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Chapter Seven: The Pain of Growth

Chapter 7 The Sorrow of Growth

Yes, I am Zhao Meiren! The slender legs in the pictures and videos are mine, and the unobstructed lower body that makes netizens criticize and drool is mine. Unfortunately, netizens failed to see clearly.

My face, my breasts, my ass, otherwise they will beat their chests because they, as men, have not been able to kiss me. They will definitely envy my rich brother to death, and then they will understand why he always likes to call me beauty.

My original name was not Zhao Yan, my real name was Zhao Xuemei, and I was born in Shuiwan Village, Zhaojia Town. I was born in the first month of 1981, and it was a cold year. Just after the Lantern Festival, it snowed heavily for three consecutive days, and the mountains, ridges, and villages were all covered with snow.

There was snow all over the house, and every household was hiding in the wooden house and did not dare to go out. It was really like "birds flew away from thousands of mountains, and people disappeared from thousands of paths." The old people said that they had never seen such heavy snow, and it should be a once-in-a-hundred-year event.

, I guess there was a sign from the sky. Sure enough, three days later, the ancient red plum tree at the east end of the village that had not bloomed for more than 100 years actually bloomed overnight! Then, I was born on the morning of the red plum blossoms. It happened to be at this time

Mr. Yi Changchun passed by here and stopped in front of the red plum tree. He stared at it for a long time before he walked into my house and said to my parents: "Your daughter has acquired the essence of ancient plum trees. From now on, she will look very charming. She will have a wonderful life."

The world changes with prosperity and prosperity." Both my parents were illiterate and did not understand what the gentleman said, so they asked tremblingly: "May I ask you, sir, whether it is a blessing or a curse?" The gentleman said: "Blessings and disasters are all in one thought. Today I am destined to give you a gift.

Two words from the woman: There is no sound in the snow, and there are traces of the plum blossoms blooming and falling. I hope she can take care of herself." My parents thanked the husband, and then took two words from the husband's words as my name: Xuemei.

Since I was born, I have been white and rosy, and my whole body is as crystal clear as white jade. Therefore, the villagers believed what Mr. Changchun said and thought that I was possessed by the plum spirit and that I was an unlucky person. But my parents did not think so.

, they really treat me as a gem given by God and take good care of me. My family belongs to the poor and lower-middle peasants. My grandparents died of starvation on the roadside during the natural disasters three years ago. Even though the land was decentralized after 1981, the family still does not have enough food or clothing.

, my elder sister Zhao Xiaofang is yellow and skinny, and looks more like a monkey than a human. When I was four years old, my elder sister was already ten years old. Her parents had no money to send her to school, so she helped her parents chop wood and make fires all day long.

, hunting pig grass, and every night when I come back, I only eat red potatoes and potatoes, and I have no regrets. But I don’t have rice or even a bowl, and I don’t even eat noodles. I never eat red potatoes, potatoes and other things that pigs eat. As soon as I arrive

During meal time, I cried and fussed until my throat became hoarse and my tears dried up. My mother had no choice but to humbly go around the village to borrow rice. My sister loved me and saved her share of white rice for me to eat. So, I

I was so fat and fat while my sister was skinny and skinny. That year, in order to allow the family to harvest two more loads of rice a year, my father took a sickle and went to the foot of the mountain to cut down our forest and open up wasteland for farming. No, the village bully Tuesday

Mao had already taken a liking to our woodland and wanted to use it to grow honeysuckle, so he took the opportunity to attack, insisting that my father had cut down the forest and destroyed the feng shui of his family's ancestral graves next to it, and wanted to use my woodland as compensation. Dad refused to die.

On Tuesday Mao led three brothers from their family to break my father's left leg, carried him into the house and walked away. After that, my family's woodland became the honeysuckle field of Tuesday Mao's family. Naturally, my mother refused to do it and went to find her several times.

The village chief commented that the village chief had dealt with the situation carelessly. Due to the overwhelming power of the Mao family on Tuesday, the parents had no choice but to break their teeth and swallow blood.

Although I was only four years old at the time, I thought it was unfair that my father’s leg was broken, and that piece of forest land was also unfairly lost. If I can’t beat others, if I can’t be ruthless, I will have to be wronged. So, I secretly made up my mind that when I grow up, I will definitely be wronged.

If you want to make others feel wronged, you must never make yourself feel wronged.

When I was six years old, I was very good-looking and well-spoken, so my parents sent me to the primary school in the town. My sister has never been able to go to school. She is already twelve years old. Although she is a bit thin, she is

Her development has been normal, her breasts have gradually become taller, and she often wears two shiny black braids. She looks just like Miss Xiaofang in "There is a Girl in the Village Called Xiaofang". My sister grew up to fourteen years old, and like other girls in the village

Similarly, the body began to become fuller, especially the pair of breasts on the chest, which were like bamboo shoots in spring. They pushed up the clothes so high that they were almost torn out. There were no bras to buy on the street at that time, and some girls took one.

White or red cloth tied the breasts from behind, and some simply left them alone and let them bounce freely. My sister was already a big laborer at that time, and because she was busy with farming all day, she had no time to take care of the eye-catching breasts on her chest. This way

Later, the village chief, nicknamed Rugou, used his eyes to take care of my sister's free breasts every day. My sister went down to the river to wash vegetables every day, and the village chief Rugou would follow her down to the river carrying a muddy radish. One day, my sister went down to the river to wash vegetables.

Asked: "Uncle Rugou, why do you have to wash a radish every day?" Rugou Village Chief said: "Miss Xiaofang, wash the radish and eat it. I have been eating one radish a day since I was forty years old." My sister didn't.

Jie Di asked: "The radish is not delicious, so why do you want to eat one radish a day?" Rugou Village Chief smiled: "Eating a radish a day makes your body strong. Only when your body is strong can you have the strength to do things." My sister was even more puzzled.

He opened his watery eyes and asked, "What are you doing? It's so strange, you have to be strong to do it." Rugou Village Chief put his face close to his sister, stared at her chest with his round eyes, looking through the thin summer

The really good shirt, like a dog, saw two bright red attractive grapes, and said with a lewd expression: "Just do this, you come home with me, I guarantee that you will enjoy doing things every day." My sister said with a swipe.

He blushed, lowered his head and finished washing the vegetables and left quickly. Looking at the back of his sister walking away, the village chief smacked his drool-filled lips like a dog, and stuck out his tongue to lick it left and right like a dog, with an excited look on his face.

Although hybrid rice was available in those years, many families in the village were unable to eat meat. My family was also unable to eat meat. We usually only ate it once every three or four months and only bought some during the holidays. It was when I was growing that I had no meat to eat, which made me

He and his sister were so greedy for meat that they thought about it day and night. When the village chief found out that his sister wanted to eat meat, he stopped bringing radishes and took a pig's foot to wash in the river every day. He was so greedy that his sister swallowed saliva along the way. Like a dog

The village chief asked his sister to go to his house every day to eat pig's feet. The sister knew that the village chief Rugou wanted to do something, so she was afraid and refused to go. But the meat was too tempting, and her desire to eat meat finally defeated her desire for the village chief Rugou.

Out of fear, my sister exchanged her most precious virginity for a meal of meat one night.

That night, my sister came home late at night dragging her tingling body. I was frightened by her bloody lower body. I asked my sister: "Does it hurt?" My sister said: "It hurts." But my sister didn't feel it all night.

She cried out in pain, and the next day she still cooked and washed clothes, went up the mountain to collect pigs and grass, and went down to the river to wash vegetables. My sister used her strength to cover up the pain of losing her virginity. One night many days later, my sister went to the chief's house in Rugou Village again and came home late at night.

There was no pain or joy at that time. In the next two or three months, my sister went to the head of Rugou Village every few days to have a meal of meat and let Rugou do something that made people happy. Doing things is supposed to make men and women happy, so I

But I never saw my sister's joy. On the contrary, my sister lost all laughter. She lowered her head every day when passing through the village, and she also lowered her head and remained silent at home. Soon, she could no longer hide the shameful things, and her sister's

As her belly swelled day by day, everyone in the village knew about her sister's scandal. Her parents lost their face and beat her up like crazy. Then they asked a matchmaker to ask around and found a thirty-seven or eight-year-old girl in a neighboring village.

A disabled bachelor who was born with boxing hands. On the day my sister got married, there were no firecrackers. I went to say goodbye to my sister, and she said to me in tears: "Sister, I am wrong. I can't live up to my parents. You must win glory for your parents in the future."

." I nodded and watched my sister leave home sadly. I didn't expect that the wedding day would be the last time my sister and I would see each other. Half a year later, the matchmaker came to my house in a panic to announce the funeral, saying that my sister had committed suicide by drinking medicine. It turned out that,

After my sister got pregnant and got married, she never had a good day. She was insulted and beaten every day. In the end, she couldn't bear the torture and had no choice but to drink medicine and commit suicide.

The year my sister died was the first time I shed tears and the last time I shed tears. My sister used her life to teach me the first lesson of being a woman. In order to eat a meal of meat, my sister sacrificed her chastity (that

I still don’t know what chastity is, but I feel from the disdainful looks of my neighbors that it should be the most precious thing in a woman’s life). In the end, I even sacrificed my life. Such a cheap pursuit is doomed to suffer the consequences for my sister. In the bizarre scene

In our society, everyone wants to eat "meat". As a woman, you cannot sacrifice yourself for such a little bit of "meat". Although I had just had menarche that year, I vaguely understood that women eat "meat".

The highest principle of "meat" is that you must see the richest "meat" before giving yourself.


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