Chapter 44: The Unnecessaryness of Love(1/2)
"I'm sure I don't know much about it."
"The so-called girls, especially those who care about them, can find a lot of things even if they change their tone or movement."
Before Su To could think about what to say, Xia Lier had already hugged him tightly and pressed him tightly on his chest.
The valley seemed to be filled with sin, and was distorted by pressure from the outside that it could not resist.
Su Tou was a little breathless. This was definitely not because of some obscene reason, or it might suddenly have a little anemia and shortness of breath.
"You definitely don't hate me that much."
"Otherwise it would be impossible to keep me in this position and hold me like this, so I need me."
"hey-hey."
"It's really fun to feel like you need it for the first time."
Listening to her gentle voice, Su Tou felt something that had been going on for a long time had broken.
But he said nothing, just hugged her back slightly.
"that···"
"It feels like I've moved a little, and I feel hot through my pants..."
"Don't move."
Sutho said: "If this continues, it will be you. I won't pity the tool man."
"No, this is not logical!"
Xia Lier twisted her legs and said with a sensation: "Since she is a tool, how can she feel pain as a tool!"
"What were you thinking at that time?"
"when?"
"In the fifth grade, I stood by them on the podium and watched them read the love letters I wrote, and watched me run out of the classroom alone."
"ah···"
Xia Li'er stopped moving all of a sudden.
"Already...remember it?"
"Um."
Su Tuo's face was calm and she reached out to play with the ends of her single ponytail hair.
"That's when."
Xia Li'er was probably afraid of losing something, so she unconsciously grabbed Su Tor's clothes on her back and increased her strength a little.
"I'm scared."
"I clearly had a clear answer in my mind when I asked me, but when I saw their eyes, I was afraid and didn't dare to say it."
"I... was really useless at that time, timid and cowardly, and dared not say anything."
"Fear and isolated."
"Yixin made an excuse for himself, thinking that it would be fine if he explained it carefully afterwards."
"But after I was rejected for communication, I suddenly understood."
"What would happen to me if I exchanged my position with Tou? I would definitely be disappointed with everyone and would become no one wants to believe it anymore. Maybe the world of resentment may be possible."
"I hate me at that time. I always wanted to make up for it. If I stayed by the side since then, maybe I could really make up for something because I was earlier."
"I really hate myself at that time."
"I don't have even a little courage. I keep listening to my mother and everyone. Junior high school wants to continue to stay by your side and try to make up for the mistakes, but my mother ordered me to go to girls' middle school because I have never disobeyed. After saying that I wanted to go to your school, I dare not say anything again."
"I was useless like this, and it was not until the end of high school that I finally had the courage to resist."
"And this courage is because I met someone on the last day of the high school order to fill out the application form. I think if I don't do anything this time."
"Probably, I can't make up for any little more in my life."
"sorry."
"Whatever I say now is a hindsight."
After saying that, her body was trembling. It was probably the most critical thing, and she began to think about the things she avoided being exposed and uneasy.
It's like a prisoner waiting to be judged.
"Congratulations, you've made a successful advancement."
Su laughed.
“Eh?”
"You have risen from tool man to human identity."
"Can you advance to another level?"
"sure."
"Really?!"
"Um."
Sutho paused and said, "Congratulations, in my eyes, you have advanced from a human to a woman's identity."
"Don't tease me..."
“Wow…”
She burst into tears.
"Hey, hey, it's just teasing you. There's no need to cry like this, right? If the neighbors hear it, they might think I'm doing."
"Woo... I'm the neighbor."
“···”
"If you make a noise, you will cancel your right to be a pillow."
"It's not a pillow..."
"Forget it, I won't comfort people anyway. Just cry, cry, if you are tired, - um?!"
Su Tor looked at his pretty face, which was so close to him, and his wet eyelashes made him understand.
I was kissed again.
This fucking...
It's simply unbearable!
He did it as soon as she wanted to end it, Su Tor turned over and pressed her down and continued.
"Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Xia Li'er's eyes widened.
As if I saw something incredible, my shoulders were still trembling slightly.
But I immediately understood.
This is the kindness I have been pursuing for all my strength. This is a scene I have seen countless times in my dream.
It's really happening now.
"Ha ha···"
After parting, Xia Lier finally stopped crying, but her eyes were blurred and breathing.
"suck···"
Su Tor saw her sucking the shiny thing on her lips back, and her scalp suddenly became numb.
"through."
"I want it."
"Don't--"
This person was so confused that he lost his mind. Su Tor felt her crazy introspection and absorption, and fully understood this.
But what about it.
Yes, for myself, this is a reunion after experiencing the opposite of life and death that only I can experience.
For her, it was even more a knot that took seven years to untied.
The reason why I asked such a question is not what answer Sutho wanted.
The purpose is just to make her unhappy her knot.
And the real answer.
Su Tou had already been at the door of the previous hotel, and got it when she was lying on her own and blocking the knife for her.
To be continued...