The next day, I came to the company with my tired pain and dragged my heavy body. In my struggle and pain, I seemed to be unable to find a job at all. I locked up the office people and hurried in my office to smoke cigarettes one by one.

I did nothing this morning until noon, I received a text message: "hi, Zhang Yixi, I am Tian Tian, ​​this is my phone number."

I read this text message several times, and then I slowly realized that this text message had no meaning to me, because there was no news about Mo Han in the text message.

I called "How is Mo Han?" several times in the text message reply, and then deleted it several times, and finally threw the phone aside and ignored it.

Even if I waited endlessly for Mo Han, I could bear it, but I couldn't bear it. After experiencing countless tortures, I still couldn't change her promise to stay with me for the rest of my life.

......

During lunch, the phone rang on my desk, which was the customer service phone number at the front desk: "Hello, Director Zhang, Miss Lin Xi has something to come to you."

I was stunned for a moment before answering, saying, "Well, let her enter my office."

......

After a short while, Lin Xi came to my office. She walked into the office with the insulation box in her hand, and gently brought it to my office. After a long time, she said, "Yixi, I didn't expect you to sit in Sister Shen Man's seat so soon."

I also subconsciously looked around. In fact, if it weren't for an accident, this position would have been mine six months ago.

Lin Xi moved a chair and sat down next to me, opened the insulation box, and said with a smile: "You can eat it while it's hot, you like to eat it!"

"We have a working meal." I didn't pick up the chopsticks and said to Lin Xi.

Lin Xi didn't care either. She handed the chopsticks to me and said, "How can you compare the working meal with this? Eat it quickly. I will deliver meals every day from now on."

I looked at Lin Xi, and some broken images were re-stitched and came to my mind again: a year ago, Lin Xi worked as an assistant manager at a hypermarket in Nantong. At that time, we went to work together every day and prepared lunch in the morning. At noon, Lin Xi would warm up the meal at their company and send it to our company to eat with me. This kind of life lasted for almost a year...

Thinking about it, those cold scenes seem to have warm again: the smiles, crying, bickering when we were together, dislike each other but also caring about each other, the heart-wrenching eve of breaking up... It seems like yesterday.

Because of memories, I tasted all the joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys in just a few minutes... When I came to my senses and looked at Lin Xi, she also expressed her sadness and joys. She was also missing our past, but life has given us too much helplessness and control. Can we still go back to the past?

"Yixi, have a drink of soup." Lin Xi opened the lunch box with a familiar smile on his face and handed me a spoon.

I took the spoon and asked, "Have you eaten?"

Lin Xi shook his head and said, "You eat first, I'll go back and eat."

Her words made me feel a little sad, and I whispered to her: "It's already 12 o'clock, let's eat together."

Lin Xi thought for a while and said, "Only one pair of chopsticks."

"Let's go together, I'll use a spoon."

......

After eating, Lin Xi did not stay long. After packing up the lunch box, he left. This was still the same as before. So I lost in the past and present again, unable to distinguish my position.

......

In a bad state, I once again welcomed the night after get off work. After I went to the shop for a while, I didn’t know where to go. This feeling of no direction scared me, so I went to Guqiao again.

Today is destined to be a lonely day. Even the Taoist priest has never come for the first time, so I have no one to talk about my thoughts. I stood where I met Mo Han yesterday, smoking one by one, and even fantasized in my heart that she would appear here again.

From 8 o'clock to 10 o'clock, Mo Han did not appear. All I gained in these two hours was disappointment and unwillingness. Gradually, I felt tired in my heart. This feeling made me unwilling to think about Mo Han again, but I don't know if this is temporary or forever.

.........

When I got home, lying on the bed and facing the darkness, I began to think about my love again. What kind of love do I need? Or do I still have time to wait for my ideal love?

I am 26 years old, at the age of a family who should start a family, but who will get married with me? Wang Mengmeng? Although she is willing to marry me, her parents can't get over it. Moreover, all I have to do with her is brother-sister relationship. If love is too far-fetched.

Is Lin Xi? Can I really relieve her past betrayal? There is also pressure from her parents. Will they accept divorced Lin Xi?

What about Mo Han? I can't even imagine how we looked when we got married. She is my favorite, but she is also the farthest woman from me. It seems that I am in the world, but she is in the illusory world.

I was so tired of thinking that I habitually reached out to the bedside table to get the cigarette, but the cigarette box was empty. This was the second pack of cigarettes I bought today. I smoked too much and too much cigarette, but my worries did not reduce at all!

......

At 11 o'clock in the evening, I received a call from Wang Mengmeng. On the phone, she still had a cute and happy tone: "Xixi, have you slept?"

"How can I answer your phone when I'm asleep?" I finally smiled and said.

"Yes~~hehe, Xixi, tell you, I'll go to your company tomorrow."

"What are you doing in our company?" I asked.

"Buy a car."

"oh."

"By the way, my dad and mom will go together, do you know if you want to perform well?" Wang Mengmeng's tone became serious again.

"That~~ Mengmeng, Buick's women's car is not suitable for girls like your type of driving. Otherwise, you can buy a mini like your senior sister, or a new Beetle, too. If not, you can buy a swift, which is cheap and fuel-efficient." I said hurriedly.

"Xixi, are you so afraid of seeing my parents?" Wang Mengmeng said in an unhappy tone.

"You're thinking too much. Those cars are indeed more suitable for you. Which car do you like? Tell me that I am familiar with the people in their sales department, and the price is not a problem." I explained again.

"Stop talking, Xixi, I only go to your store to buy it. If you dare to refuse, I will go to Uncle Lin to complain to you and say that you reject the customer's consumption needs." Wang Mengmeng's tone was particularly serious.

"Mengmeng, why did you learn to threaten people? This is not good." I said to Wang Mengmeng in a stern tone, trying to make her dismiss her plan to take her parents to our store to buy a car.

"Little Xixi, I didn't threaten you. See you tomorrow. I'm going to bed. You should also take a break early." After stopping, she said again: "Kiss."

"I dare not, your mother will say I am a hooligan." I said hurriedly.

"We secretly kissed her, she didn't know!" As soon as Wang Mengmeng finished speaking, I heard her mother's voice: "Mengmeng, what time is it now, who are you calling?"

"Mom~~I'll go to bed soon." Wang Mengmeng responded to her mother's words, and then said to me in a low voice: "Little Xixi, I'm hanging up the phone, um~~ What a dream!" Wang Mengmeng secretly kissed me on the phone and hung up the phone.

Listening to the "Dudu" hanging up, I had been tense for a day and seemed to be relieved a little. I put the phone aside and closed my eyes and waited for the arrival of midnight.

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