Lei Yufeng's heart was pulled hard by these words. He realized that this was Mu Yiyi's diary. Thinking of it, his slender fingers gently flipped the page.[
X-Month X Sun
I have been in Brazil for a while and I really want to forget some things and some people. But when it is late at night, my memory is so clear. I think, maybe I can forget the whole world, but I can't forget him, hey! Miss him!
X-Month X Sun
My mind is very confused, I miss him!
X-Month X Sun
I know I shouldn't think of him, especially when I look at my mother lying on the hospital bed, I shouldn't think of him. I held my mother's hand and begged for her forgiveness, but she was still sleeping and couldn't pay attention to me
Sad. Mom. What should I do? I should have hated him, but I actually loved him without shame, very deeply!
I pray for forgiveness!
X-Month X Sun
The child in my belly kicked me up today. I was so happy that I held Si Quan's hand and said a lot to him. When I calmed down, I felt that I shouldn't bother him. Am I selfish?
Even though I know I will let it go, I will let it go for the rest of my life...
Sorry, Si Quan! I can only say these three words to you forever! It’s just because my heart is full of him, without any gaps, without any, not at all!
X-Month X Sun
At night, I was upset and had only one thought that was clear, that was longing.
I miss you very much, and it hurts to miss you! Do you know? What kind of shackles and self-blame do I have to carry for my love for you? Sometimes I really want to kneel in front of my mother and repent!
I looked at the scars on my wrists and shoulders and felt that it was God's punishment for me. How could I fall in love with you? I fell in love with a man who almost destroyed the Beitang family. Every time I say I love you, it's all
The people in Beitang family are stalked in their hearts. But if I don’t love them, my heart will die.
Lei Yufeng, what should I do? I love you!
...
Tears quietly slid down from Lei Yufeng's eyes, falling on the notebook, dizzying like flowers.
He didn't even dare to breathe, because his chest was filled with pain during the breath.
In this world, he felt that the only thing he couldn't grasp was Mu Yiyi's heart. He didn't dare to peek at the deeper things inside her, because he was afraid that there was no love inside, and that it was all hatred.
But these words, hidden in sadness and helplessness, were all love, which made him wish that time would turn around and hit him directly on his body.
She loved him so much, like a sinful person, secretly loving him.
And all of this was actually brought to her by him.
Lei Yufeng raised his hand, wiped his face, and his eyes fell on his diary again:
X-Month X Sun
I can't see it, although that moment was short, it was terrible!
When I went to buy clothes for my unborn child today, I suddenly became blind. The dark feeling in front of me frightened me.
The doctor said that after my brain had been hit severely, a piece of blood was left behind, which compressed the visual nerves. If I want to return to normal, I must undergo craniotomy surgery to remove the serum inside. However, the chance of success is very small, and it must
I was going to terminate the pregnancy. I told Si Quan like crazy that I would not have surgery and I would like a child.
Perhaps, Lei Yufeng doesn't want this child with blood flowing from Beitang's family. But I really want this child, I want a child that belongs to us.