Chen Qingyi and I stood on the balcony. There was still water left by the rain a few days ago. The moonlight reflected in the water. When the wind blew, it started to sway leisurely...

"Tell me, what is marriage?" I asked Chen Qingyi beside me.

Chen Qingyi thought for a moment and said, "No matter how you choose a marriage, it is wrong. A long-term marriage means making mistakes just by mistake!"

I looked at Chen Qingyi for a long time and finally asked, "Are you going to be wrong with me?"

Chen Qingyi smiled calmly: "I know you will ask me this."

"So what about your answer?"

Chen Qingyi still did not give a positive answer: "Do you think it is right or wrong for us to start a family?"

"If you make mistakes, you'll be wrong..."

Chen Qingyi affirmed my statement: "I think marriage requires such an attitude. No matter how close people are, there are always times of incongruity, so sometimes we need to have an attitude of making mistakes just by mistake... In fact, we have experienced enough about love, and I no longer have expectations... Find a man who is willing to make mistakes just by mistakes and live a life of making mistakes just by mistakes......"

I thought about Chen Qingyi's words in silence... I admit that what she said was right, at least in line with my current state of mind and cognition. The so-called love is too empty for me at this time. All I want is a peaceful and gentle family... But along the way with An Qi, it has been full of thorns, never calm or gentle, and what has always supported us together is nothing but the illusory love. But when I don't care about love now, what motivation do I have to continue to persevere?

People will always be hurt when they live, and they will hurt others... Since harm is inevitable, I will choose the person who hurt the least. At least Angel's family will be glad because of this decision. Although my family let me choose freely, I still hope that my marriage partner is Chen Qingyi... More importantly, I believe that Chen Qingyi will regard Pipi as her own!

All the pain nowadays comes from my unwillingness to compromise... Now I compromise!

"Let's get married." I turned to look at Chen Qingyi.

Chen Qingyi lowered her head and looked up at me for a long time: "Zhang Yixi, you should think about it carefully... I will give you time... Indeed, I admire you very much, have a good impression of you, and even love you... But it seems like the simple words of mistakes, but there are too many contents, which is even more difficult to do... Once you decide to enter the palace of marriage with me, you can't regret it anymore, because you have to be responsible for me and for my life's happiness..."

Before I could answer, Pipi's heart-wrenching cry came from the room. He shouted intermittently: "Mom..."

I walked back to the house quickly, Chen Qingyi followed closely, and our faces were extremely painful.

I walked into the room, opened the door, and turned on the lights again. Chen Qingyi turned off the two lights with the strongest lights and said to me: "The child just woke up, and his eyes could not accept the strong light..."

I looked at Chen Qingyi without saying anything, but I knew in my heart that men would never be as careful as women when taking care of children, especially men like me who have been used to being rough since childhood.

"Pipi, dad is..." I picked up Pipi who was crying with sweat all over. His crying sounded like a sharp knife stabbed into my heart. At this moment, how great would it be if Zuo Lan was still there...Pipi, who had never separated from Zuo Lan, hadn't seen Zuo Lan for more than a week!

"You are not my father, I want my mother... I miss my mother so much." Pipi waved his hand and grabbed my face. Although he was not strong enough, he was enough to scratch my flesh.

In the pain, I thought of the first time I saw Pipi, he couldn't live without Zuo Lan crying in the car; it made Zuo Lan angry, Zuo Lan said: Ignore him, he obediently admits his mistakes; I was reluctant to be with me, but in order to make Zuo Lan feel at ease in work, the little guy pretended to be intimate with me and called me: Padaxing... I understand that while Zuo Lan treats Pipi as his own, Pipi also treats Zuo Lan as his own everything... What he needs is not me, a cheap half-way father!

I raised my head, my nose felt sour, and I burst into tears, but I didn't know how to coax Pipi.

.........

Chen Qingyi took out a tissue from her pocket to help me wipe off the blood on my face, then picked up Pipi from my hand, and said softly with a smile: "Pipi is good...Pipi doesn't cry...Mom has gone to a very far, far away, to help Pipi find the most fun and fun toys."

"When will mom come back..."

"When Pipi grows up and becomes a man and can protect her mother, she will come back."

"But I don't want toys...I want my mom..."

Chen Qingyi's tears rolled in her eyes, but she still kept a smile: "Mom is very happy now. She will see the sea...the beautiful forest...and Pippi's favorite Snow White, okay? "

"Will mom really meet Snow White?"

Chen Qingyi nodded, and her voice finally choked: "In the future, Chen's mother will love Pipi like her mother, love Pipi, accompany Pipi to grow up, become a man, wait for her mother to come back, okay?"

Pipi finally stopped crying... Chen Qingyi kissed him and asked, "Pipi, will Chen's mother and dad take you out to play in the evening, okay?"

"Okay, Pipi wants to play on the slide!"

.........

In the evening, Chen Qingyi and I took Pipi and asked Bai Jing to have dinner together. Then we took Pipi to the children's playground. We lay on the isolation fence and watched Pipi play inside. After a while, Chen Qingyi also took off her shoes and entered the playground to wipe off her sweat. She also started playing with him, but Pipi did not reject her.

Standing outside the court, I looked at Pipi's smiling face, and finally felt a little better in my heart...

Bai Jing looked at Pipi for a long time, turned around and said to me who was standing beside her, "Chen Qingyi is a pretty good woman... her personality is similar to Zuo Lan, but Pipi is very close to her..."

I nodded and unconsciously thought of An Qi. If it were An Qi... What kind of scene would it be like at this time? Maybe she couldn't accept that I suddenly had Pipi, the son.

Bai Jing pushed me and asked, "Zhang Yixi, do you have any plans to marry Chen Qingyi?...In fact, we friends also hope that you will find an intellectual and wise woman, take good care of Pipi, and give him a healthy living environment."

I looked at Chen Qingyi and Pipi in the field again. Pipi seemed a little tired. Chen Qingyi carried him to the sidelines, carefully put on his shoes, and tidied up the clothes he had messed up when he was playing.

I was silent for a while, nodded and said to Bai Jing: "We should get married soon."

"Did she agree?"
Chapter completed!