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Grandpa’s funeral was held two days later, and Prince and Shen Man attended the funeral. However, this time they did not have the previous confrontation. They looked very peaceful. Perhaps it was my decision to leave, which gave them this kind of peace after the dust settled.

In front of the tombstone, we stared at it. When facing my grandfather who had returned to the dust, I was surprisingly calm. I didn't want to cause any pain to myself anymore, because I knew that one day I would lie under the tombstone like this. Since all the pain and happiness will disappear one day, why should I care too much about the falsehood of living? Everything is treated as an unavoidable passing year.

On the way back, I, Chen Qingyi, Pipi, Dad, and Mom, walked together. After a long time, I said to them: "Dad, Mom, I have already thought about it. I want to immigrate to Ireland with Pipi and Qingyi."

Dad and mom looked at each other but did not express their opinions. Pipi asked excitedly: "Dad, are you saying true? Can I live with mom again?"

"Um."

Dad and mom looked at Pipi, with a very reluctant look in their eyes, but they said, "Go, as long as you are together, we will have no regrets!"

Chen Qingyi answered the conversation: "Dad, mom, you can immigrate with me, let Yixi and I fulfill our responsibilities as children!"

Dad and mom shook their heads and said, "It's good that Yixi takes Pipi. We also have the responsibility to be children. Now Yixi's grandfather is gone, and only his grandmother is left. We can't leave her and run abroad no matter what we say!"

"Take grandma with you. The climate there is very good and livable!" Chen Qingyi added.

"Your grandma has been born and raised in this small town all her life. She can't adapt to foreign culture and lifestyle. You can go with peace of mind. Every year when we come back to see us, we will be very happy!" Dad patted my shoulder and said with a smile.

Chen Qingyi and I looked at each other and chose to remain silent. We actually understand that it is unrealistic to let my family immigrate with us.

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That night, Pipi and I slept together. I looked at the ceiling and lost my mind. Pipi was holding a little man's book and reading it.

"Dad, why do you look a little depressed?" Pipi asked me.

This little thing, he would use whatever words his teacher taught him recently. I smiled and said, "I am confused, not melancholy. My dad has long passed the age of melancholy!"

"Oh, what does that mean? Can you eat it like mangoes?"

"It's a state of being confused that you can't eat. It's just that you don't know what you want to do."

"Then why are you confused?" Pipi asked.

I touched his head and asked, "Pipi, tell my dad, why do you like Mom Chen so much?"

"She smells the same as her mother. Their hair is soft and their voices are very nice..."

I was a little surprised, and then I recalled that Chen Qingyi seemed to have used a perfume with Zuo Lan. They both had OL-shaped short hair and their voices were the same standard host voice. I had never paid attention to these details...

Pipi added: "The most important thing is that Chen's mother loves me just like her mother!"

I nodded... but the ringtone of my cell phone rang unexpectedly.

I picked it up from the cabinet and looked at it. It was Wang Jing who called it, but my heart was no longer calm. I knew what it meant to call Wang Jing.

"Zhang Yixi, I'm sorry to you first. I originally planned to attend your grandfather's funeral, but the company has something to do, so I really couldn't walk away... I hope you will feel sorry for me!"

"Thanks."
Chapter completed!