A long dream.

In my dream, Sutho saw himself in the original world.

Compared to most unfortunate people, Suto doesn't feel very unfortunate.

But not everyone generalizes the word "unfortunate". There are people who have a good family and career that are smooth sailing, but they choose to end their lives when they encounter a little setback. People who live at the bottom of the house don't even have a meal to take care of a full meal naturally won't understand why they give up everything because of such irrelevant trivial matters.

Suthor considers himself the former.

Although he lost his parents since childhood, Su Tuo has successfully reached adulthood with the help of some relatives and compensation.

Later, he received an admission letter from Northwest University of Science and Technology with excellent results.

It is logical that there is nothing dissatisfaction with it. Family affection has been lost before I could experience it. Apart from envying those with happy families at some point, it is actually no big deal. Relatives are all very good to Su Tou.

At first, even Su Tuo himself didn't know what he was feeling.

Until the first thought was over, a relative said sincerely: "Suto, now you can relax properly and don't force yourself so much."

He suddenly understood.

In the years before this, I studied hard and worked hard just to prevent those who helped me from disappointing them.

Then now this goal has been achieved.

Why do you live?

Some people may say that the problem of "living" is too big, and thinking about this kind of problem is meaningless. If everyone thinks about this kind of problem, society would have collapsed long ago.

But Sutho can't do it.

He must have a goal to work for it, otherwise he would always think in vain, as terrifying as if he could not get out of a dark dungeon.

Anyone who knows wants to contribute to the country at the Chinese Academy of Sciences, wants to spend his life in an ordinary way, wants to temporarily change careers and become an actor, and wants to become a great doctor, everyone has a goal to strive for.

Everyone can talk big about what they want to do, and the excited look she reveals makes Su Tor yearn for.

But no.

After searching for everything I could do, Suto couldn't find what he wanted.

I began to become more and more frightened.

To be precise, it is to feel that every minute and every second of life is just a meaningless waste of time and life in vain.

Su Tor knew that he was pretentious.

But rather than living in vain, he would rather be a person at the bottom of life. At least they still have the pursuit of food in their eyes.

Perhaps someone who needs a pillar other than himself is a cowardly and vulnerable little person. But it is undeniable that Su Tor knows that he is such a weak existence.

later.

Maybe God also felt that he was too pretentious, so he simply let himself come to this world after a break.

Although I thought it was impossible to be a lucky thing at first.

But after communicating with Saya, he also thought about really teaching her knowledge and integrating her into the human circle. Because this is her world, he has such an obligation to come here.

Think about it carefully, if you do not perform such an obligation, then what should you do?

If you fail to fulfill your obligation to come here, it may be no different from your original life. Su Tor understands this deeply.

But why does such a difficult supporting role pop up?

If there was no reading file, she would definitely be a poor person who started by blood and made herself realize Sayya's cruelty.

But that logic is not working. If you can't read the file, you will be just a supporting role and it is impossible for you to leave the hospital alive.

So, she can only be a supporting role?

Always making decisions.

Always doing what you think is right.

In the past, I still kept this way after coming to this world.

But now.

Su Tuo held Xia Li'er and listened to her slight breathing like a small bellows.

Can she burst out the light that makes her ashamed, really just a supporting role?

Has anyone defined this way?

The system has not said it, Sayya has not said it, and passers-by have never said it, and no one except himself has said it that way.

It's like this.

Because no one asks for it, he will fall into confusion.

I just thought nonsense about the system saying that I would help Saya, and nonsense about the danger that she shouldn't be involved.

Looking back, I always thought this way.

But wasn’t it because of her thinking that she was buried underground and erected a tombstone?

The black and white photos are inversely proportional to the vivid and warm people in front of them.

I still remember the cold touch of the tombstone when I put the bouquet of flowers, and I remember the flowers that were swept up by the wind flew high and fell far away.

Maybe at that time I had silently accepted the fact that she was dead. Because it would be meaningless to not accept it.

But after re-owned, Suto no longer wanted to try to recall that situation.

Nothing can be saved.

It's small that can't be done.

If you think about a different way of thinking, is it actually the safest thing to hold her around?

"Yeah......"

It seemed that because the posture was not comfortable enough, the person in his arms bowed down and leaned inside.

Just by lowering her head, she could see the corner of her mouth slightly raised. Maybe she had some good dreams.

If you want to keep the previous idea and always insist on "protecting" her, then you should wake her up mercilessly now and let her get out in the most disgusting tone.

Su Tou began to hate himself.

Probably, from asking her to go home together, going out to buy things together, to acquiesced her to lie beside her, and even taking the initiative to let her go into the room to continue.

This itself shows that you have made a choice. If you know that it is correct to let her get out, then what will you do later?

Perhaps, this is what people often call the idea of ​​the nature.

It’s not because of who said it, but because it comes from the heart.

Because I don't want to do that anymore.

So what if it is incorrect?

In fact, no matter what you do, no one will jump out and accuse yourself of being wrong in this way. That's right, everything depends on yourself.

Can't you make a choice by yourself?

No.

No one will stop someone who can make a choice. No one can stop it except yourself.

No one in this world stipulates who is the necessary heroine and who is the supporting role who will leave early. If you have to decide the main and secondary ones.

So···

Su Tor looked at Xia Li'er's quiet face.

It would be better to have two heroines. No one said that this could not be done.

Not long after, Xia Li'er woke up.

She felt a cool face, and subconsciously reached out and touched the pillow, which was wet.

"Ah this..."

"Turn, wake up! Your saliva is soaked in my face!"

She pushed Su Tou down.

"That's the tears that I shed for you who are too pitiful."

"I believe it! I hope you can change the pillow and sleep before sleeping! The skin will be corroded by saliva!"

"Do you think saliva is equivalent to sulfuric acid?"

“There is not a big difference!”

"Even if it will corrode, but that's what's my business."

"That's undoubtedly a worse injury to me who is not liked by you. The only plus point for appearance is gone. Please...

"Shut up."

Su overdrafted up and changed into a pillow: "If your face is corroded, I might have to accept you because of my sense of responsibility."

"ah···"

"Well, can I change the pillow back? I suddenly felt that the pillow just now seemed to be more comfortable than this one."

"Get arguing again and go out and turn left."

"oh."

Xia Lier paused and asked carefully: "Do you don't hate me so much now?"

"There will not be any emotion to the tool man."

"That's it..."
Chapter completed!