I have been waiting for you, but you have never noticed that I am waiting for you. The greatest sorrow in life is due to this.
---"I am a male god monologue"
Hearing Han Jiaren's panicful apology, Kim Taeyeon knew that she was the one who was angry at the innocent girl. After calming down, Kim Taeyeon showed an apologetic smile: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry!" She fell into an annoyed silence and leaned against the bed with her fingers in her hair.
Applying is extremely lonely.
"It's my fault, I'm sorry." Han Jiaren apologized sadly and stayed quietly with Kim Taeyeon. She knew that Taeyeon was sad, and looking outside, she looked like she was about to cry in pain.
"Beauty, I want to be alone."
"good."
Han Jiaren stood up and walked out, closing the door carefully.
Until the room was quiet, only her own breathing and heartbeat could be heard. Kim Taeyeon, who had been sitting for a long time, slowly curled up and leaned on the bed. No one here would know Zhang Xiaoxian and Kim Taeyeon. She originally wanted to forget everything and start over, but she had no choice.
Contrary to expectations, even if Zhang Xiaoxian's face flashed out of her mind, it would be enough for Taeyeon to feel heartbroken for a long time. It was just a breakup in love, and she was just taken advantage of by that damn bastard. Just treat it as a bite from a dog.
I have got everything I got back. There is nothing to regret, and there is no need to regret anything. I have never done anything worth regretting. Just wait, I will forget you. It is just a matter of time. When the time comes, I will not regret it.
But I can't even remember your name.
At two ends of the world, there is no intersection in life.
Kim Taeyeon built a lonely city in her heart, remembering the name in pain.
When the light is good during the day, Kim Taeyeon will go out of the room and go to the ranch to help Kim Chanyeol and his wife. Every time she sees Kim Taeyeon and Taeyeon coming over, Han Jiaren will happily run up to Kim Taeyeon and chatter non-stop. Many times, Kim Taeyeon
Yan only listened and rarely participated in the topic, but Han Jiaren was still very happy. She felt that the time spent with Kim Taeyeon was very happy. Occasionally, when Han Jiaren went to see her at night, she would tell her some things about China. Kim Taeyeon did not
When he told her about his bodyguard, he just told her that she worked as a secretary in a large company and all kinds of trivial matters in life. Han Jiaren often held her cheeks and listened attentively, because she noticed that whenever Taeyeon talked about these things
When speaking, her expressions would become richer. She talked very happily, although she would suddenly fall into silence many times, as if she was entering memories, and her eyes would be ethereal.
The pain and reluctance can only rely on the remaining thoughts in the memories. Zhang Xiaoxian made the bullet that Kim Taeyeon left for her into a love pendant and wore it on her neck closest to the heart. Her injured heart is still
Beating for Kim Taeyeon, beating only for her, even though he is still alive. Living in this world for one second is too much. Zhang Xiaoxian's world has collapsed and twisted with the departure of Kim Taeyeon, leaving only darkness beneath him.
, stretched out her hand in despair, but no one expected to show up to rescue her. She built a prison, lived in it, and lost the key that could open the prison. Zhang Xiaoxian's final destination would be to reach this closed heart door.
If you are afraid of not seeing Kim Taeyeon when you open your eyes, just close your eyes. After spending the rest of your life like this, you will be like a walking zombie and will never know what emotions are.
Suddenly a coat was thrown on Zhang Xiaoxian's body. When she opened her eyes, Brother Niu was standing beside her bed.
"You can get up and I'll take you to see it." Looking at Zhang Xiaoxian's suddenly widened eyes, Brother Niu smiled bitterly: "Taeyeon's tomb."
His lips suddenly tightened, and Zhang Xiaoxian's eyes were covered with sadness. It was painful, but he still got up and put on his clothes. He wanted to see her, even if it was just her grave, even if it would be more painful after seeing her. How could he not take a look at her?
, although she doesn’t want to see herself underground. She wants to tell her that she really loves her, even if she never responds to him again.
"Let's go before your brother comes."
After finishing speaking, Brother Niu left his back to Zhang Xiaoxian and walked out. Zhang Xiaoxian followed silently.
Silent all the way, Brother Niu knew that Zhang Xiaoxian was in a complicated mood and that she was also afraid. She was afraid of the desolation after seeing the tombstone but had to risk her life to take another look.
Ten minutes later, Brother Niu took Zhang Xiaoxian to the place where Kim Taeyeon was buried and stopped the car. Zhang Xiaoxian got out of the car and Brother Niu stayed in the car. What Zhang Xiaoxian needed at this time was to be alone. Brother Niu consciously left her space.
.In the carriage, Brother Niu lit a cigarette, opened the window, and watched Zhang Xiaoxian walking towards Kim Taeyeon's grave quietly, his steps barely raised and his body unsteady.
During the not-too-distant journey, Zhang Xiaoxian felt like she had walked for a long time, and she was trembling with every step she took. When she finally stood in front of Kim Taeyeon's grave, she gasped in pain and suddenly knelt on the ground uncontrollably. She stretched out her hands tremblingly with a pale face.
Touching the photo on the cold stone, it was true that he had a handsome face and cold eyes staring at her coldly. The huge impact of the fact made her internal organs immediately twist together, and Zhang Xiaoxian's face twisted and wrinkled in pain.
together.
The defense line in her heart collapsed, and Zhang Xiaoxian suddenly started to dig up Kim Taeyeon's grave: "I can't believe this is true. Come out, come out..." How do you want her to accept this cruel reality?
Already accustomed to this fact, it was impossible. After seeing Kim Taeyeon's tombstone, Zhang Xiaoxian knew that he would never accept this in his life. How could he admit that she had really left? How could he accept that the person he loved most was lying there?
Under this cold land, there is no breath, no breath of life.
He wanted to dig up this tomb with his bare hands, and she wanted it even if it was a corpse.
After several days of exposure to the sun, the ground had become very hard. Zhang Xiaoxian’s fingers were filled with soil, and his fingernails were knocked over by small stones mixed in the soil. The soil was stained red with blood, and crystal drops of water fell out.
It was quickly absorbed into the soil and disappeared. Zhang Xiaoxian dug into the soil as if he didn't feel anything.
"That's enough."
With an angry shout, Zhang Xiaoxian's hand was grabbed hard, and Brother Niu's voice shouted above her head: "Don't you want these hands? I didn't bring you here to let you destroy yourself."
Zhang Xiaoxian, who was kneeling there, did not look back. She raised her head and stared at Kim Taeyeon's photo: "She's not dead, right... She must be looking at me somewhere... She just hates me for not wanting to come out. She's not dead, she
He won't die." There was a tremor in the firm words, and Juhua hoped that someone could give her a negative answer and tell her that Kim Taeyeon is not dead.
"You have seen it. This is reality. Wake up. She is no longer here. Even if she is watching somewhere, it is in the sky."
Brother Niu mercilessly sentenced Kim Taeyeon to death and informed Zhang Xiaoxian of the sentence. He was sentenced to life imprisonment in pain. He was destined to sit through the bottom of this painful prison. Please search Piaotian Literature for better updates of the novel. Faster!
