Life is like a dream, I kept dreaming. After waking up, I realized that I was just empty-handed. Do I still want to meet Mo Han? If I don’t think about why I was heartbroken at this moment... The reason why I didn’t stop her was just anger. Perhaps this anger just fulfilled her departure. She should be very relaxed now, right?

I am not willing to put my hope on the woman named Tian Tian. I know Mo Han's personality very well. If she doesn't want to, no one can force her to do anything. But I can't figure out why she did this? What exactly is she scruples? As long as she is willing to say: Always be with me." I, Zhang Yixi, dare to subvert the whole world for her~~!! But I can never wait for this sentence.

.........

I drove the car and plunged into the bar. I needed to drink to release the depression that was stifled in my heart.

The lights in the bar were flashing, empty, lonely souls twisted wildly, and were scattering wildly. I was one of them. I could no longer remember how much wine I drank, but I only remember thinking about Mo Han, thinking about her appearance, and thinking about her determination...

My mind was already unclear and dizzy. I took out the phone, opened the screen, and didn't look at the correspondent. I grabbed a number with my finger and dialed it. I didn't even know if the phone was connected, so I roared and said, "I'm drunk too much~~I'm drunk too much, I'm almost~~~ I'm dead, come and collect my body~~"

"Hey~~hey, don't scare me, ~~ where are you??" There was an anxious voice on the other end of the phone, but I couldn't speak, and I just felt my phone slipping from my hand... I fell asleep.

.........

When I woke up again, I was already lying in the hotel. The lights in the room were hazy. I pinched my head, which was extremely painful, and looked around, but no one was there. There was just a sound of water flowing from the bathroom, as if someone was taking a shower.

I remembered that I had called someone before I fell asleep.

"Who did I call?" Confusion flashed in my mind. I hurriedly took out my cell phone from my pocket and prepared to check the call history, but the cell phone was out of power...

I threw my phone aside, but I knew in my heart that it would definitely not be Mo Han. She would not answer my phone number. If it were someone else, what else would I expect?

A strong feeling of vomiting suddenly surged up. I tried my best to restrain myself, but I couldn't help it. I couldn't care about it anymore. Before I could wear my shoes, I rushed into the bathroom barefoot. I lay on the toilet and vomited hysterically.

In a trance, I saw a graceful body... This was a year later, I saw Lin Xi's body without any clothes again.

Lin Xi walked out of the bathtub, we looked at each other, but there was no embarrassment. We were too familiar with each other's bodies. Although there was something called time-transition between us, we may not remember the word time-transition at this moment.

Lin Xi wiped her body with a dry towel under my gaze, and put on a bathrobe as if nothing had happened. Then she came to me. She pressed the flush button, washed away my vomit, took another glass of water and handed it to me, and said, "Wait."

I took the water handed over by Lin Xi, went to the pool and rinsed. Lin Xi left the bathroom directly.

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When I came out of the bathroom, Lin Xi had already put on her clothes. She smiled and said to me, "Since you are awake, then I should leave..."

"Sorry." I said to Lin Xi in a low voice.

"Do you feel sorry for trouble because it was so late at night, or because you looked at my body?" Lin Xi said to me expressionlessly.

"All of them." I said.

Lin Xi nodded, but suddenly lost control of his emotions and said, "Why do you torture yourself like that? Is it because of a woman?"

Lin Xi's words hit my mind. I was silent and lit a cigarette for myself. I sucked one-third of it in one sip, but I choked and coughed.

Lin Xi put down his bag, took the cigarette out of my hand, and slapped it out in the ashtray.

"What kind of woman can make you Zhang Yixi like this?" Lin Xi looked at me with tears in her eyes.

I continued to remain silent, and I didn't want to say a word at this moment.

Lin Xi accompanied me in silence, and after a long time, he said something that shocked me: "I will get divorced next month."

This time I still chose to remain silent. It was not that I didn’t want to talk or that I didn’t know what to say. Although I never looked down on Lin Xi’s marriage, I didn’t expect that she would end her short marriage so quickly.

"Zhang Yixi, why don't you speak? Are you laughing at me? I laughed at me for abandoning you and didn't find a good home?" Lin Xi's face was a smile that made me not understand, but tears overflowed from her eyes.

"You chose to leave me, I respect you. When you divorce, I still respect you, without ridicule..." I said after pausing for a long time.

Lin Xi looked at me, wanted to speak several times, but failed to speak several times, but cried even harder.

I did not comfort Lin Xi and carried out silence to the end. My brain could no longer make judgments on these sudden events one by one.

"Yixi, I swear to be the woman you love the most in your life. Can you please compensate me? "Lin Xi said as she could no longer control her emotions and threw herself into my arms.

Lin Xi did not use love, but the word love. Perhaps what we have been together in the past few years has produced not only love, but also family affection, otherwise she would not use the word love.

This was an extremely complicated night for me. I gained indifference and determination in a woman, and enthusiasm and care in another woman... My balance seemed to begin to tilt.

.........

I never doubt that I have loved Lin Xi. I just spent so long separation and experienced different love. Does the love that once belonged to us still have its original flavor? I really don’t know.

Lin Xi looked at me at a daze and said slowly, "Yixi, I know you can't accept it for the time being. I'll give you time, I will wait for you..." Lin Xi said and let go of me, without entanglement with me, picked up his bag, waved at me with a smile, and turned around and walked out of the hotel.

Lin Xi just left, but we didn't do anything in this restless night. I was extremely depressed and had no physical desires, and she might have hoped to pursue the innocent love that had once been attached to each other.

In the emptiness of no decline, I gradually felt that life was just a dream!!

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