Lin Xiaohua's voice changed. Before, her voice was crisp and charming, but now it was deep and hoarse, with a trace of vicissitudes and unconcealable exhaustion.

Could it be that Lin Xiaohua is also getting older now? I begin to feel sorry for this girl, but what else can I do?

"You should have guessed that Lin Furui and I are both from the same village. We were both born in that not-so-glorious village - Pirate Village." Lin Xiaohua began to slowly recount a tangled past, probably because time was running out.

, so she spoke very concisely.

But I also clarified this entangled story from her narration.

It all started when Lin Furui was possessed by a god. Lin Jianguo once told me that since his son was possessed, he went to live with another family, and this family happened to be Lin Xiaohua's home.

"Most of the people who steal the village are named Lin. Just like many ordinary villages, there is always a common surname in a village. Lin Furui and I are not related, but he enjoys the highest treatment in our family because my parents

He is a fanatical believer in God. All hopes are placed on that God, do you know why?"

"Because of me, I am their only daughter. I have been in poor health since I was a child. I couldn't walk at a young age. When I got older, it became more serious. Most of the time, I could only lie in bed and wait for someone to take care of me. However, my condition was...

I don’t know. My father loves my mother very much, and my mother can no longer give birth due to physical reasons, so who doesn’t want their daughter to be healthy? The all-powerful God has become their only hope, so they

Naturally, he became a fanatical believer."

"Maybe it's because of this, or maybe it's because our family's situation is simpler than other families. We don't have many relatives, just me, my parents. When God chose where to 'grow up', he chose us.

Home. This is where the entanglement begins.”

From Lin Xiaohua's narration, I can imagine what kind of condescending treatment God received in their family.

But the truth is far more exaggerated than I imagined. The people who robbered the village were rich, and their lives must be unimaginable by other villages in the land of China. Even in troubled times, they lived a stable and prosperous life, not to mention other things.

In other words, food and clothing are both good. Even if the clothes are not made of silk and satin, they are still exquisite. The food they eat is not delicacies, but they are rich in fish and meat.

But for God, how dare Lin Xiaohua's parents let him live the same life as other people in the village? It is always much higher.

Therefore, since God came, the life of Lin Xiaohua's family has changed. The most delicious food was given to Lin Xiaohua before, but when God came, it was given to God. Even many of them were things that Lin Xiaohua had never seen or eaten before.

Whatever clothes are made, they are always given to God first, and they are always the best.

"At that time, I was just a little girl who often lay in bed. Like other children, my world was very simple. There was nothing godly or godless, and I didn't understand any status differences. What was different from other children was that

, my world is also very lonely, I have no friends, no brothers and sisters, all I have is me

Parents. Children’s thoughts are always simple. I don’t understand anything. I just feel that my parents don’t love me anymore. You know, God at that time was just the image of a child.” Lin Xiaohua’s voice

It's very lonely, as if I have returned to that time, when I could only lie in bed when I was young.

I can imagine her sadness at that time, but she didn't dare to cry too much with her parents, so she could only endure all these doubts silently.

Children who are born with defects, if they are not extreme, are afraid of sensitivity and premature maturity. Obviously Lin Xiaohua belongs to the latter. She is uneasy about having a healthy-looking brother take away her love, but compared with this uneasiness, it is even bigger.

The biggest fear is fear of being abandoned by parents.

"At that time, I never understood the love my parents gave me, and I didn't know at all that the fundamental reason why they were so devoted to God was all because of me. Unfortunately, they left too early, and I understood it too late." Lin Xiaohua

The voice revealed a hint of sadness and irreversibility

regret, but compared to Lin Furui, this woman is much more free and easy. After the silence, she chuckled and said lightly: "However, there is always reincarnation in this heaven, and I owe them

, I will pay it back sooner or later, I am not in a hurry, I just want to pay it back."

I don’t know what to say about this woman, but her state of mind should really be worthy of my admiration to some extent.

But I have a question, why did Lin Xiaohua’s parents leave so early when they treat God so much? Thinking of this, I couldn’t help but ask.

Lin Xiaohua, however, played with the ends of her hair leisurely and said to me: "We always have to talk, you idiot, why are you so anxious?"

I never turned around to look at Lin Xiaohua, but out of the corner of my eye, I accidentally saw the ends of Lin Xiaohua's hair. It was shockingly gray. I didn't feel anything else. The only feeling I had was heartache. What could be more cruel than this?

I watched this woman wither in front of me, but there was nothing I could do.

Lin Furui's side has fallen silent. He is holding Lin Jianguo, whether he has passed away or is still alive. I don't know whether the wind blows from their bodies leaning against each other and lifts the ends of their clothes and hair, as if they are also telling the story of his life.

The grudges are over, the deceased has passed away, and I send you my farewell condolences.

But Lin Xiaohua never glanced at him. There was a kind of death in her heart that was terrible, even though she was still telling his and her story.

The little girl who neither cried nor fussed, but was just silently restless, her parents who tried to please, and the God who was always cold and aloof lived together under such a roof, until one day two months later, things changed a little bit.

It was a small detail at a dinner table. It was a normal day, but there was still a special dish prepared on the dinner table, which was for God.

It is a rare thing in the northwest. It is always due to the vagueness of memory. Lin Xiaohua does not remember it. She only remembers her strong desire to eat it at that time, but how dare she make a fuss? She was afraid of seeing the reproachful eyes of her parents.

Seeing God's aloof indifference, he completely ignored her contempt.

However, that day, God turned his head, his eyes were gentle for the first time, and he looked at Lin Xiaohua who was being held in the arms of Lin Xiaohua's mother and being fed with a little curiosity, and said softly: "

Do you want to eat this?"

Lin Xiaohua remembered that sentence for a long time, because when God came to her house, he didn't say a word to her at all, and looked at her with a cold and condescending look.

She had no idea that this boy could look at her with such soft eyes and speak softly and gently.

"Maybe it's because I've been alone for too long? I've never seen anyone be gentle to me except my parents? Or maybe it's because he's always been so aloof, and suddenly he lowered his airs and asked me like this, and I was too 'mean'

I was flattered. In short, at that glance and question, I suddenly felt that he was so kind and good-looking, and I will never forget it." When Lin Xiaohua talked about this time, there was a smile in her voice, which was very small and beautiful.

A seed was put into my heart at a young age.

Faced with such a gentle inquiry, Lin Xiaohua's world seemed to be illuminated by a ray of sunshine, which gave her courage. She actually said "hmm" in a daze, completely forgetting what she had warned herself to be sensible and more careful.

Be good, why can't you argue with your little brother?

Lin Xiaohua's "hmm" made Lin Xiaohua's mother panic. She subconsciously slapped Lin Xiaohua, not hard, but urgently. She kept saying, "Why are you so ignorant?"

He smiled apologetically and flatteringly at God.

Was it an apologetic smile? Lin Xiaohua was just guessing, but she was really frightened. Looking at her father's reproachful look, she felt that she would be abandoned in the next second.

But when her mother raised her hand again, it was caught by God. He simply said: "Don't hit her, she is very good." Then, he let go of Lin Xiaohua's mother's hand.

Then, he reached out and took several chopsticks to pick up the dish that Lin Xiaohua wanted to eat. Then he smiled gently at her and said, "Let's eat together."

"This is a scene that I will never forget in my life, and it was also the first encounter between me and Lin Furui. You should have guessed that in two months, all I saw was God, because when Lin Furui was awake, he always

He wanted to go back to his home, but he didn’t go back that day. The first time I met him was in the past two months.

After that, I still remember the feeling at that time. In despair, a pair of hands pulled you out and gently fulfilled your little wish. At that moment, he was God, and God has never been God.

"The smile in Lin Xiaohua's voice became heavier. If I could look at her at this moment, her eyes would be open.

Could it be that what is revealed is unbreakable affection? But what is pitiful is that he is so good in the memories, but in reality he is no longer there, so what kind of pain is that?
Chapter completed!