Hearing Wang Yaxin's words, Zhang Ling was immediately stunned. She didn't remember that Wang Yaxin had ever smoked. She stared at Wang Yaxin with a puzzled face for a long time. She couldn't help but ask: "Why do you want to smoke too?"

"Then why are you smoking?"

Wang Yaxin asked rhetorically.

Zhang Ling said without hesitation: "When something like this happens to me, don't I even have the right to be sad?"

Wang Yaxin was silent for a while. She knew that what she said now was not important, and she was too lazy to explain anything. Then she continued: "I just want to smoke a cigarette. There is no reason."

Zhang Ling still stared at Wang Yaxin with a confused look on her face for a long time, as if she wanted to see through Wang Yaxin's inner thoughts. After pondering for a while, she finally slowly handed the cigarette case in her hand to Wang Yaxin.

Wang Yaxin took out a cigarette and held it between her slender fingers. However, her eyes did not look at the cigarette between her fingers, but stared at her slender fingers. She suddenly realized that it seemed that her fingers at the moment looked...

He looked so weak and weak, just like his current situation.

"What's wrong?

Don’t you have the courage to light it up?”

Zhang Ling has been staring intently at Wang Yaxin at this moment. It seems that in her eyes, Wang Yaxin is like a young apprentice who has just started. Before handing the cigarette to Wang Yaxin, she was still wondering whether she should give it to her or not.

But now after giving it to her, Zhang Ling was struggling with whether she dared to light it.

Wang Yaxin glanced sideways at her. In fact, Zhang Ling didn't know what Wang Yaxin was thinking at this time, but to Wang Yaxin, this was not important.

Zhang Ling looked at Wang Yaxin's silent look and immediately continued to say: "Actually, cigarettes are not as magical as you think, let alone as scary as you think. You will know after you light them. Come on, let me help."

you."

As Zhang Ling spoke, she took out her lighter and asked Wang Yaxin to put the cigarette into her mouth.

For some reason, the best comfort a frustrated woman can get is to have another woman who is as frustrated as herself by her side.

It seems that many people think that this kind of mentality is a bit abnormal, but in fact, it is indeed the case.

For a frustrated woman, the most common thought in her heart is that she is very pitiful now. When she sees other people in pairs and they are still so happy, the feeling of imbalance in her heart will become stronger and stronger.

And this is something difficult for a woman to accept.

Wang Yaxin was stunned for a while again. It does take courage to put a cigarette into his throat. Wang Yaxin never thought that one day he would come into contact with cigarettes. In the past, he even hated Fang Zhiqiang for always smoking.

The house was full of smoke and smoke, but now, I began to slowly like smoking. It was like a joke played by God on myself, full of ridicule.

After pondering again for a while, Wang Yaxin finally put the cigarette into his mouth. The moment the lighter in Zhang Ling's hand lit up a cluster of flames, Wang Yaxin seemed to see the haggard and helpless look of herself in the flames.

cheek.

I came to see Zhang Ling tonight. I originally wanted to persuade Zhang Ling, so that she could have the courage to face the difficulties she encountered. However, in the end, I gradually fell into trouble. Now I have become a

That person who wants to use cigarettes to numb his nerves.

If there was beer around at this time, Wang Yaxin might have picked it up and drank it without hesitation, right?

Using alcohol to numb your brain and put yourself into a brief coma, as if everything around you has nothing to do with you. Maybe this is also a kind of forgiveness for yourself?

In fact, how could Wang Yaxin not know that all of this could not solve the problem at all. Xiaoyu was still in the hands of the bad guys, and she had no idea whether she was safe or not. But she wanted to know the result, but

But the feeling of not knowing anything was too scary. She didn't want to endure that kind of torture anymore, so she came up with this method. As long as she fell into a brief coma, everything would have nothing to do with her, and she would never be able to do anything again.

There is no need to worry about Xiaoyu's current situation, let alone whether he will be in danger.

As the saying goes, the authorities are obsessed with it, but Wang Yaxin doesn't know that she is actually choosing to escape.

After seeing Wang Yaxin inhaling a puff of smoke, Zhang Ling quickly said: "You have to slowly swallow the smoke you inhaled, pass it through your lungs, and then spit it out slowly. You will feel numb all over.

Your brain feels like it's been shocked by an electric shock, and then, as if all the blood vessels in your body are filled with numbness, you will feel a warm current rushing through your body..." However, as soon as he said this, Wang Yaxin became violently

He started coughing.

She did swallow the smoke as Zhang Ling said, but she felt a burning sensation in her throat. Not only did she not experience the feeling Zhang Ling said, but she coughed out the smoke in great pain.

.

Zhang Ling was not too surprised when she saw this scene, and then continued: "Don't worry, I was like this when I first started. Take your time, don't worry, the second bite will be easier than the first.

A lot of, like I just said, let that smoke go through your lungs and then you can feel that feeling I just said."

Wang Yaxin heard this and looked at the cigarette in her hand. The slowly rising smoke was like naughty ghosts, lingering in front of her face. They seemed to want to devour her soul and gnaw at her bones.

.

But Wang Yaxin put the cigarette to her mouth again, then slowly opened her mouth, and according to Zhang Ling's words, took another puff of smoke.

In this way, Wang Yaxin gradually felt the feeling Zhang Ling said, which was really wonderful. At least, at this moment, all the worries in Wang Yaxin's heart disappeared. The only thing she felt at the moment was the nicotine sensation.

The stimulation it gives me, the tingling feeling all over my body, is as wonderful as my body lying in the clouds. Although there is still an uncomfortable feeling in my throat, compared to that tingling feeling, that subtle

It was uncomfortable, but Wang Yaxin chose to ignore it.

She slowly closed her eyes, letting the ghost-like smoke rage in her lungs, deceiving herself as she felt the stimulation brought to her by her body, imagining that she was lying in the clouds at this moment, this

Everything in the world had nothing to do with her, and that feeling made her gradually forget that she still had no idea about Xiaoyu's safety.

And what Wang Yaxin wanted was this feeling, she wanted to forget about Xiaoyu. Even Xin Sheng, who was already asleep at home, was gradually forgotten by Wang Yaxin.

...The next day, Fang Zhiqiang finally arrived at Nan'an Airport at around 7 p.m. After getting off the plane, the first thing Fang Zhiqiang did was to make a quick call to Wang Yaxin.

But no one answered the phone for a long time, and Fang Zhiqiang became anxious. He did not receive the call from Wang Yaxin before getting on the plane. Fang Zhiqiang had no idea what kind of state Wang Yaxin was in now.

But Fang Zhiqiang can imagine that after the Xiaoyu incident, the most anxious person was Wang Yaxin, and she can't get any news about Xiaoyu now, so the most anxious person must be her, so

For a long time, Wang Yaxin's current situation must be very bad, right?

If this call fails to get through in the end, Fang Zhiqiang will definitely be worried.

The first call failed, and Fang Zhiqiang tried to make the second call again.

But this time, Wang Yaxin answered the call within two seconds.

"Hey...what are you doing..." However, the voice coming from the phone surprised Fang Zhiqiang. He didn't hear Fang Zhiqiang's expected panic. He didn't even feel any expectation or rush. Instead, he didn't hear the expected panic.

It was a lazy and indifferent voice, which made Fang Zhiqiang suddenly more anxious.

"Yaxin...what are you doing?"

Fang Zhiqiang asked eagerly.

"I..." Wang Yaxin's intermittent voice continued to come from the phone, "I... I'm sleeping... what's wrong?"

When Fang Zhiqiang heard this, he realized that Wang Yaxin's condition was worse than he expected! But Fang Zhiqiang could understand what Wang Yaxin was feeling at this moment, because he once had such a moment when he didn't want to, or didn't dare.

Faced with everything in front of you, even if you choose to escape like self-deception, as long as you can avoid the pain that everything brings to you, you will be able to get a little comfort in your heart.

But now this matter is obviously completely different from everything before. If it is the problem of the adults themselves, then it will not be so difficult to solve no matter what. But Xiaoyu is only a twelve-year-old child, he is still

So small, in the hands of bad people, his life may be in danger at any time. If the adults choose to give up or even escape at this time, then who can predict the final result?

"Yaxin...what's wrong with you?

How did you become like this?"

Fang Zhiqiang was so anxious that while he was rushing to the port, he shouted anxiously to Wang Yaxin on the phone.

"I...what's wrong with me?"

At this time, Wang Yaxin's brain was in chaos. She was now lying on the bed at home, and there was another woman lying next to her: Zhang Ling.

At this time, Zhang Ling had not yet woken up. Beer cans were scattered everywhere in the living room. It was unknown how much the two of them drank to become like this.

Wang Yaxin woke up and sat up from the bed, then rubbed her eyes and looked at Zhang Ling beside her, and then she regained a little consciousness.

She vaguely heard a sound of crying coming from the side. She turned around and saw Xin Sheng in the crib crying non-stop.

Wang Yaxin stood up subconsciously and quickly, without putting on her shoes, she came directly to Xin Sheng, coaxed Xin Sheng, and then said to the phone again: "Qiangzi?

Any news now?

How is Xiaoyu doing over there?"

Fang Zhiqiang finally breathed a sigh of relief. Although he still didn't know what Wang Yaxin had experienced before, but no matter what, as long as Wang Yaxin could cheer up again, he was relieved. At least, he could guarantee that she would not do anything stupid.

Come.

"Don't worry, I'm almost at Nan'an Island now. After landing on the island, I will tell you everything. Moreover, we are always paying attention to Jack's location information, so there will be no problem."

Feeling that Wang Yaxin cheered up, Fang Zhiqiang said this without hesitation.
Chapter completed!