Later, when I remembered her appearance, I still smiled. This was told by others. I don’t even remember what happened at that time. I don’t even remember a trace of beauty except for many things that made me regret extremely.

On the day Wang Qi promised to be with me, Li Qian took me to the street to buy two cans of beer. I was actually a person who hates drinking and smoking, all because of my father. But because I was so happy that day, I came to celebrate with some adults. To be honest, at that time, my alcohol tolerance was very poor, so how bad it was. After a can of beer, I became a little fascinated. I started bragging to Li Qian about how much Wang Qi liked it, and how I chased her. I told Li Qian a lot of things I did that even Wang Qi didn’t know. Although I drank too much, I saw a hint of envy in Li Qian’s eyes.

I suddenly remembered that he had a favorite little girl in his hometown, so I closed my mouth. When Li Qian heard the sound of my stomach screaming, he went to the kitchen to help me get something for food. This is the best thing at Li Qian's house, and the food will never be broken. Especially instant noodles, Li Qian's instant noodles at home seem to be broken. After eating a box of one box, another box will appear at home immediately. Li Qian had no requirements when making instant noodles himself, and even ate them directly without water. However, when making instant noodles for me, he always added something to it. Sometimes when the egg muscles are really gone, he will put some bacon in it for me.

Li Qian is a big brother who accompanied me in my growth. He is the kind of brother who doesn't look like a good brother from the outside but over time you will understand that he is more careful than anyone else. Later, when I grew up, I never recognized anyone as brother, because in my eyes, he is the only one who can call me "big brother".

When I was in school the next day, Wang Qi and I got closer. After all, there was already a relationship in it. Even if I was embarrassed to go to Wang Qi, Wang Qi would come to me on his own initiative. Many people seemed to have discovered something, and there would always be "tsk tsk tsk" sounds around me.

Wang Qi didn't seem to have to hide it from his classmates. When people asked if the two of us were together, she nodded silently. Do you understand the feeling of security, which is that your lover is willing to admit your relationship in front of anyone. I believe many people have this feeling, and I feel so satisfied at this moment.

The class monitor and Jiang Hao soon learned about the fact that Wang Qi was with me, but this kind of thing was not interesting to them. They each had their own favorites. The class monitor liked the tall girls in the class who were very thin and it was a bit inappropriate to describe it with a slap face.

This girl is named Chen Nuo. This girl should be considered very beautiful. She is very thin, how thin is she? My deskmate told me that one time Chen Nuo was posting papers in the exam, and his hypoglycemia fell directly on him. We usually call her chopsticks and legs. This girl looks good and doesn't know how to put on makeup when she was in junior high school. She has big eyes, a small face, and a braid. She looks really good.

But at that time, I didn't like this one, and they didn't like me. Later, Chen Nuo and I became good friends. At that time, I realized that this little girl's worldview could be said to have affected me. These are all later stories. The current situation is that the squad leader and Jiang Hao asked me to go to the city with Wang Qi. They said that they often go to the city twice, but I never went there except for going with my father.

My deskmate Xu Jin seemed to be a rich second-generation. He suggested that he could treat him. He could invite him for about 1,000 yuan. At that time, 1,000 yuan was at our age, can you understand what that mean? That is the big guy, how much can we have to play with, so I agreed without thinking.

Wang Qi has no objection, anyway, everyone is empty on weekends. What do you say in school these days? It can be said that it is so happy. Even my aunt seemed to have noticed something was wrong. Once I went to the office to hand in the revised homework, she asked me if Wang Qi and I had a good relationship recently.

Of course, I smiled and told her. Could it be that I really told her? If the teacher knows this, then I will be over. Although Wang Qi told me not to tell too many people, her performance was not the case at all. As long as we were over, we were almost inseparable from get out of class, we went to the shop and took a walk together. Even when we were having dinner, she would run from her table to my table and put the chicken legs in her bowl into my bowl.

That feeling is unspeakable happiness. Sometimes in front of someone you like very much, you will feel very happy as long as she treats you a little bit. This may be a humble relationship. In a relationship, you are always passive. Of course, you are happy when you are hot, but when you are separated, you will definitely be the saddest one. In fact, for us, the most memorable thing about first love is the first person who allows you to grow quickly when you first love. This growth is like the sudden development of bones, and the soreness and cramps feel a bit similar to the sadness in our hearts.

I was looking forward to the day we went out together for a whole week, so I endured it until this day. When I got home, I asked the grandmother for fifty dollars and asked Li Qian to take me to the school gate. I was not the first to arrive, Jiang Hao and Xu Jin arrived first. After they saw me, they greeted me, and the class monitor was following me. Then we sat on the steps of the playground and started chatting, asking me how Wang Qi and I were together.

I told them the matter in the middle, and then Wang Qi appeared behind us unknowingly. Xu Jin grabbed a handful of coins from his pocket and each person put three in his hand. When we arrived, the bus only cost three yuan. So we took the coins to the bus stop at the school gate to wait for the bus. The bus arrived very quickly, and we followed Xu Jin's footsteps.

To be honest, I have never been to play with my friends. My father didn't let me go away when I was at home, and I couldn't even go out to play when he was taking a nap. If he was caught, he would definitely be beaten, so I would naturally feel a little stressed when I was blown to play with them. The first thing I took was the brunt of the brunt of the brunt, of course I was afraid of being embarrassed, and I didn't understand this or that made people find that I was a country bumpkin. The second thing was that I was afraid of making a fool of myself in front of my girlfriend. That feeling was of course the most embarrassing for a boy.

But things seemed not as serious as I thought. Because we were a little far from the city center, we could have lunch when we arrived. So we found a restaurant that looked quite expensive to eat. I was stunned when I opened the menu. How could these dishes be so expensive? I really never saw them. So when the menu came to me, I didn't dare to order the dishes. Xu Jin said we could order them, and it didn't matter if I spent all the money.

While eating, a lingerie show suddenly began to appear on the screen of the hotel. Of course, Jiang Hao looked at that place by himself. I buried my head and ate, Jiang Hao looked at me:

"Xu Shanping, why are you pretending? What are you afraid to see?"

I swallowed the meat in my mouth:

"I'm not interested in this."

Jiang Hao smiled:

"Tsk tsk tsk, you pretend, what can you do if you take a look?"

Wang Qi also looked at me:

"It's okay, you're ready, I don't care."

I didn't continue talking, just kept raising my head to continue eating. In fact, it wasn't that I didn't want to watch it, or pretended to be like in front of Wang Qi. Instead, the food here was indeed a bit delicious, and the underwear show was full of foreigners. I really didn't understand where the foreigners looked good, so I naturally had no interest.

After the meal, Xu Jin went to check out, and the meal with only a few dishes cost more than 500 yuan. This price shocked me a little. I reached into my pocket and touched my fifty yuan. After thinking about it carefully, I couldn't do anything. It seemed that my vision was still too narrow-minded. I could eat a lot of food in the town for fifty yuan, but it seemed that I couldn't do anything in the city.

After the meal, I continued to play. Xu Jin took us to another place. It looked like a big shopping mall. To be honest, this was the first time I went in to play in such a high building. Xu Jin took us to the third floor and then found an video game city. This thing is also available in the town, but it is just some coin-operated arcades and fishing machines. The video game city in the city is really interesting, with all kinds of interesting things. I usually think the most fun video game is of course the racing seats, but the racing seats here seem to be just the tip of the iceberg.

To be honest, this time I came out to play and gained a lot of knowledge and saw a lot of things I had never seen before.

Wang Qi and they both looked like they were talking and laughing, but their chat content really made me feel a little unable to interrupt. The different circles were so different that I couldn't tolerate this sentence. Although I only knew this a long time later, I had this feeling at that time. Wang Qi took good care of me and would even turn back to chat with me. But many times I really felt a little embarrassed. From eating to playing, many things were something I had never seen before, and I really didn't know what to say.

I saw many couples who were in pairs and went out here, and there was no shortage of people of our age. But they all looked like they were talking and laughing, only Wang Qi and I were chatting awkwardly from beginning to end. Do you understand the awkward conversation? It’s awkward!

I followed their butts along the way, and they were chatting in front, and I followed them forward with Wang Qi's bag alone. I don't know anything about what to do, but I don't know what it is. But there is one scene I still remember so far, and I guess I can't forget that scene when I get old.

I followed behind with my bag alone, thinking about my own affairs, and looked out of place with them. But at this moment, Wang suddenly turned around and held my hand and stopped me to walk in front. This action made me feel the warmth brought to me by the whole world. The feeling was not like the embrace of my mother, nor the toys bought by my grandmother, but a very sweet happiness. Speaking of this, many people will definitely feel that Wang Qi and I have been transferred, yes. Because of the difference in our personality and growth environment, in this relationship, I am more like the one being cared for, and she is more like a protective image.

This day was of course beautiful in general. When we went back, Wang Qi fell asleep on my shoulder. Although my arms were so numb that they were already numb after half an hour, I still didn't want to wake her up. Even when Jiang Hao and Xu Jin turned to chat with me, I told them not to wake her up. This may be the lover in love. You seem to be willing to give everything for her, as long as she laughs happily in front of you.

When we were about to arrive at school, I asked Li Qian to pick me up again in an hour. After getting off the bus, Xu Jin and Jiang Hao rode their bicycles home. The class monitor said they were going to play with Chen Nuo. I took Wang Qi's bag to take her home. This journey was already a bit familiar to me. Since we were together, our two-person world has been spent in the square, and I have taken her home every night. This feeling is indescribable and I am happy. I took her hand and walked forward slowly. The two of them said nothing, but there was an atmosphere that made me feel very comfortable.

When I walked to the bridge, I didn't know why I said something:

"If I die, what would you do."

Wang Qi thought for a while:

"If you die, I will cry next to you for three days and then leave."

I turned around and asked her:

"Why?"

Wang Qi smiled:

"Or what else can I do? Could it be that I will die with you?"

I didn't answer her. Although this question was a bit too second and inappropriate, for someone like me who is more sensitive to it, Wang Qi's answer naturally made me feel a little sad. I sent her to the doorstep, and there was no one at home and the neighbors were not at home. But Wang Qi didn't seem to want me to go in and sit, but just asked me to hug her at the doorstep and then leave.

When I grew up, I discovered that the child was in love when he was in junior high school. Holding hands and hugging was a relatively close move a long time ago. Nowadays, children are kissing and touching, and some even do things that adults can do. Thinking about it now, Wang Qi has never even kissed him at that time, and I really regret it.

Such a love is already very beautiful for me, and I am quite content. Just be able to be with what I like. Even a simple hug with a simple hand hold is very good. At least this makes me feel that she is with me, not someone else.
Chapter completed!