husband, have you not eaten these days? How could you be so thin?

He forced a smile and was a little unsteady when walking. He said: It hurts when eating, so he eats less and has no appetite, so he doesn't want to eat it.

We sat down and looked around. Even though he was sick, he still cleaned the room very tidy. There was a fresh fragrance in the wooden house, which was the unique fresh smell of plants. The yard outside was full of vegetables and fruits. He hung spider plants on the windows around him. When the wind blew, an unknown fragrance of flowers wafted over. Under the grape trellis in the yard, there was a recliner under the grape trellis. The swing I liked was covered with green vines. I walked to the side of the recliner and found that the small tray basket next to him was covered with blood tissues. I felt so distressed that I was about to die.

When the fairy saw Xu Cheng like this, she couldn't help but shed tears. Lao Liu grabbed Xu Cheng's hand, so deep that she didn't know what to say. The fairy said: Acheng, do you have anything to eat? Tell me quickly and I'll make it for you. No matter what, you have to eat something.

I walked around the yard. It was spring and the yard was green. He actually arranged everything we had longed for in the past little by little. A parrot hung on the beam of the roof. I walked closer to the side and the parrot actually began to learn to his tongue: I miss you. I miss you.

At that moment, my tears... I turned around and walked quickly into the house, threw myself into his arms, and asked him cryingly: Why should I be so selfish? Why should I choose someone to bear it? Why don’t I tell me anything? Why should I lie to me?

He let me hold it, and tears fell on his collar. The shirt that once fitted was now empty. I stroked his face and said: In that case, I chose not to tell you, just because I was afraid of a situation like this. How could I bear it when I see you so heartbroken?

As he spoke, he suddenly covered his mouth with a tissue, then quickly threw it into the trash can, let go of my hand, and covered his belly, with a little painful expression on his face. I looked at him like this, looked around the whole room, and found that except for a few books on the coffee table, I didn't see any medicine. I asked him: Where is your medicine? Where is your medicine?

His eyes flashed for a moment, and then he said: I have finished eating and it doesn’t work much, so I didn’t buy it anymore.

I quickly wiped away the tears from my face and pulled him up. I shouted to the kitchen: Fairy, stop burning, let's go to the hospital quickly! Hurry up!

Xu Cheng grabbed my hand and shook his head. He said: That's useless. Going to the hospital is also waiting for death. I want to die quietly, but I don't want to be tortured repeatedly by the medical instruments before my death. Alas, I was destined to think I could escape this disaster, but I didn't expect that when the time came, it still happened.

This is not him, he has never been so negative and so low. I always feel that death and decadence are far away from him. He used to be the kind of man who was always windy when walking, and he had never hesitated to do anything. But when facing this sudden disease, he was indeed fragile, and he was really defeated by the disease.

No wonder he gave up on the company, gave up on me, and even gave up on his family, just waiting alone here for the arrival of death...

I shook my head and said: You can't do this. My child and I didn't let you fall down, so you can't go negative. No matter what, go to the hospital for another examination first. Xu Cheng, I don't allow you to let your life and death like this, your life is up to you and your life is up to you. Look, the child we had so much anticipated in the past has come back. He came back just to tell you, Xu Cheng, you can't give up. I, Yi Zhizhi and Xu Tianyi, will not let you give up on yourself! Get up, we will go now!

Lao Liu also came over to persuade him. Lao Liu said: Acheng, now that medicine is so developed, we have to actively treat it to have hope of survival. For the sake of your children, you have to actively cooperate with the doctor and you cannot let the disease go so far. What should you do if you let your children do?

He seemed to have only begun to realize the arrival of the child from this moment. He touched my stomach, couldn't help but kissed my abdomen, and then said to the baby: Baby, Dad is very happy that you are back, you must be born healthy. But Dad can't walk with you anymore. Dad has not had much time left, and he will be content when he can persevere until he sees you born.

He choked up as he spoke. After seeing this scene, the fairy who came out of the kitchen did not cry but shouted. She said: Acheng, if you don’t actively treat, how can you wait until the child is born? No matter what, as long as you go to the treatment, you will have hope of living! I don’t like you who are so negative! Where did you go in the past? You can’t do this! No, then, we have to send him to the hospital, and drag him down day by day, even if you are not sick, your body will be dragged down!

I took his hand and put it on my stomach. I said: When I said I missed you last night, the baby had a fetal movement. He seemed to tell me that he missed you too. The doctor said that everything is fine. Our child is very healthy. If you bear to leave as soon as he is born, you will give up treatment! But in this way, the child and I will despise you for the rest of our lives! Because you are not a brave father! Xu Cheng, you are my man, I will not let you die like this. No matter what, you have to go for examination and treatment, you have to give me and the child an explanation! If you don’t go today, I have to tie you up!

I was a little excited, and the fairy quickly pressed me down and let me lie on the sofa. Xu Cheng's hand was always on my stomach and touched it back and forth. His voice was a little weak. He probably hadn't eaten for too long, and he was particularly weak. He said: I will actively treat it if there is a glimmer of hope of survival. It's useless. In this way, I watched my father die after repeated treatments. I saw my relatives leave one by one because of this disease. It's useless. In this way, I know that my deadline is approaching, and no matter how to treat it, it's better to wait for death quietly here. It's just that I can't accompany you to live a lifetime. It's my biggest regret in my life.

After he finished speaking, he was suddenly excited and said: Baby! The baby moved just now!

I smiled with relief and said: Well, I feel it too. The baby doesn’t like such a negative father, so he is resisting! Dear, this is not you, where is the person who never retreats.

He shook his head and said: You don’t understand the terribleness of this disease. I understand, I understand too much, so I don’t want to treat it because I know that if it is not treated or not, the final consequence will be death.

We were all silent, and the fairy looked at Lao Liu with a sad look. The three of us looked at each other, but we didn't know what else to say. Xu Cheng forced a smile to everyone and said: That's it, come with me.

After saying that, he got up and walked upstairs. I quickly followed him, took his hand, and walked upstairs slowly. He entered the room, opened the drawer, and took out a stack of documents.

He showed me one by one, and he said: That's it, this is a life insurance policy. When we just confirmed the relationship, I bought it. The beneficiary was you, but I was afraid that one day I would leave you alone in the world. So, I prepared it first. Now, it can be used and you can keep it. After I die, I don't have to worry about you suffering.

He handed it to me, but I didn't accept it. I said: I don't want such an ending. I just want you to live, as long as you live in the world, even if I serve you all my life, I just want you to live, as long as you live.

He wiped my tears with his hands, put the insurance policy aside, and took out a document. He said: This is my will. After I left, you helped me auction all the property under my name and divide it into pieces in proportion. I have thought about how much each person has. The most important thing is my mother. I have not told her about my illness until now. I am not a filial son. I have not been by her side for so many years and asked her to send a white-haired man to a black-haired man. So, I left her a large pension. After I died, I still wanted to return to my roots. But I didn’t know how to tell her this fact. I couldn’t speak, and I was afraid that she would not be able to live. Also, you helped me to give it to my brothers, sisters and relatives in my family according to what I wrote. I thought I would never see you again, so I wanted to hand it over to a lawyer. Now, when you come, I will hand it over to you with confidence...

I quietly shed tears, listening to him whispering these last instructions to me. Even if he was about to die, he arranged all his funerals and treated everyone well. What else can I say? I almost couldn't even see him, so I misunderstood him for the rest of my life, and I almost never heard these words. I am very glad that I didn't wait until after his death, when the insurance policy flew over and told me that I had received a large amount of compensation, that I realized what he had done for me. Fortunately, I found him before he died...

He took out a jewelry box from the drawer and said: I originally wanted to hand it over to Xiangwei with my own hands. I entrusted you to him, and he promised to give you happiness. I can't see you as a bride, so I prepared a crown for you. I hope that on the day you get married, Xiangwei can wear it with you with his own hands, which can be regarded as a way for me Xu Cheng, and I have accomplished what I have always wanted to do. I have no chance to let you be my bride in this life. I am both glad and regretful. Fortunately, you have not married me and you don't have to bear the pain of losing your husband at a young age. Unfortunately, I didn't meet you at my best age and marry you, come alone and walk alone.
Chapter completed!