The character of a bachelor and the true voice of a single aristocrat is that he is always thinking about fighting to end his single life.
-----"Quotes from Mean Men"
The doctor said: "Yes, she had a temporary eye injury caused by a car accident and had surgery! She will be fine soon!"
After hearing the doctor's words, Pani immediately felt relieved and said happily: "Then prepare her for surgery quickly."
"No."
As soon as Pani finished speaking, Kim Taeyeon's cold voice sounded. The raised corners of Pani's mouth slowly dropped, and the smile on her face gradually disappeared. She turned to face Kim Taeyeon, who had sat up from the bed at some point, and asked in disbelief: "What did you say?
What?" The expression she managed to maintain was stiff and unnatural, and Panijin Taeyeon hoped that she had heard it wrong.
"No surgery is needed." Kim Taeyeon replied firmly again. Seeing her resolute attitude, the doctor shook his head helplessly and could only say to Pani: "Please advise her." After that, she led the doctors out of the ward.
"What do you want to do again? What do you mean? Didn't you hear what the doctor just said? Don't delay the treatment. The operation now is just a minor operation. What if lesions develop if the delay is too long? Are you really prepared?
Are you blind? I've had enough. Don't you react? Don't you feel anything? You are as numb as a puppet. How can Zhang Xiaoxian stand you? It makes you...disgusting..." I don't understand what Kim Taeyeon is thinking.
Pani yelled at her. Soon, she burst into tears. She longed to yell for Kim Taeyeon to give her a reaction, but she knew very well that no matter how ferocious her expression was now, she was roaring or because of the roar.
Kim Taeyeon, who has become ugly, can no longer see her face. She will not become a special person. Now, like everyone else, she has turned into a white mist in her eyes, only a blurry shadow.
So the angry Pani hurt Kim Taeyeon with words, and it was painful to see her frowning at the appearance of Zhang Xiaoxian's name.
After a long time, Kim Taeyeon opened her dry lips and said softly: "I didn't think about anything, I just felt that eyes are not that important to me anymore. So what if I can see clearly? After all, they can't see through people's hearts, but they are good.
It's like being blind. I only discovered it now. Some things don't have to be seen too clearly. If you see them too clearly, you will find its flaws and imperfections. If you can't see anything clearly, there will be no pain. You can imagine it.
It looks beautiful, and sometimes deceiving oneself and others is also a kind of happiness. So although my eyes can't see clearly now, maybe God gave me a chance to feel happiness..."
Kim Taeyeon's words had a certain meaning. They were talking about what happened between herself and Zhang Xiaoxian. Kim Taeyeon thought that she had seen Zhang Xiaoxian wrongly. It was these eyes that deceived her. She only saw the surface of happiness and thought that happiness was her.
What she didn't expect was that happiness only stayed by her side for a moment and then passed by her.
"Thank you, Pani. That's enough. It's really enough. You don't have to feel guilty about me, and I don't blame you. Let's end it like this."
At first, Pani couldn't understand why Kim Taeyeon, who was sitting on the ice bed, spoke dreamlike words to her like a hypnosis, but she clearly remembered that Kim Taeyeon, who was looking at her with dim eyes at that time, smiled at her gently and brightly.
That was the most beautiful smile Pani had seen on Kim Taeyeon since they had met for so long and so many things had happened. It was as if the pale ward was also lit up by this smile. Knowing that Pani opened the door and walked in a few days later, she saw nothing
When she fell off the bed, she was shocked to realize that it turned out to be Kim Taeyeon's farewell to her.
"Beauty, what kind of haircut do you want?"
"What kind?" She said with a confused voice, looking at her blurry face in the mirror and smiling bitterly.
"You can watch and cut it yourself, I'll leave it to you."
"Your hair is very delicate. Can you cut it a little shorter?"
"good."
"Do you want your hair dyed?" The young barber was very enthusiastic, and the touch of his fingers in her hair was so unfamiliar. It lacked the familiar gentleness and heat.
"dyeing?"
"Yes, your skin color is very suitable for brown. This will make you look more energetic. Mr.'s face is not very good." Chatting with customers is what every barber will do. This will make the customers feel close to them.
On the other hand, you can also let them consume it.
"Okay, I'll do as you say." Kim Taeyeon agreed with a smile.
"OK."
With the crisp click of the scissors, Kim Taeyeon's silky black hair fell from her eyes. Looking at her blurred face in the mirror and smelling the unpleasant smell of dye, it was the first time she had time to sit leisurely. She knew that in the future
There will be a lot of time like this.
Erase the memory of the past and seal that name in the bottom of your heart, and she will be alone in the days to come.
"Okay, sir, are you satisfied?" A sudden voice interrupted Kim Taeyeon's thoughts and gently held her face with warm hands. Kim Taeyeon stood up and took out a few banknotes from her clothes and placed them on the table.
Top: "Thank you, sorry for bothering you." After saying that, she moved carefully and walked out. Kim Taeyeon was still not used to the blurred vision, so she would subconsciously be cautious when walking to avoid bumping into others.
"Sir, you..." When the barber saw the money on the table, she hurriedly turned around and wanted to stop the leaving customer and tell her that she had given her the right amount, but the customer left without looking back.
It wasn't that she left in a hurry and didn't hear the barber's call, nor that she was generous. It was because Kim Taeyeon couldn't see clearly how much money she escaped. However, she didn't want others to find out that she couldn't see clearly, so she could only pretend.
Tsukuru didn't hear it. Even if the hairdresser asked her if she was satisfied or not, Kim Taeyeon couldn't clearly see how her hair looked after changing it. Her quick departure was a bit like running away. It turned out that she was also afraid sometimes.
After raising her hand to stop a car and getting in, Kim Taeyeon thought for a moment before saying, "Go to the beach."
"Are you going on a date with your lover? It's a very romantic place." said the driver who happened to see Kim Taeyeon coming out of the barber shop. After dressing up carefully, he said that he must go to the beach to meet his lover.
Just when she was about to say no, Kim Taeyeon felt troubled and smiled and remained silent. The people she met today were all very enthusiastic. Did she only notice others now? After all, Kim Taeyeon has always been a person who loves everything.
People who lack interest.
The sexy and cheerful driver didn't care about Kim Taeyeon's indifference and drove her towards her destination.
Kim Taeyeon got out of the car and walked on the soft beach. The sea breeze was refreshing, and the sun above her head was not as fierce as before. There were very few people here, and Kim Taeyeon didn't have to worry about anyone noticing her abnormality, because the place was spacious enough.
Tired from walking, Kim Taeyeon casually sat down on the beach. When she put her hands in her pockets, her fingertips touched a box. Her body was slightly startled. She calmly took out the box and opened it. The diamonds sparkled in the sun.
It was even more dazzling under the light. It was the ring from Zhang Xiaoxian's wedding. Even though Kim Taeyeon couldn't see clearly now, she could still feel the damage caused by the light of the diamond to her eyes.
Kim Taeyeon gently took it out and looked at it for a long time. Kim Taeyeon accidentally took the ring and put it on her ring finger. However, the ring got stuck in the bone joint and could not be put on. Kim Taeyeon was surprised as if she had been hit hard.
Waiting for her eyes and lips to lose color. Suddenly she held the hand that couldn't wear the ring and cried loudly. As if the grief that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly burst out, she suddenly took off the ring and threw it into the sea. The small ring was
She made an arc in mid-air and immediately fell into the sea without even hearing a sound. She couldn't express her pain by crying silently. Kim Taeyeon cried so loudly that her voice became hoarse as if no one was around.