My favorite cigarette is Zhongnanhai. What is it? I have a special liking for it. It cannot be matched by other high-end cigarettes, just like I love someone madly.
-----"I am a male god monologue"
"It's not mine!"
Kim Taeyeon buried her face in her arms and shed tears one by one on the beach, leaving deep marks on the beach. She muttered to herself. She couldn't wear this wedding ring. It was not tailor-made for her.
It was not given to her by that person, so even if she took it back, it would be of no use.
She didn't know how long she had been sitting on the beach. She felt the coolness and Kim Taeyeon took a deep breath and stood up. She had to get out of here, otherwise she wouldn't be able to see anything when it gets really dark. On the way back, Kim Taeyeon
While waiting for the car on the side of the road, he took out his phone: "Zhang Xiaonian..."
"Huh? What's wrong?" Zhang Xiaonian's gentle and low voice came from the other end of the receiver. For some reason, Kim Taeyeon's heart, which had just calmed down, felt sad again. Could it be that Zhang Xiaonian's voice was somewhat similar to Zhang Xiaoxian?
"Where are you?" Kim Taeyeon tried hard to control her emotions, not wanting Zhang Xiaonian to hear the tremor in her voice.
But Zhang Xiaonian was careful and immediately heard the abnormality in her voice: "I just came out of the group and wanted to go home. What's wrong with you?"
"Ha...it would have been nice to be with you back then." Kim Taeyeon sighed with a sudden laugh.
Zhang Xiaonian suddenly fell silent. After a pause, Kim Taeyeon heard her helplessly say: "Stop talking nonsense. Did something happen? Huh?"
"No, are you free tomorrow? Come out and meet, but there should be a lot of things in your group." Knowing that Zhang Xiaonian would not refuse her, Kim Taeyeon still said this deliberately.
"I will make time for you."
"If you say that, Zhang Xiaoxian will misunderstand you."
"Okay... don't make fun of me."
"Okay, then I'll contact you tomorrow."
"Well, okay."
"Then I hang up the phone."
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Just when Kim Taeyeon was about to hang up the phone, Zhang Xiaonian suddenly called her name anxiously.
Kim Taeyeon put the receiver back to her ear and asked, "Is there anything else?"
"Are you really okay?" Zhang Xiaonian asked worriedly. I always felt that Kim Taeyeon was different from usual, I hope it was my illusion.
Kim Taeyeon pursed her lips. When tears were about to fall again, she quickly covered her mouth: "I'm fine." After saying these three words quickly, Kim Taeyeon turned off the phone.
Thank you, Zhang Xiaonian, thank you for accompanying me when I was not needed, thank you for accompanying me through those difficult days when I was like a walking corpse.
The next day, she made an appointment with Zhang Xiaonian at a coffee shop. It was very remote and she discovered it accidentally, but the coffee tasted very good. Kim Taeyeon really liked the taste and quiet atmosphere here. What's more important is that her current status is really not
Suitable for places with many eyes and ears.
Maybe this place is really hard to find, so Zhang Xiaonian, who always sticks to time, kept Kim Taeyeon waiting for a long time. The bell at the door of the coffee shop rang. Kim Taeyeon saw a tall shadow appearing at the door and looking around.
"Xiao Nian." Kim Taeyeon took off her sunglasses to see more clearly, and saw the shadow walking closer and closer to her.
"Sorry for being late, it's hard to find here."
Kim Taeyeon inadvertently raised the corners of her mouth, feeling very strange when she heard Zhang Xiaonian's familiar voice but couldn't see her face clearly.
".Your eyes..." Zhang Xiaonian moved closer strangely, because when he met Kim Taeyeon's eyes just now, Zhang Xiaonian found that her eyes were so blank that she had no reaction at all, and when viewed from a close distance, Kim Taeyeon's pupils were as gray as if they had lost their luster.
.
Zhang Xiaonian's breath blew close to Jin Taeyeon's face, and Jin Taeyeon stepped back in shock: "What did you do, you scared me."
"Ah, I didn't mean it. I saw you were in a daze." Zhang Xiaonian made up an excuse casually, picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip. Before he could open his mouth to praise the deliciousness of the coffee, Mo Jintayan's sudden words made her jump.
: "Zhang Xiaonian...I killed Zhang Xiaoxian."
"Pfft...cough cough cough...what did you say? You killed..."
"Do you want the whole world to hear it?" Kim Taeyeon lowered her voice, and for the first time in so long of knowing Zhang Xiaonian, she squirted out the water and shouted out in a disgraceful manner.
Seeing that the people around her were looking towards them, Zhang Xiaonian hurriedly sat down. She still couldn't believe what she heard. A while ago, she was still saying that Kim Taeyeon had changed a lot for the man named Zhang Xiaoxian, and today she has an appointment.
When he came out, he was told some shocking news.
Zhang Xiaonian was completely lost in his thoughts, but Kim Taeyeon on the other side chuckled and said, "It's worth it to see you so shocked." Smelling the aroma of coffee beans, Kim Taeyeon didn't dare to pick up the coffee in front of Zhang Xiaonian, because
She wasn't sure where the coffee cup was.
"Are you still in the mood to laugh? Why are you doing this?" Zhang Xiaonian growled. Kim Taeyeon guessed that Zhang Xiaonian must have tightened his eyebrows and looked at her in confusion.
"Because he betrayed me." The truth that came out of her mouth made Kim Taeyeon's injured heart bleed again.
"You killed my brother!! Do you want me to help you?" He came out to her and told her the news. Zhang Xiaonian knew that Kim Taeyeon must be in need of help.
"Just help me create the illusion and news that I am dead. I will not cause you any trouble. I will leave here and never appear in this place again."
"Taeyeon, you can't lie to me! You won't kill Xiaoxian, no!"
"I will!" Kim Taeyeon said firmly.
There was something indescribable in Zhang Xiaonian's expression. The woman sitting in front of him killed her brother, but he also loved this woman deeply in his heart, but he knew better. Kim Taeyeon would never kill Zhang Xiaoxian.
"Okay, I'll help you!" Zhang Xiaonian knew what he was doing. He trusted his intuition.
"Thank you. Then...I'll leave first." Kim Taeyeon put on her sunglasses and stood up.
"good."
Jin Taeyeon walked past Zhang Xiaonian, and Zhang Xiaonian did not look back at her. She picked up the cold coffee with a gloomy look on her face, drank it down, put the money on the table, stood up with strength, turned around and strode away.
In the evening she received a call from Zhang Xiaonian.
"You'd better not go out these days."
"I know, I'm embarrassing you."
"Okay, don't be polite to me." Zhang Xiaonian sighed helplessly.
After hanging up the phone from Zhang Xiaonian, Kim Taeyeon lay back on the bed and curled up together as if giving herself a hug. The tears existed to prove that the injury was not an illusion.
It is easy to create the illusion of Kim Taeyeon's death, but the consequences of spreading the news are the real problem that gives Zhang Xiaonian a headache.
The plan did not go smoothly. Zhang Xiaonian's nervousness attracted the attention of Zhang Xiaoxian, who was suspicious and sensitive by nature. Under the aggressiveness of his lover, Zhang Xiaonian had no choice but to tell the truth, and as expected, he was strongly opposed by Zhang Xiaoxian.
The only sound in the room was the mechanical, lifeless ticking sound of a clock, spinning in circles like a never-ending vicious curse that completely penetrated the eardrums of Kim Taeyeon who could not sleep, mocking her empty and diffuse loneliness. The spacious room,
A lonely shadow, Kim Taeyeon covered her ears and refused to hear any sound. The only response to her painful moans was the cold air, and her heart was riddled with holes. Kim Taeyeon dragged her scarred body and gasped for breath.
"Ah...ah..." Kim Taeyeon, who had not spoken for a long time, screamed monotonous syllables as if she had lost her voice. The night was really dark, and Kim Taeyeon, who couldn't see a trace of light, seemed to be unable to see anything alive.
Kim Taeyeon was so desperate that she couldn't shed any tears and cried all the tears back into her eyes. She swallowed them bitterly and reaped the consequences of this relationship. Kim Taeyeon bit her lips tightly and refused to call out the name that would come out of her mouth.
Love and hate entangled Kim Taeyeon tightly like thorny thorns. The sharp thorns pierced her skin and made her whole body shrink in pain. How could Kim Taeyeon's heart be like the surface when she pulled the trigger on the person she loved deeply?
It was so calm, and the nightmare red blooming on Zhang Xiaoxian's chest was vividly imprinted in her mind, repeating the scene over and over again. Zhang Xiaoxian's eyes showed no resentment, and Kim Taeyeon could even see her eyes at the moment he fell.
The love and gentle tenderness contained in the eyes.
"Why...why do you still look at me like that after you betrayed me?" Kim Taeyeon knelt on the bed with her hands clenched in fists, clutching the bedsheets and staring into the darkness, growling fiercely: "I won't
I regret it. Even if I go to hell, I will not regret shooting you. You deserve it... you betrayed me, you betrayed me."
The cruel words she said were just self-deception. Kim Taeyeon couldn't hide the sadness emanating from her body. The sadness on her brows was the best proof. That shot not only hit Zhang Xiaoxian's body, but also injured her.
It broke Kim Taeyeon's heart. Sad for Zhang Xiaoxian's betrayal, sad for killing her lover with her own hands. The happiness they once had together disappeared with the sound of the gunshot. It was like waking up from a long dream and realizing that everything was...
hallucination.
Sometimes Kim Taeyeon wonders if this is really her hallucination. She is not a bodyguard, and she doesn’t know a man named Zhang Xiaoxian. Maybe she was a semi-blind person with bad eyesight in the past. Everything that happened is
It was a fantasy she had when she was bored and couldn't see clearly.
My heart suddenly throbbed and pain spread throughout my body, but at this moment, the image of Zhang Xiaoxian's ungrateful face appeared in my mind, with the raised corners of his mouth approaching her with a lewd smile and a malicious smile.
"Ha..." Kim Taeyeon smiled softly, her eyes shining brightly as she lowered her head.
Are you really in pain?
I will never have the chance to ask this question again in this life.
On the day of the funeral, Kim Taeyeon also appeared at the scene, but no one noticed Kim Taeyeon who was standing on a small slope not far away behind a big tree wearing sunglasses. The funeral was held solemnly and ostentatiously, and Zhang Xiaonian did a very decent job, which made everyone
People outside have speculated about who is lying in the coffin and asked Brother Jianghu to lead people to bury it in person. Only Kim Taeyeon knew that she did this to better spread the news that she was dead, and this even made Zhang Xiaonian put it to death.
