[69 Book Bar - www.] "These are the clothes left by the college students who came to us before. You should wear them first." When Yan Huan was about to take a shower, Dean Huang brought her clothes.
Yan Huan smiled gratefully: "Thank you, Dean Huang."
"After taking a shower, come and have something to eat. You haven't had lunch yet?" Dean Huang said.
Yan Huan had no appetite, so she simply cleaned up and put on a round-collared white shirt with seven-length cotton pants underneath. Her hair was still wet, so she came out with a towel.
Dean Huang happened to come over: "Relax first, Lele will be fine..."
"Thank you." Yan Huan concentrated on seeing Lele and walked to the room.
She gently opened the door, and through the crack in the door she saw Xiao Moshu sitting by the bed, holding her daughter's hand and kissing it. He murmured a few words from time to time, but she couldn't really hear what he was saying.
Xiao Moshu felt her coming, raised his head, put his daughter's hand under the quilt, and slowly walked to the door and came out.
"Huanhuan...I'm sorry...but..." Xiao Moshu's voice was also hoarse.
"I'm going in to see Lele..." Yan Huan interrupted her coldly and pushed the door open.
Xiao Moshu looked at the girl, feeling desolate.
Turning around again, he saw Yan Zeyang standing at the doorway over there, smiling at him.
He then walked over, and the two of them went to sit in the student cafeteria. At this time, all the children had entered the classroom.
"Can you tell me something? Mo Shu, ever since I woke up, I never knew that you had a daughter. That Miss An, your relationship is not ordinary." Yan Zeyang sat across from him, and he saw inexplicably
Huanhuan felt soft in her heart and wanted to take good care of the child.
"She is my wife..." he replied.
"She is your wife!" Yan Zeyang was extremely surprised, "Don't you have a fiancée, whose surname is Li? Silently read, one foot on both sides of the boat, be careful that the boat will capsize."
"Li Xiangsi and I are just a fling, it's not real." Xiao Moshu's eyes were far-reaching, "I have a question I want to ask you..."
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"If, if you do something wrong, but you find that it becomes more and more wrong, and it is so wrong that you have no way to correct it, then what should you do?" he asked.
Yan Zeyang's expression changed slightly. He was inexplicably touched by this question, and for a moment he didn't know how to answer...
"There are some things that you can't go back to after you do them. Even if you want it, you can't have it." Xiao Moshu didn't expect him to answer right away. Instead, he seemed to be talking to himself, "You think you have everything under control."
However, you find that it is not that simple..."
"You told yourself that you should let go, that would be the best. But the fact is, it's damn impossible to let go, so... what should I do? Should I, like you, lose everything?
Can memory erase the past?" Xiao Moshu growled uncontrollably.
Yan Zeyang's face was pale, and his hands were even trembling slightly.
"I used to..." He had never dared to ask about his past, and instinctively even wanted to escape. But when Xiao Moshu said this, a huge stone was thrown into his heart, and he became panicked.
"I'm sorry..." He didn't know that he shouldn't say such words, let alone say such words to him. He wiped his face and said, "I'll go over first..."
"Am I Huanhuan?" Yan Zeyang suddenly asked, "Moshu, tell me, am I Huanhuan?"
Xiao Moshu stood upright, looked at the man in front of him, and slowly said softly: "Yes, you know her..."
"I know her..." Yan Zeyang said with a dazed expression, "Then she..."
"I shouldn't say many things, maybe you should think of them yourself. This place is your shelter. You can always stay here. Of course, you can also choose to go out." Xiao Moshu said deeply.
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"I've cooked the noodles. Come and have a bowl." Dean Huang came over at this time and said, "After you're done, bring a bowl to Miss An. She can't do it without food."
"Thank you, Dean Huang." Xiao Moshu didn't feel hungry, but looking at the hot bowl of noodles, he sat down and ate it.
He ate very quickly, finishing it in two or three times, and took another bowl to the room where Lele slept.
"Dean Huang is cooking noodles..." He put the noodles on the table beside him, "Eat as much as you can so that you have enough strength to take care of Huanhuan."
Yan Huan looked at him indifferently, then looked at the steaming bowl of noodles, and went to eat it anyway.
Instead, he sat next to Lele, and would probe Lele's forehead from time to time, fearing that she would get hot.
Yan Huan also ate quickly, and when she saw him looking at Lele so intently, she felt a strange feeling in her heart.
"Huanhuan, I shouldn't have said that to you..." Xiao Moshu still looked at his daughter intently and said slowly, "But...but I want you and Lele to come back to me.
My determination will not change. Maybe any promise I make is a joke to you, but I will prove to you that I can do it."
Yan Huan still held the chopsticks in her hand. Listening to his words, she looked at the chopsticks in a daze for a few seconds, and then said slowly: "So what if I come back to you? I will never be sincere to you anymore...
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"It doesn't matter, at least let me be by your and Lele's side."
"It's impossible, Xiao Moshu, it's impossible..." Because she shouldn't be able to get to him.
Listening to the impossibility of what she said, Xiao Moshu felt even more desolate and piercing in his heart. He sighed: "At least, you can let me see you and Lele... Huanhuan, don't leave anymore...
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"..." She didn't speak, and she didn't want to wander anymore. She had been outside for so many years, and so many times she thought her life would never come back, but she came back to life again and again.
This time, she just wants to find her mother and live a peaceful life.
It was almost evening, and Lele still had a fever. In the afternoon, Yan Huan fed her porridge, but she vomited it all out in the evening. The fever reached 39 degrees, which made Yan Huan jump to her feet anxiously.
"There is a doctor in the small town of Changping, but it's raining so heavily outside now. I'm afraid he will have to close his shop and go home." Dean Huang said worriedly.
Upon hearing this, Xiao Moshu said nothing and took the key and left regardless of how hard it was raining outside.
The doctors were all closed, and they were all at home getting ready to go to sleep, so he dragged her over.
It wasn't until the doctor gave Lele an injection and prescribed medicine to bring down Lele's fever that he breathed a sigh of relief.
The doctor wants to go back in the middle of the night, so Xiao Moshu naturally refuses. Lele hasn't woken up yet. What if Houbei has a fever again in the middle of the night?
Both he and Yan Huan stayed up all night, staying by Lele's side.