At 5:30 in the morning, Wang Yaxin finally found Zhang Ling on the street. At this moment, Zhang Ling was sitting on the side of the road. Wang Yaxin's rapid footsteps did not seem to attract her attention at all. At this moment, she still buried her head in her hands.

Between his knees, it was as if everything happening around him had nothing to do with him.

After Wang Yaxin walked in, she discovered that there were a large number of beer cans and cigarette butts scattered on the ground.

In Wang Yaxin's impression, Zhang Ling has always attached great importance to her own image, so she never smokes or drinks. She has told herself this before, and when Wang Yaxin saw this scene, she couldn't help but feel extremely surprised.

, a woman who has never smoked or drank has become like this. How much sadness and pain does it take?

"Lingling...why do you torture yourself like this?"

After Wang Yaxin approached, she patted Zhang Ling's shoulder and comforted her softly.

Although Wang Yaxin was also very anxious about something in her heart at the moment, seeing Zhang Ling's scene, she could no longer care about anything else.

However, Zhang Ling did not react at all. She seemed to be asleep and could not hear what Wang Yaxin said at all. Wang Yaxin also pondered for a moment again, lowered her head, glanced at Zhang Ling, and continued softly.

: "It's okay, everything will pass. There is no need to deliberately keep things that are destined to leave. Whatever does not belong to you is not yours after all."

Finally, as Wang Yaxin's words came to light, Zhang Ling finally had a reaction. She slowly raised her head and glanced sideways at Wang Yaxin. From her eyes, Wang Yaxin saw a hint of indifference and indifference.

This made Wang Yaxin suddenly feel that her whole body was shaking uncontrollably. This look made Wang Yaxin feel a little scared. She had never seen such a look before. To her, Zhang Ling at this moment was like a

Like an emotionless machine, or in other words, like a walking zombie. With just this look, Wang Yaxin could clearly feel all of this.

"Lingling...you...what's wrong with you?"

Wang Yaxin subconsciously took a step back. Even Wang Yaxin himself couldn't explain the sense of distance and fear Zhang Ling made Wang Yaxin feel at this moment.

"It's nothing, I think I'm fine now..." A smile finally appeared on Zhang Ling's face, but it looked so weird. There was no one or anything on the street at 5:30 in the morning.

A passing vehicle, there were only two people on the street, Wang Yaxin and Zhang Ling. Listening to Zhang Ling's calm words, Wang Yaxin felt a chill on her back again.

At this moment, Zhang Ling slowly took out a cigarette again, lit it, took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, and then coughed twice. It could be seen that she was not ready yet.

She was used to smoking, but this night she had smoked nearly a pack.

When Wang Yaxin saw this, she wanted to stop Zhang Ling from continuing like this, but she felt that she did not have the qualifications or identity at all. What's more, Zhang Ling has become like this. No matter what she said, it should not matter.

Have you used it?

At this time, after Zhang Ling coughed, she turned her head and glanced at Wang Yaxin. Through the lingering smoke in front of Zhang Ling, Wang Yaxin saw the tired and desperate face behind the smoke. She knew that if she hadn't been so desperate,

, Zhang Ling will not look like this now.

"Didn't you say you have something to do with me?

What's wrong?"

Zhang Ling looked at Wang Yaxin indifferently and said to Wang Yaxin with an absent-minded look.

Wang Yaxin was stunned when she heard this. She really wanted to tell everything Jack had done before. At least Zhang Ling knew Jack better than she did. Maybe she could help him come up with ideas, but now looking at Zhang Ling

With this look, Wang Yaxin knew that her idea seemed a bit fanciful.

After pondering again for a while, Wang Yaxin continued: "Lingling, I'm really sad to see you like this. If there is anything I can do to help you, you must tell me and I will do my best."

"Haha, I have nothing to help. I feel that I have never been as relaxed as I am now. Do you know that when you are completely desperate for a person and no longer have any expectations or illusions about him or her, your heart

It will be extremely relaxing. No matter what he or she does, it will be as if it has nothing to do with me. I will never be heartbroken or disappointed again. That feeling is really refreshing and relaxing."

Zhang Ling turned her head again, continued to take a puff of cigarette, looked at the street, and said to herself.

At this moment, Zhang Ling made Wang Yaxin feel a little normal. Wang Yaxin finally understood why she was so at a loss and even scared after seeing Zhang Ling tonight. In fact, all this was because of the gap between Zhang Ling and Zhang Ling.

It's too big. She doesn't look like the same person she originally looked like tonight.

But at this moment, after Zhang Ling said these words, Wang Yaxin felt that she seemed to be back to her former self again.

Therefore, after Wang Yaxin pondered for a moment, she continued: "Lingling, there is nothing wrong with your thinking, but you can't hurt yourself like this. Since it was someone else's fault, why do you use it to punish yourself?

How stupid to do this!"

"Did you come to me tonight just to persuade me?"

Zhang Ling turned her head again and glanced at Wang Yaxin, her eyes once again regained their emotionless and calm expression.

Wang Yaxin suddenly realized that she seemed to be a little impatient. Zhang Ling's heart was at her most vulnerable at this moment. The more she acted like this, the more counterproductive it would be.

However, when Wang Yaxin realized all this, it was already too late.

"I have thought about it now. What you said yesterday was right. I should really learn to let go. Otherwise, I will always be just a pet of his and will never have a life of my own. So, thank you

Yaxin, I already know what I should do."

Although there seemed to be no emotion in her eyes, what Zhang Ling said sounded like the thinking of a normal person. After Wang Yaxin heard this, she immediately said: "Actually, Lingling, I want to tell you that after this

Everything you memorize is not as simple as you think..." "Then what other inside story can there be?

Do you think I'm not miserable enough now?

Do you want to tell me more truths that make my life worse than death?"

When Zhang Ling said this, she turned her eyes to the ground, looked at the beer cans still rolling on the ground, pointed at them and said to Wang Yaxin: "Did you see it?

I want to get drunk, I want to lose consciousness, but this damn God won’t even let me get drunk...Haha!”

Zhang Ling's emotions seemed to be out of control again, and Wang Yaxin was getting more and more anxious. She originally wanted to find an opportunity to tell all that, but now looking at Zhang Ling's state, it is obviously difficult to find such an opportunity again.

.

"No, you're overthinking Lingling, it's not what you think..." Wang Yaxin hurriedly opened her mouth to explain, but she felt that the more she spoke at the moment, the harder it would be to explain things clearly.

Looking at Zhang Ling's calm expression, Wang Yaxin continued: "Ling Ling, everyone will encounter ups and downs in their lives, and when we face ups and downs, we can choose to turn a blind eye, or we can choose to face it all, no matter what we encounter

We should actively find ways to solve any kind of difficulty. If we choose to be decadent, we can only become a slave to the difficulty and it will never be possible to get out of it."

"You also think that the way I am now is too much, right?

Haha, but I don’t care anymore, no one cares about me anyway, so who cares what I look like now?

I just feel happy."

Zhang Ling talked to herself, as if there was still no one around her at this moment, as if she directly ignored Wang Yaxin beside her.

Indeed, for Zhang Ling, she knew what she wanted and whose care she wanted most. Although Wang Yaxin was also very important to her before, after all, she was just a friend who met occasionally, and Jack

In comparison, it is obviously not comparable. Therefore, even if Wang Yaxin is standing in front of her now, even if she cares about her, what she is struggling with now is not this at all, and she cannot feel Wang Yaxin's concern at all.

As for Wang Yaxin at this moment, with Zhang Ling in such a state, let alone asking her to help her with advice, she seems to be unable to listen to any of his persuasion.

Therefore, Wang Yaxin swallowed all the words she was ready to say. Now she realized that she really had no one to rely on. In this foreign country, once she met

With this kind of question, I looked up and saw that there were no relatives or friends around me.

Wang Yaxin herself had thought about it before. When she just got the news that she could be discharged from the hospital, she was so happy. At that time, she felt that as long as she could still see her children alive and continue to take care of them and watch them

Every moment of growth was considered a very happy thing for me at that time.

But at that time, Wang Yaxin also knew that human desires are always endless. After getting this, she wanted to get that again, but she didn't expect that all this would happen so quickly.

Now that something like this has happened to Xiaoyu, Wang Yaxin's inner thought is naturally that she hopes Xiaoyu can be safe and sound. No matter what it takes, she is willing to pay, as long as Xiaoyu can be safe and sound.

Wang Yaxin even called Jack a few more times before, hoping to have a good discussion with Jack, but it is obvious that Jack will not answer Wang Yaxin's calls now. For Jack, he has already told Wang Yaxin that he wants to

Having said all that, as for what Wang Yaxin will do next?

What to do is Wang Yaxin's own business, and what he has to do now is to be optimistic about Xiaoyu. Before ensuring that his own interests will not be damaged, he will never let this child go, because he is now

The only bargaining chip in his hand, a bargaining chip used to threaten Wang Yaxin.

After Wang Yaxin saw Zhang Ling's state, she knew clearly that she could no longer do anything to help her. Originally, she should have chosen to leave without hesitation at this time, but she did not leave like this in the end.

Instead, he chose to stay, even though

Although Zhang Ling was not drunk, her state after drinking was obviously completely different from her usual state. Looking at her current state, and she was still on the street, Wang Yaxin was obviously worried. If Zhang Ling really had an accident,

This is not what Wang Yaxin wants to see.

Sitting down quietly, like Zhang Ling, she sat on the cliff next to the road. She turned her head and looked at Zhang Ling inhaling the smoke into her lungs. Wang Yaxin couldn't help but think of the time when Fang Zhiqiang was still smoking.

At that time, he stood on the balcony at night more than once, looking at the night view of the pearl downstairs, smoking a cigarette in his mouth. At that moment, it seemed that everything in the world had nothing to do with him. Wang Yaxin also had it at that time.

Have you ever imagined what it would be like to breathe smoke into your lungs?

What thoughts are going through your mind?

That kind of curiosity even made Wang Yaxin almost fall in love with smoking. But maybe it was for Xiaoyu's health at that time, or maybe because of the sudden arrival of Xiao Xinsheng, Wang Yaxin gave up the idea.

And now, watching Zhang Ling beside him smoking like this, Wang Yaxin once again came up with this idea. Now he is completely unclear about everything about Xiaoyu, and there is nothing he can do. Maybe smoking can help.

Make yourself feel better?
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