219 Mountains and Rivers Recover Willows and Flowers
Also, he took out another document and said: This is the share transfer book of my company. I haven't managed the company these days, and I don't care about what it is now. The reason I dragged it is because I can't bear to hand over the company to others. So, I didn't leave any property for you, but I want to transfer the company to you. I have prepared all these documents and I want to entrust a lawyer to help me with it after I die. Because I have never thought that I will see you again before I die.
I listened carefully to every word he said, crying so hard that he couldn't hold back. He took out a small box and said: In other words, you know that I have always liked children and always wanted a child that belongs to us. But I thought that I probably could never marry you and have children again, so I prepared a golden lock and two gold bracelets to give it to your children in the future. Unexpectedly, you fulfilled my dream of being a father, and these are prepared for our will. I just hope that Xiangwei will regard the will of heaven as his own in the future. I believe that he will not let down the entrustedness of a dying person like me.
After he finished speaking, he touched my stomach and put his head on my belly. He said: In all, I still have too many words to say to our will. Should we not go to the hospital? I want to stay here and write to him in my last remaining time. I hope he can be happy after he is born. I also want to tell him all the insights and principles I have gained in this life. Is it good to write eighteen letters to him, from 8 to 26 years old...
I can no longer say anything. Apart from tears, there was no word to express my mood at that moment. He kissed my stomach, then he sat up and gently hugged me in his arms. He said: "Are you okay not to go to the hospital? Stay with me in the cabin, quietly waiting for the will of heaven to grow up slowly. I know that I don't have much time to accompany him. In fact, I don't want those drugs and medical devices to destroy all my mood. I'm afraid of going to the hospital, I don't want me to die in such a hopeless place. Look, spring is coming, the cabin is full of tender green colors. How happy I am, you finally found me. I promise you won't run away again, and I can't bear to leave you. Every time the pain is unbearable, I hope you can be by my side, how I hope you can hug you like now, quietly wait for the passage of time. In fact, I really love you so much, deep into the bone marrow.
He began to cough violently, and I quickly took out a tissue and handed it to him. He coughed up another pool of blood, thinking that I didn't see it, so he quickly threw it into the trash can. I frowned and touched his face and asked him: Is this always the case?
He covered his stomach and said: "As he said, you're a little tired. Do you mind lying down?"
I nodded and said: I'll lie with you. It's okay. If I don't leave you, I will never leave you.
He hugged me and lay down slowly. His arms, which were once full of muscles, were so thin that they felt so painful that they put my head on. His other hand gently placed on my belly, as if conveying the power of fatherly love to the baby. I asked: When did you realize that you were sick?
His hands gently stroked my arm as before, and he said: When I realized that I ignored you because of my career and you were gradually moving away, and I planned to chase you again, I went to the hospital because of my abdominal pain, and I realized it.
No wonder at that time, Xiaomi said that he often wandered around the door but didn't come in. At that time, he already knew the bad news. He wanted to see me and I wanted to accompany him, but he couldn't bear to tell me the truth... But I was always trapped in a misunderstanding of him and Mian Fur, and couldn't help but blame him for Ruoxu Ruoli from the bottom of my heart. Now, I think about how much care and love I have for him, and I can't help but despise myself from the bottom of my heart.
I said: Why not go to the treatment? Is it for treatment in the United States?
He shook his head and said: After the diagnosis, I did not have another examination. The cause of my entire family's death was this disease. It could not be stopped when I came, and there was no need to have another examination. I went to the United States to handle the company's last affairs and fulfill my last wish. Then, I stayed here peacefully, missed you quietly, and waited for death quietly.
I asked: Is it the most uncomfortable time for you when you send me a text message?
He nodded and said: On the night of 30, I could hardly help but go to find you. Thinking of our joy at this time last year, I couldn't help crying. I didn't take the medicine and my health was getting worse and worse. That night, I started vomiting blood. I am glad that you didn't reply to me. If you gave me hope, I was afraid that I would really go to find you fragilely. In other words, I am very cowardly and fragile in your eyes, and I am no longer the man who stood up before, right?
I shook my head and pressed against him tighter, and I said: No, you have always been a man who stands tall in my eyes.
He said: But I am so thin now that I don’t even have the strength to hold you. We once said that when we get married, I will carry you on my back and hold you every day, so that I won’t let you get out of me now. But now, haha…
He smiled bitterly, and I felt so distressed that I couldn't help myself. I said: Husband, as long as you are alive, we will do whatever we do. I just want you to go for another checkup for the sake of your child, okay? Have you been sick until now and have never been to go for a review?
He shook his head and said: Why should I let myself down again? The result of the review is the same. It is useless. There are so many people in my family, none of them have been cured, and none of them have been cured.
My heart was particularly heavy. The man lying beside me had completely been defeated by disease. He had given up his will to survive. He was already allowing the illness to attack his body. But I was so powerless that I could do nothing for him.
He said again: I wanted to control myself on that last night with you, but I couldn't hold it back. Later, I was really scared, so I was not allowed to kiss me in the future. Although the doctor said it would not be contagious, but in the past, what if.
I said: I'm not afraid, my dear, it's okay. Everything is God's will, just like our child, he came suddenly. When I knew I had children, I wish you were by my side.
He kissed my face and said: Xu Tianyi, a very good name. I hope he is a girl, as outstanding and beautiful as you. I will definitely stick to the moment the child is born. If I want to see him with my own eyes, I will be content.
I said: Ah? But I hope it is a boy, as strong as you and as proud as you.
He shook his head and said: Girls are OK, the incidence rate of girls is very small. In my family, people who die of gastric cancer attacks are all males, and few females.
He was worried about this again. How many years would this disease last for his family to dissipate like a dark cloud? No wonder his willpower is so weak that he has witnessed too many life and death. This disease is already a sign of death in his family. Everyone suffers from it, which means that the mark of death has been engraved. My Xu Cheng, he can't face it calmly.
I said: OK, I will follow you, do whatever you say. Husband, are we getting married, okay? I want you to put a crown on me with your own hands, and I want to be your queen. Even if you leave, I will not marry anyone else. I told Xiangwei that I will not marry him, and I originally planned to live alone with my children. So, let's get married, can we get married?
I really want to give him some courage to live. He has me and Xu Tianyi, but now he seems to be unable to get out of the misunderstanding of death. Xu Tianyi and I have not awakened his will to survive.
He shook his head and said: No, I can't delay you. If you quietly accompany me through the last time, I will persevere and wait until God's will is born. If I can't hold on that day, I hope you and God's will not blame me, okay? I will do my best, I promise you and I will do my best.
I sat up and said: Have you really given up your will to survive? My child and I need you, can’t you feel it?
He looked at me with some pain and said: I never wanted to accompany you, but no matter how hard I struggle, I can't escape death. Rather than doing this, I would rather not drag you down. Spend a lot of money to prolong your life, and in the end nothing is left to you. I don't want it, I don't want to see such a result. I would rather die so that everyone I care about can live safely.
I said: We don’t need you to sacrifice yourself like this. My dear, if spending money can make you live longer, I would rather lose all your money than give up treatment.
He smiled bitterly, and he said: Fool, how long I live, the pain will accompany me. Look at me, now, in aging and shrinking rapidly, cancer cells will slowly swallow me, I will become thinner and smaller, I don’t want this, do you understand? That’s more uncomfortable than death. I hope that when I leave, I will still be a great man in your eyes, and I don’t want me to die so fragilely.
As we were talking, the fairy knocked on the door and the fairy said: You all come down.
I looked at the fairy's expression a little serious. Xu Chengdu and I sat up and went downstairs. I suddenly found that there was an extra person in the cabin and the old man was coming.
I looked at my phone and found out that Xu Cheng and I had been chatting for several hours. The moment Xu Cheng saw the old man, he was particularly embarrassed. I understood that he had some prejudice against the old man. He always thought that it was his own reason that led to the destruction of the Gao family, and he was a little ashamed.
He stood in the middle of the stairs and stopped. I pulled him and he walked down slowly again. I greeted the old man and he also said softly: Hello Uncle Gao.
The old man nodded, signaled him to sit down, and then said: Your mother told me about your affairs.
Xu Cheng nodded and said: Thank you uncle for your concern, Gao family affairs, I...
The old man waved his hand and said: Don't mind, when the Gao family is about to be destroyed, you are doing a good job.
The old man's words surprised Xu Cheng, and Xu Cheng said: How do Uncle Gao say this?
The old man said: It’s better not to mention the past, but let’s first look at the current things. If you are pregnant with your child and you have an incurable disease, that means that the most important thing for us right now is to protect the child and protect your life.
Everyone nodded, and the old man said again: Child, I guaranteed it. I used to owe you a child, but now I will keep this child until he is born. Then, the next thing is to protect your life.
Everyone nodded again, and the old man said: Let's do this, Xu Cheng, let's accompany you together and go to the hospital for a brave examination. It must be confirmed that it is gastric cancer. Besides, two years ago, an old friend of mine had a chronic gastric ulcer, but after the examination, he misdiagnosed it as gastric cancer. After the stomach was removed, he had a pathological examination and found that it was not cancer at all. Therefore, if we want to treat it, we still have to diagnose it first.
Chapter completed!