I believe that every man has such a person in his heart, at the age when you don’t know anything, at the age when you still don’t know how to understand, at the age when you don’t know what to do, at the age when you haven’t seen anything. That feeling has become a feeling similar to hazy beauty, and you can’t even remember many details. But the feeling that makes you intoxicated with it will remain on the tip of your tongue forever. Perhaps it is the aftertaste left by the first outbreak of hormones, or perhaps it is one of the most precious memories in your mind.

After a while, the scene in front of me disappeared. When I was about to tell Li Qian, I found that he was sleeping on the table. The incense on the incense burner had been replaced by Li Qian. He probably wanted to lie down and rest for a while. I didn't disturb him, so I tiptoed upstairs and found the notebook I usually use. Of course, this notebook is not a computer. It is a notebook that uses a pen to write things on paper, with a lot of things written on it.

I probably bought it back when I was in the fifth grade of elementary school. At that time, I would write some diaries on it. At that time, I was so amazed and crying when I read what I wrote before. Now I look at it and feel speechless, but who made me bored at that time? I started writing something on the notebook, using Li Qian's pen.

Li Qian seems to be completely indifferent to material life. In his eyes, he will continue to use anything as long as he can still use it. It doesn’t matter how long it takes to use it. What does this thing look like? How can he say his pen? Ink is that ink, and the pen is also that pen. It’s that pen. The upper part of his body has disappeared, and there are some traces of bitten on it. And if you smell it carefully, there are also his saliva. If I hadn’t seen him bite the pen and spit it out, I would have thought he would have eaten it when he was too hungry. After all, he is usually a strong man, with hard skin like a stone, so there should be no problem when he eats this kind of thing, just like in a science fiction movie.

Li Qian was obviously asleep, otherwise he wouldn't have snored so loudly. I heard the sound of the door of the inner room opening. There was no door in the inner room and the lobby, so it should be Li Qian's father who went to the bathroom. Li Qian's mother was working night shift today and had never seen her since the afternoon.

I had to attend class the next day, but for my age, how long I slept at night would not affect my energy during the day. Who made me young at that time? In the middle, I changed a stick of incense and called Li Qian up when he saw that the time was almost up. He seemed to be going to school today:

"What are you doing? Why are you asking me to get up?"

I pointed at the clock:

"Get up quickly, we're going to school."

Li Qian lowered his head and continued to lie on the table:

"You are really good at joking. What kind of school is going to be? Today is still on Monday... Monday!"

He immediately raised his head, turned around and went upstairs to clean up his schoolbag and went downstairs. I also cleaned up a little, and Li Qian's father walked out of the inner room. It seemed that the father and son had the same habit, and he stayed in the toilet for a long time. He told us that if we were anxious, let's leave first, he would watch.

We didn't understand this kind of thing very well, and it was the best to have his father there to look at it.

Li Qian and I rode their bicycles on and went to school quickly. On the middle road, Li Qian told me not to tell anyone what happened yesterday. Many things are not what we think about. Many things will cause unnecessary trouble when we tell others. So it is better not to mention them like these things. Zhu Tianbao and Hisang did not see many things with their own eyes, so they definitely don’t believe them, but you are different. He told me that he had seen some incredible things when he was a child, so he understood my ideas very well.

Besides, Shin Qing and Zhu Tianbao are people who do not believe in ghosts and gods. In the future, even if we are a few of us, we should not mention these things. Just pretend that yesterday's incident did not exist at all.

Li Qian is from Class 1, and I am from Class 4. After arriving at school, I parted ways. Anyway, after morning reading class, I still chat together. In school, we often go in and out, which makes me feel safer. After all, the days in primary school made me feel a little painful. There are so many people in groups, so no one should bully us.

Wang Qi's academic performance is just as biased as mine, but both of us are against each other. I am more liberal arts and she is more serious in science. Maybe it's because my life has made me feel a little heavy and my emotions are more sensitive. And she usually looks carefree and a little boyish.

I have been like this since I was a child, and many feelings in my heart cannot be expressed to another person. This is true for my relatives and the people I like. Maybe this is the relationship between men, and I would rather be pressed on the last layer of my heart than say it out of my mouth. Maybe it is face, maybe it is shy. Later I realized that I am the former.

Wang Qi’s circle of friends is not wide, and he almost plays with the top students in the class. Of course, I can’t squeeze into the top student circle. Many people say that they are not good at grades, but they are not willing to learn. This is nonsense. The reason why they are top students is because they work harder than you, so I admit that I am a poor student.

Every day I secretly glance in Wang Qi's direction during class. Maybe many people have noticed this action. So when get out of class is over, some people will even run to me to ask me if I like her. Blushing is true, and of course I like her is true. I have written a lot of things on my notebook, and most of them are love letters I plan to write to her. It really uses all the beautiful words I can use, but none of them is handed to her.

Thinking about it now, those pages of paper are all accumulated over the years, and the so-called accumulation of strength is nothing more than this. I think of my idol, it seems that he has written a lot of love letters to his wife, so he has become such an achievement today.

When school was over in the evening, I asked Wang Qi if she would go to the square to play in the evening. She nodded so that I would have a direction in the evening. After following Li Qian home, I had some food and immediately asked him to take me to the square to play. Because Xianqing was a boarding school, he couldn't go with him. Zhu Tianbao was locked up by his parents at home and refused to let him come out. So only Li Qian and I were left. There was nothing wrong with us going together, it was just a shortage of money.

The total amount of money in the two people's pockets was only 9.50 cents, nine yuan was mine, and five cents were his. So they could only put a bottle of water in the frame in front of the electric car and drove away. Li Qian told me that if you like someone, you should pursue him with courage and effort. Tell her that you like her, otherwise you will always be a secret love. Look at Zhu Tianbao and my little aunt. They have loved each other for so many years but have never dared to confess. So, if I don't want to become the second Zhu Tianbao, I have to hurry up and get things done for him, otherwise I don't know when I can drag it.

At that time, I had an idea in my mind, which was to confess my love to her.

When we arrived in the square, there were not many people. There were only a few bare-butt children playing with mud on the square. We walked in and sat on the fake lawn. Waiting for Wang Qi to arrive, and of course we also had the pickled pepper chicken feet we saved money to buy. This thing was naturally delicious for us, after all, we could only afford this one.

The big speaker in the square was first pushed out and put it on, and the headlights next to it were turned on. After dinner, people came over one after another, most of them were couples holding hands. There were also some grandmas who came with their children, who were responsible for dancing square dances and children were responsible for playing mud.

Then there were some students from our school, and the seniors were playing basketball on the basketball court with basketball. Some classmates also came. For some reason, there were more and more classmates in the class today. I felt that it was almost impossible to call the whole class. Not long after, Wang Qi and the class monitor walked in together.

This is something I don't want to see. The boy Wang Qi had liked for a long time was also by her side. When I saw them coming, I went up to say hello. The squad leader and Jiang Hao waved their hands when they saw me. Jiang Hao is the boy Wang Qi had liked for a long time. He has single eyelids and tall figure. He is quite funny, with freckles on his face. Then his hair is a little curly. I don't understand why Wang Qi likes such a boy for so long.

We started playing games, and Li Qian found a few people he knew to play basketball. He told me if things were done, I would tell him, and if they didn't do it, I would ask him to go home, and he would comfort me.

I don’t understand the games I play today. It seems to be their Xiao Xu’s tradition. I can only play with them. Of course, I will run wherever Wang Qi runs. This way I can spend more time with her. Isn’t boys like this?

But halfway through the game, Wang Qi suddenly grabbed my hand:

"Hey, Xu Shanping, you don't like anyone."

I was asked for a moment, there was no one around, they were all playing their own games. Wang Qi was a little timid when he asked this suddenly. I didn't expect her to ask me, and I didn't think about how to answer. Seeing that I didn't answer, Wang Qi pulled my arm and pulled it:

"Tell me quickly, who do you like?"

I smiled:

"Guess."

When these three words came out of my mouth, my mind was blown up. How could I be so stupid that I could say such words like this? Isn’t it enough to tell her boldly that I like her, but Wang Qi seemed not satisfied with my answer. She continued to pull me and ask:

"Tell me quickly, who do you like!"

I looked up at her eyes:

"I like you, do you believe it or not."

Wang Qi was stunned for a while, let go of his hand and looked at me:

"Are you serious?"

I didn't continue to answer her. When I saw the squad leader running towards us, I quickly pulled her:

"Go away, they are here!"

Then when I took her away, the squad leader caught me. This game seemed very simple, and it was his turn to catch him. This game was boring, but it could also exclude the temporary boredom. By this time, I had no idea of ​​playing in my heart and my mind was very confused. I didn't know if what I said just now was right or if I was saying something wrong. What would she think? She didn't dare to look at her at that time, and she really wanted to drill her head into the crack of the ground.

Before leaving, Wang Qi called me and left her contact information to me. I was so excited at that time. Could it be that she agreed to me? I told Li Qian the news, and Li Qian told me not necessarily. There is a kind of girl in this world who likes to play with boys hanging on her. It is the kind of person who wants to refuse and still welcome. Wang Qi is a girl with good condition and good figure and good looks. The chance of being with me is not high.

Damn, if you don’t say these words earlier, you will tell me after I confessed my love!

When I got home, Li Qian went to take a cold shower. I held my cell phone and waited for Wang Qi to add my notification message. But after waiting for a long time, Li Qian asked me to put down my cell phone and play Monopoly with him. I don’t have the heart to play Monopoly with him now. Just when I was very anxious, Wang Qi agreed to my friend’s request.

To start the simple show, she told me that she was Wang Qi. Nonsense, of course I know that you are Wang Qi, and I added you personally. If you weren't Wang Qi, I would kill you if I lived forever.

Wang Qi sent a message saying: Are you serious about what you said today?”

Of course I felt happy, but because of my face, I replied something. My mind was blown up again at that time. How could I have such a low EQ? Now I think about it, I am really stupid. Fortunately, Wang Qi continued to reply:

"You just like me, are you serious?"

I calmed down for a while, thought about it carefully, and finally sent out everything I wanted to say:

"I like you, I fell in love with you before. It was during the midterm exam. I looked so beautiful when I saw you taking the exam seriously. There was a kind of good look that I couldn't say. I really like you, more real than real gold. But I didn't mean to harass you. If you don't like me, I like you, I won't disturb you."

When this passage was sent, Li Qian blamed me for saying something that made me think again. Wang Qi did not reply to the message. Li Qian told me that I was probably finished speaking like this and there was no chance. Just when I was about to pick up the water cup and use water instead of wine, I was drunk and I stopped. The phone suddenly rang. It was Wang Qi's message, which read:

"Then let's be together."

At this moment, my mind was like setting off firecrackers. I never expected that Wang Qi would agree to be with her. This was something I had never thought of since I liked her. I didn't expect that my dreams would come true. I couldn't stop laughing at that time.

"Are you serious?"

Wang Qi sent a message saying:
Chapter completed!