[69 Book Bar-www.] When it was almost dawn, Lele finally woke up.
As soon as she moved, Xiao Moshu and Yan Huan immediately became alert and saw Lele opening her eyes and looking at them.
"Lele..." Yan Huan sat next to her daughter, "Lele, you're awake, are you hungry?"
Lele looked at her with her big eyes open, her mouth opened and opened, and she only uttered one word: "Thirsty..."
"There is water here." Xiao Moshu hurriedly brought a glass of water to Yan Huan.
Yan Huan glanced at him, picked up her daughter and put her in his arms, and carefully fed her daughter water.
After Lele finished drinking the water, Yan Huan handed the water cup to Xiao Mo and wrote.
Xiao Moshu thought that mother and daughter must have something to say, so he said, "I'll go talk to Dean Huang and prepare some porridge for Lele to eat."
Yan Huan nodded lightly and asked Lele to lie down after Xiao Moshu went out.
"Lele, mom is sorry to you, I'm so sorry..."
"When I was in your belly, did you really not want me?" These words echoed in Lele's mind, making her so sad, as if she was superfluous in this world.
"That's not the case..." Yan Huan shook his head, but felt that he should not lie to his daughter, so he said, "At the beginning, maybe I was not ready to welcome you. Lele, you were a surprise to me. At that time I...
I didn’t think about how to accept this accident at all. But one time, I was almost hit by someone on the street while I was pregnant with you. It was your grandma, she pulled me, and she protected my belly with her hands.
Put it in my belly."
"Lele, do you know? The feeling at that moment was so magical. I seemed to feel you through my mother's hands. Suddenly... suddenly I wasn't so sure whether I really didn't want you. I left with you in my arms.
, went to a strange place. Lele, I have been struggling, I don’t know how to face you
Exist. But you don’t know how important you are to me. Whenever I am in trouble, I will think of you. I just don’t know how to be a mother..." Yan Huan said,
She shed tears as she spoke, "But this doesn't mean I don't love you. I love you more than anyone else. Lele..."
"Huanhuan..." Lele's eyes became moist as she listened.
"Lele... I won't let you go. How could I not want you? In my life, you are the only one. You are my daughter. I couldn't live now without you. Do you know Lele?"
"Huanhuan, I can't live without you..." Lele's little hand stretched out to hug her mother.
"Lele... Mom must study hard, learn to be a mother, and learn to take care of you, Huanhuan." Yan Huan whispered, kissing her daughter's forehead.
"Will you give me to that person?" Lele thought of that person's face again, feeling strange and awkward.
"No, I won't...unless you want to be with him..." Yan Huan said, looking at her daughter nervously.
"I won't, I want to be with you." Lele said very firmly.
Huanhuan smiled as if he was relieved.
"Lele...he...he is indeed your daddy..." She has not forgotten, nor has she forgotten, when Xiao Moshu hugged her, Lele called her daddy. The voice was weak, but
It smells a bit dependent.
Yan Huan suddenly realized that she had not fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother over the years, and Lele actually needed a father. A father who could pamper her and love her.
"I don't want him..." Lele said, holding her clothes tightly.
"Lele, I couldn't explain what happened between him and me for a while. But he is indeed your father... I don't want you to hate him because of me. He also loves and cares for you..."
How difficult it was for Yan Huan to say these words! But she knew that she had to say it.
"But..." Lele also felt very complicated. But when he picked her up, she remembered his face. He was so tall and tall, standing right in front of her.
"Let me ask you, Lele, do you want a father?" Yan Huan asked softly, "You have a father, and I am your mother. He and I may not be together, but...but he is your father.
..”
"Huanhuan..." Lele's face still showed hesitation.
"Lele, even if you call him daddy, I won't be sad." Yan Huan seemed to understand her thoughts and said hurriedly, "Because there is one more person who can love you, I am very happy. My Lele, so
You are so cute, you should have a father to love you."
Lele's eyes blinked red and she said nothing.
At this time, the door rang, and Xiao Moshu came to knock on the door.
Yan Huan turned around and saw him coming in. She stood up and said, "You take care of Lele here, I'll go out and take a look..."
Xiao Moshu was quite surprised and nodded.
"Lele, the dean's grandma cooked porridge. You haven't eaten anything all day and night, would you like some porridge?" Xiao Moshu said, going over to hold Lele and let her sit up.
Lele didn't refuse, and carefully held her in his arms, then came over with a porridge bowl in one hand, blowing the heat away while feeding her.
"Is it hot?" Xiao Moshu blew several times before he dared to let Lele eat, but he was still worried that it would burn her.
"It's not hot..." Lele answered awkwardly.
Xiao Moshu was extremely happy when he heard her reply to him: "Then eat more..."
He fed her spoonful by spoonful until Lele had eaten more than half of the bowl and waved her hand to eat no more. Xiao Moshu also thought that she had just recovered from illness and should not eat too much. He put down his wrist, let her lie down, and took it.
Wipe her mouth with a tissue.
Lele looked at him with big eyes, and suddenly asked: "Why...don't you want Huanhuan?"
The question was too direct and too sudden, catching Xiao Moshu off guard. He looked at his daughter, his fingertips trembling slightly: "I...I did something wrong..."
"What did you do wrong?" Lele asked.
"Because there are some things that I have to do. But for Huanhuan, they are cruel." Xiao Moshu said with difficulty. He was even afraid and afraid to tell his daughter those things. It was too unbearable and cruel.
It's like trying to get him out again.
"Huanhuan said you are my father..." Lele sniffed. She didn't understand what he said, but she felt so sad when she heard it. "I have never seen you before, Huanhuan."
I like you, but I don’t like you either..."
"I'm sorry, it's my fault." Xiao Moshu felt even more heartbroken when he heard his daughter say such words.
"You and Huanhuan are so weird. You keep saying sorry to me...I don't want to be sorry..." Lele said, her eyes red again.
"Lele..." Xiao Mo looked at his daughter at a loss. He hoped that God would give him a direction and let him know what to do to make his daughter happier and Huanhuan happier.
"Will I still bully Huanhuan?" Lele asked again.
"No, I swear, I will never do it again." Xiao Moshu shook his head hastily, "Lele, I...I never want to bully her..."
"You can't treat Huanhuan badly, you know?" Lele sniffed and said, "Huanhuan...she is quite stupid sometimes, she can't cook, and she can't wash clothes well, she.
..”
"Yes, she is quite stupid..." Xiao Moshu actually smiled.
"If you bully her again, I will not forgive you. I will hate you forever." Lele warned him seriously.
"I won't, Lele, I won't." Xiao Moshu promised his daughter over and over again.
Lele believed it. She felt that he was not that bad, and he was really her father! She had a father, a mother, and a father!
Yan Huan walked out of Lele's room and walked all the way out. The rain stopped completely and the sky was bright. The air outside was very good. The sky was also blue, and there was the smell of wet earth in the air.
"Huanhuan..." Dean Huang walked over from the field over there, "Is Lele awake?"
"She's awake." Yan Huan replied, "Dean Huang, you worked hard last night."
"I didn't do anything." Dean Huang shook his head, "Besides, I think Lele is also a heart-warming child."
Yan Huan was ashamed for a moment and speechless.
"Huanhuan, I don't mean anything else when I say this." Dean Huang showed a very peaceful smile to Yan Huan, "It's just that sometimes people should pick it up and learn to let it go at the same time."
Yan Huan's heart moved and she looked at Dean Huang without saying anything.
"You are a smart girl, you understand what I mean. Some obsessions are deeply rooted in your heart, and it is you who suffers." Dean Huang looked at the sky in the distance, "Look, facing the sky and the earth, people are
How insignificant! In just a few decades of life, learn to let go and learn to be tolerant, not because of others, just because of yourself, because of the people you really cherish."
Yan Huan's eyes heated up as she listened. At this moment, she felt that Dean Huang seemed to have seen everything thoroughly.
"Think carefully about what I said..." Dean Huang said and walked inside.
Yan Huan was standing on the playground, and now the children were coming out. Most of these children were orphans, or children living in a boarding house for migrant children. But at this time, there were only innocent and romantic smiles on their faces. Not only did they not have the slightest trace of
melancholy.
What was she doing when she was so young? She smiled bitterly for a moment, and her memory seemed clear and fuzzy, as it had already happened in her previous life.
"Huan Huan..." Xiao Moshu also walked out at some point and stood behind her.
She turned around and looked at the man: "Did Lele drink porridge?"
"Drink..." Xiao Moshu couldn't hide his excitement. Lele must have said such a change because of what she said. "Huanhuan, thank you."
Yan Huan didn't need his thanks, he just said coldly: "Xiao Moshu, no matter what you do to me, it's my business and yours, it has nothing to do with Lele. But if one day you don't even treat Lele,
If you hurt me, I will not only hate you, I will definitely kill you. I will do what I say."
"I remember." Xiao Moshu whispered, his eyes fell into the distance, and the two of them said nothing.