After my sister died, I suddenly grew up. I think that as a human being, I need to be a person who will not be bullied and a person who has "meat" to eat. I need to be as powerful as Tuesday Mao and as powerful as the village chief.
rights, so I wanted to study hard and change my fate as a poor and lower-middle peasant through reading. I finally got into the famous Nitan Middle School in Youzhou County with excellent results.
As soon as I entered junior high school, my body began to undergo earth-shaking changes. My breasts were as high as my sister's before. Many nights, I secretly pressed them hard with my hands and strangled them with cloth strips, trying to get rid of them.
I pressed it back to its original flat state, but it was really like a bamboo shoot that broke out of the ground. It was impossible to knock it back into the ground with a hoe. It wasn’t until I learned about physiological hygiene in the second grade of junior high school that I realized that the changes in my body are called puberty.
Development. I developed very well, better than many girls in the same class. I was as tall as a bamboo, and my butt was as swollen as a pumpkin. I soon had an awkwardly curved figure, using today’s sexy words.
To describe it, it means protrusion and curvature. After the physiological hygiene class, I began to truly realize that I am a woman, I am a virgin, I have precious virginity, and I also have beauty and beauty that ordinary women do not have. I think,
These are the original capital given to me by God as a woman.
I was already very pretty, and puberty made me even more beautiful, so I naturally became the object of pursuit by my male classmates. But at that time, the school was very strict, and few male students dared to boldly pursue female students. Most of them would write love in private.
Letter. I received more than 300 love letters, but I didn’t reply to any of them. My sister’s death made me understand that I can’t spend my youth prematurely. The male classmates in school can ignore them, and those young monsters in society can
But it cannot be dismissed easily. It was already 1997. Different from the quietness of the 1980s, various industries and social activities began to become active, resulting in many young gangsters who did not have regular jobs after graduating from junior high school. They formed gangs and worked together all day long.
They make a living by cheating and abducting people or helping others fight to collect debts. Most of the time when they have nothing to do, the young demons sneak into various middle schools to find female students to play with. They specifically look for female students who don't like to study and are lazy to work. Of course,
It has to be a bit pretty. It is said that the young demons first played with the female students in the name of boyfriend and girlfriend, and after they tricked the female students into going to bed, everyone took turns, and finally brought the female students into the county town to make chickens with coercion and inducement.
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At that time, several female students were deceived into the county every semester by young demons, and there were also some in our class. I remember that the female student’s name was Tian Yiyi. She came from the desolate and remote Mashangou area. She lived on campus and only went to school every weekend.
Once home. Tian Yiyi's family was poor and far away from home. Under the temptation of Shao Yaomao, she became obsessed with the life of good food and clothing outside school. As soon as she entered the third grade of junior high school, she hung out with Shao Yaomao. At first, it was just every weekend.
I went to the county town, and then I often skipped classes, and finally disappeared without a trace. After the school called the police, the police took Tian Yiyi's parents and caught Tian Yiyi in a nightclub called Chunxiang Hair Salon in the county town, but Tian Yiyi had been poisoned.
It was so deep that I didn’t want to go back to the poor Mashangou Valley with my parents, so I jumped out of the car and ran away. Later I probably went to Guangzhou or Xiamen with the wave of migrant workers.
I was targeted by Shaoyaomao after the Tian Yiyi incident. They were probably attracted by my beautiful appearance and then targeted me. They waited for me at the school gate every day, trying to strike up a conversation with me. I couldn’t say a word.
I ignored them because I knew that once I started talking to them, it would be like planting rice in a paddy field and being bitten by a locust. I couldn't get rid of them even if I wanted to. They were unwilling to let me go and followed me all the way home. Later, they became more and more bold.
They grabbed my schoolbag, pulled my hand, and pulled my skirt. I felt in danger. I felt that I had to find someone to scare them to protect myself. My parents definitely couldn't do it, and the school wouldn't protect me every day.
Then I thought of Zhang Guoxiong from the second class next door. He is the son of Zhang Hongbing, the armed forces minister of Zhaojia Town. He and I walk on the same road home every day, but his home is closer than mine. Zhang Guoxiong is tall and burly, but not kind.
Words. Every day he follows me, taking his time and keeping a certain distance. From the look in his eyes every time he secretly glances at me, I have already understood his first love for me. A girl looking for a boy is just a matter of words.
I took the initiative to find Zhang Guoxiong and directly asked him to send me home every day. He was dumbfounded for a moment, then nodded like a chicken pecking at rice and smiled, "Yeah, yeah, yeah." After that, the young demons saw him for several days in a row.
Zhang Guoxiong and I walked together like a couple, and then we were overwhelmed by the power of the Armed Forces Minister Zhang Hongbing and quietly retreated.
It was high school in the blink of an eye, and Zhang Guoxiong and I were both successfully admitted to Youzhou No. 1 Middle School in the county. After entering high school, I had completely transformed into a tall and graceful girl, with my breasts erect and my legs
Slender, especially a soft melon-seed face, even if she doesn't smile, she is charming. Many boys have praised me in person by saying "the moon is shy of the flowers, the fish is sinking and the geese are falling" to make me smile. This has never happened in Youzhou No. 1 Middle School.
For a beautiful student like me, I naturally became the school beauty in the eyes of male students and male teachers. But being a school beauty is not easy. After becoming a school beauty, I was soon forced to give up my original idea of changing my destiny through reading.
, because male students came to me every day, and many male students kept pestering me, which made me tired of coping. I no longer had the time and energy to study seriously. Only then did I understand why students with good academic performance always failed.
Pretty girls were almost always poor students at the same level as mediocre-looking girls. Soon, my grades plummeted, and I had to give up my roadmap to study, study, and work.
The high school campus is completely different from the junior high school campus. Boys and girls are all seventeen or eighteen years old. It is when the warblers are flying and the grass is growing. The tree-lined campus has become a love garden. During the day and night, there are couples and students wandering among the leaves and flowers.
Some even ate the forbidden fruit secretly on campus. There were 6 girls in our dormitory, and four of them all cheated on their boyfriends. Only He Qinqin and I didn’t cheat. One of the four girls did it because her boyfriend invited her to eat.
After a bowl of rice tofu, one of them committed suicide because of watching a movie, and the other two said they wanted to explore the mysteries of the human body. The four of them usually go to the dormitory late at night. On weekends, they basically stay in a room with their boyfriends and return home.
When I was in school, my face was filled with a spring that would never fade. In my heart, I felt bad for them, but what was even more worthless was that there were a few girls who wore heavy makeup. They had no money, so they went out to work as escorts for two days on weekends to earn some money to buy things.
New clothes. There are also girls who hook up with male teachers and act like they are domineering in front of their classmates. They are not only shameless but also proud. These all make me despise. God’s creation is not meant to be wasted, but to try every means possible.
Get the most out of it.
If the school beauty doesn't play boyfriend and always rejects suitors, then she is in danger everywhere. Zheng Haitu, who is one level above me, is the "wolf dog" that everyone in the school fears. He has entangled with three or four brothers.
On campus, he intimidated fellow juniors and juniors into cheating, cheating, drinking, fighting, and stealing money. He pestered me over and over again, so he came up with evil ideas. On a dark and stormy night, Zheng Haitu and several boys blocked me in the way of going back to the dormitory.
On the tree-lined path, they surrounded me and put on a scary look of "wolf dogs eating people". I was really frightened at the time. The "wolf dogs" covered my mouth and said viciously: "You either agree to do it
My girlfriend, I will let you taste the power of these buddies tonight!" I thought that the "wolf dog" was not so rampant that he would dare to rape me on campus, so I shook my head and refused to do so. I didn't want to be a "wolf dog"
Seriously, he waved his hand, and several boys rushed up and tore my clothes. I couldn't scream, so I had to struggle desperately and scream "Ahhhh". At this time, a flashlight light suddenly came directly over, and our school's
Security teacher An Hexing shouted: "What are you doing?" Then the "wolf dogs" fled.
The most dangerous time was when I was about to graduate. Principal Hu Neng called me to the office to fill in the college entrance examination application. When I was immersed in writing, Hu Neng suddenly hugged me from behind and quickly grabbed and rubbed my chest with both hands.
I was stunned and didn’t dare to shout. When I was at a loss, Chinese teacher An Hexing knocked on the door again: “Principal Hu, we just received a notice from the Education Committee asking us to do a good job in security during the college entrance examination.
Please give me some instructions." An Hexing rescued me again. I stood downstairs waiting for An Hexing to come over and thanked him. An Hexing smiled, patted me on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, don't worry.
, I will always be by your side from now on." I was secretly surprised when I heard that An Hexing often followed me. I really don't know what his intentions were.
I suddenly felt that An Hexing was also a terrible person. I didn’t expect that the school, which was hailed as a holy land of civilization, was full of “wolf dogs” in sheep’s clothing and wild beasts scurrying around everywhere. But I was just because I looked pretty.
, and became their prey without any choice. After thinking about it, I felt that if I wanted to avoid being coveted by wild beasts, I had to become a hunter myself.