Wang Jing's words made me fall into an unknown mood. I didn't know what to say to An Qi without a marriage contract.

"Zhang Yixi, why don't you talk anymore? An Qi is not in a marriage contract. Isn't that a good thing?" Wang Jing asked me in confusion.

After a long silence, I said to Wang Jing: "I have decided to immigrate to Ireland."

"I heard it right? You want to immigrate to Ireland..." Wang Jing sighed incredibly.

"You heard it right, I immigrated to Ireland with my son and Chen Qingyi."

This time it was Wang Jing who fell into silence. He said to me for a long time: "Zhang Yixi, you have to think twice... Why did Mr. An lie to you for being engaged? This shows that she still cares about you. If she doesn't care, there is no need to tell you what you love and what... You have hurt her once, and if you hurt her again, I really can't comment!"

Wang Jing's words made me feel mixed emotions, and I seemed to approach the deadly three-point intersection again!

Faced with my silence, Wang Jing continued: "I think you have ten thousand reasons to immigrate to Ireland, but I think you need to meet Mr. An before leaving. If she doesn't care about your departure, then you don't have to worry anymore. If she cares a lot, you should think twice... Don't let non-communication and misunderstandings ruin you two!"

It is true that Wang Jing’s suggestion is very rational, and I need to do it, but I am afraid that when I see Angel, I will give up the decision to go to Ireland. If I give up... Then the ones that will hurt will inevitably be Pipi and Chen Qingyi, which is also a secondary harm for them! And from my heart, I really want to escape. Perhaps Ireland is the paradise I dream of... There is the sea, beer, manor, the ease of walking in the sunset, and the comfort of lighting smoke with the sea breeze! And the country is just repeating the endless pain and entanglement, and the enemy who wants to kill me at any time!

After a long time, I said to Wang Jing: "I am still loyal to my choice...I believe that no matter who she is with, she will be happier than being with me. I wish her happiness!"

Wang Jing sighed: "...I have said everything I should say. If you insist on doing this, then let's settle your destiny!"

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After finishing the call with Wang Jing, I was extremely upset. I said to Pipi: "Dad goes out to smoke a cigarette, you go to bed first, and you have to get up early tomorrow and go to school with Dad to go to school to go to school for the withdrawal procedures!"

"But why are you smoking, dad? You should go to bed too!"

I didn't answer Pipi, but just touched his head and said, "Be good, go to bed..."

"Okay, then dad, remember to rinse your mouth after smoking."

"Yeah, I promise!"

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It was a dry and cold night. I stood on the balcony and lit a cigarette, looking into the distance. At this moment, I don’t know where Angel is and whether she falls asleep peacefully...

Looking from afar, my vision gradually blurred. I seemed to see An Qi, who was far away from the world. She was wearing a red and white coat and working at her desk under the dim desk lamp. No one gave her a few thoughtful words, and no one gave her a cup of hot coffee. She was a little lonely, a little lost, and a little helpless... In the makeup mirror set against the light, I saw her wet corners of her eyes.

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The lock was broken, and the diary looked like a liberated beast. It was blown by the wind, and I saw the densely recorded text.
Chapter completed!