Chapter 2463 Bitter fruit
"Doting on someone can easily destroy a person, you know?" Li Yonggui continued after seeing Fang Zhiqiang's acquiescence.
"Dad, I know that I am the reason why Xiaoxiao and I are able to reach this point, but I really did not think about this issue from your perspective. Now it seems that in fact, it has always been me who was self-righteous. In fact, what I thought was
Everything I did was wrong from the beginning."
Fang Zhiqiang looked at Li Yonggui intently and said everything he was thinking.
"Zhiqiang, when I discuss this with you, I am not discussing whose fault it is. I just want to tell you that many times, as long as we change our thinking, the outcome of things may change. From Xiaoxiao
Regarding this matter, I also want to tell you that the current Xiaoxiao is indeed not a
A woman who is worthy of being liked, even if I am her father, I dare to say this to you, so don’t have too much psychological burden, all this is her own choice, only when she truly tastes it
After the final bitter consequences, she may be able to fully realize her enlightenment, but now it is useless no matter how much we say."
Li Yonggui's sincere words made Fang Zhiqiang's eyes wet. After all, he was Li Xiaoxiao's biological father. However, how much courage did it take to say such heartfelt words to his non-biological son-in-law?
"There is one more thing I want to ask you for." Li Yonggui looked at Fang Zhiqiang's reddish eyes and continued without hesitation.
"Say, Dad!" In Fang Zhiqiang's heart, Li Yonggui deserves to be called "Dad!" throughout his life.
"I hope that you can marry that Wang Yaxin as soon as possible. Of course, not only to make you happy, I also have my own selfish motives. Only by letting Xiaoxiao see that your life is getting better and better after leaving her can she truly
Let go of the grudge in her heart, and perhaps, at that time, she will truly consider her future life and pursue a stable life of her own again."
Li Yonggui's words caught Fang Zhiqiang even more off guard. When Li Yonggui was in the hospital, he had said such words to himself, but now that he heard it again, Fang Zhiqiang felt that all of this was so unreal.
How complicated the emotions between people are, it seems to be fully demonstrated between myself, Li Xiaoxiao and Wang Yaxin.
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In the bedroom, Wang Xia looked at Li Xiaoxiao's expressionless face and said, "What? You regret it so quickly?"
This sentence touched the deepest weakness in Li Xiaoxiao's heart. She slowly raised her head and looked at her sister, but she didn't say anything, but her eyes were slightly red.
But she didn't shed tears, not only for her own dignity, but also to prove to herself how determined she could be.
"Don't think so useless. In fact, life is quite simple. Sometimes if you think less, you will be more happy. If you care less, you will be more open-minded. You should really tell your sister about this.
I'll study hard!" Wang Xia patted her chest and said to Li Xiaoxiao proudly.
"Sister, do you think I can persist to the end?" This is Li Xiaoxiao's question to Wang Xia, but at the same time, it is also her question to herself. How far can she go if she makes such a choice? Now
For me, this is an unknown quantity.
When Wang Xia heard this, she couldn't help but be stunned. How could Wang Xia see clearly a problem that even Li Xiaoxiao didn't know about?
"Xiaoxiao, I just told you, think less, why can't you remember it? What's the use of thinking so much? Now that you have made a decision, now that you have come to this step, then keep going.
If you don't go to the end, how will you know whether you can persist to the end?" Wang Xia looked at Li Xiaoxiao's troubled expression and said immediately.
"I just feel that if I fail to persist, everyone will laugh at me and look down on me..." Li Xiaoxiao lowered his head and said to himself.
"I thought that you no longer care about other people's opinions, but I didn't expect that your current thoughts are still so childish..." Wang Xia sighed helplessly.
"Am I naive?" Li Xiaoxiao raised his head and stared at Wang Xia, asking with a blank look on his face.
Wang Xia glanced at her and continued: "Okay, let me answer your question just now. Suppose you fail to persist to the end, what do you think the outcome will be?"
Wang Xia's question made Li Xiaoxiao not sure how to answer, and was stunned for a moment, while Wang Xia continued: "Now seeing that Qiangzi and Sister Yaxin are getting closer, there is no time for them to get married.
It's easy to talk about. You have to understand that Qiangzi is single now and can get married whenever he wants.
You can't control when to get married. As you just said, even if you don't persist until the end, what can you do if they are already married? Do you still lie to him by calling him like you did before?
Come back? Do you think the childish behavior you did back then can happen again?"
Wang Xia's words made Li Xiaoxiao's eyes become redder and redder. She seemed to suddenly realize that the thing she cared about most in her life seemed to be getting farther and farther away from her. Gradually, when she wanted to reach out again, she couldn't help but get it.
I found that it had gone far away. No matter how hard I tried, no matter how loud I shouted, it would never come back...
Li Xiaoxiao suddenly became afraid. She was afraid that that scene would really happen. She was afraid that when that day came, no matter what she said, it would be too late and nothing she did would help.
"Sister, what should I do?" Li Xiaoxiao is still Li Xiaoxiao after all. Disguise is still disguise. Only when you take off your disguise in front of the people you know best can you recognize yourself.
As the saying goes, nature is hard to change, and Li Xiaoxiao's simple temper is her most obvious symbol at any time. No matter how many things she has experienced, no matter how mature she is, in the end, she is still her, the one who is deepest in her heart.
The true self will never change, and it is impossible to change. Once she changes, she will no longer be her.
"Xiaoxiao, listen to what my sister said. It's really time for you to grow up. Do you know what it means to grow up?" Wang Xia frowned slightly and said seriously.
"It means...mature and steady..." Li Xiaoxiao replied.
"Look back, when you were a child, when you got into trouble at school, who stopped all the trouble for you? Later, when you grew up, when you acted willfully at home, who patiently tolerated your little temper?
And fooling around?”
After Wang Xia finished speaking, she looked at Li Xiaoxiao for a moment, and then continued: "Yes, it's all because of your parents, but now, your parents are old. If you continue to act willfully, they will no longer be able to help you deal with the problems you have encountered."
Have you ever thought that it's time for you to take responsibility for all the decisions you make?"
Wang Xia's words came from the bottom of her heart, because she did not grow up in an environment like Li Xiaoxiao. No matter how willful Li Xiaoxiao was, she still had parents who would accommodate her and pamper her, even if Li Yonggui had his own way of education.
, but after all, that is Li Xiaoxiao’s biological father, how could he not have a little preference?
But what about Wang Xia? She knew that she had long since become a girl who could no longer act willfully, and had to be responsible for her own decisions and judgments very early on.
After listening to Wang Xia's words, Li Xiaoxiao couldn't help but nodded, and then she said seriously: "Sister, I understand what you mean. You are telling me that no matter how difficult it is for me to choose the path by myself, I should be determined.
Let’s go on, right?”
Wang Xia nodded, and then said: "Logically speaking, as a sister, I can't watch you take detours, let alone see you suffer. However, in order for you to have a better future, so in this matter
In matters, I can only let you bear the consequences yourself. Only then will you understand that there will be many choices and decisions in life, but they are not always the same.
Everything must be right. When you regret it and want to do it again, you find that no one will give you such a chance again, because there are not many people in this world who love you, except our parents.
, it would be our lifetime happiness to meet someone who is willing to love us unconditionally and without any bottom line, but it is a pity that you missed it."
Li Xiaoxiao's tears finally flowed out, not because of grievance, but because of self-blame.
She hates why she is still so immature even though she is thirty years old? She hates why she always likes to act on impulse and makes so many wrong decisions?
She hated herself, why didn't she recognize good people's hearts and yet hurt those who treated her sincerely again and again?
Whether it was his parents or Fang Zhiqiang, Li Xiaoxiao asked himself that he had done things that hurt them. His parents were already so old, but they still had to worry about their own affairs. Fang Zhiqiang once treated them so sincerely.
Himself, but he gave him such a result in the end. Looking back on all this now, Li Xiaoxiao wants to slap herself.
"Xiaoxiao, you don't have to blame yourself so much. In fact, your decision may not be wrong. Moreover, I personally think that if Qiangzi can choose to be with Yaxin this time, it will be a good thing. At least, he can be reconciled.
You and I both know the regret in my heart. He and Yaxin have always had an inexplicable relationship." Wang Xia calmed down and her tone became much softer.
After Li Xiaoxiao listened, he looked at his sister again. From Wang Xia's eyes, Li Xiaoxiao seemed to see her own red eyes and the tears on her cheeks.
But she knew that the matter had come to this, and no matter how much she struggled or regretted, it was useless. Her sister was right. If Fang Zhiqiang could choose to continue living with Wang Yaxin, it would indeed be a good thing. At least,
Chapter completed!