I can't forget you, I can only forget myself first.
----"Quotations of Zhang Xiaoxian"
Zhang Xiaoxian screamed loudly: "Taeyeon, where are you! I don't believe this is impossible! Impossible..." "Then" "Xiaoxian, wake up! Taeyeon
Yan is no longer alive! Can you please wake up!?"
Zhang Xiaoxian immediately gritted her teeth and looked confused. She understood what Brother Niu said, but she didn’t know what to do. Everything about Kim Taeyeon existed so clearly in her mind, and she didn’t want it to become a memory.
.
"I can't let you live in a lie, that would still hurt you. But a lie is a lie after all, and nothing will change in the end. I won't come back, I will never come back."
"Stop talking." Zhang Xiaoxian shouted and covered his ears, refusing to listen to Brother Niu say another word.
Don't say things that she already knows, don't let her uncover the scars in her heart again and again, don't let her see the big hole in her heart. The gray sky, the gray heart, once Jin Tai
The faint smile on the corner of Yan's mouth has now become a frozen scene.
Zhang Xiaoxian, with red eyes, took a deep breath, stroked Kim Taeyeon's photo and said with a smile: "If you were here, I would be willing to eat the unpalatable meals you cooked for the rest of my life. Tell me this is not my extravagant wish..." on the tombstone
The coldness spread from the fingertips to the bottom of Zhang Xiaoxian's heart. Zhang Xiaoxian couldn't help but lean forward and kiss Kim Taeyeon in the photo. No one would slap her in anger because of this kiss.
In this life, I am destined to regret it for the rest of my life. Holding the bullet pendant on his chest, Zhang Xiaoxian stood up, so you said you don’t want to see me in the next life. I’m sorry, but I can’t agree.
Turning around, Zhang Xiaoxian left.
, I will come see you another day.
"Taeyeon...Taeyeon, what's wrong with you? Wake up quickly." Han Jiaren's anxious call came to her ears.
Kim Taeyeon, who was suddenly awakened, suddenly opened her eyes. The white field in front of her eyes reflected Han Jiaren's blurry appearance. The strange look on her face made her reach out and touch the water stain in her palm.
Seeing her in a daze, Han Jiaren was worried. Taeyeon knocked on the door several times but did not respond. She opened the door and saw her lying on the table asleep. Tears continued to flow from her closed eyes.
, she spoke in a language she didn’t understand in a painful voice.
"Taeyeon..."
"I'm fine...it's just my eyes...it hurts too much..." Kim Taeyeon covered her eyes and burst into tears.
After Kim Taeyeon calmed down, the beauty helped her up and let her lie on the bed to rest.
Soon after, a cool towel was placed on her eyes, and the beauty said softly: "If your eyes are not good, don't shed tears casually."
"Thanks."
"Did you have a nightmare just now?"
"That's right."
At night.
"Zhang Xiaoxian, Zhang Xiaoxian." Kim Taeyeon shouted Zhang Xiaoxian's name viciously. Her body curled up, causing ripples to appear on the sheets beneath her. Transparent liquid dripped onto the pillow, leaving indelible traces. Kim Taeyeon
I lifted up the quilt and covered my body with my head, burying myself in the darkness. No one could answer my empty heart.
The next day, Kim Taeyeon got up early in the morning. She packed her clothes and prepared to say goodbye to Han Jiaren and her family. Although she liked this quiet place very much, she felt sorry for what happened yesterday and hurt Jiaren's heart. Girls love face,
She probably won’t want to meet someone who rejects her in the future. So Kim Taeyeon wants to leave and find another place to live.
Carrying luggage, Kim Taeyeon walked to their house and knocked on the door. It was the beauty who opened the door. Kim Chan-yeol and his wife were serving breakfast and preparing to ask the beauty to ask Kim Taeyeon to eat. She happened to come.
"Come in and eat." Mrs. Kim Chan-yeol didn't see the suitcase Kim Taeyeon was carrying.
"Taeyeon, where are you going?" The luggage lady asked in a panic when she saw Kim Taeyeon.
After hearing what the beauty said, Jin Chanlie and his wife also came over: "Are you going out? I want the beauty to come with you..."
"No, I just want to say goodbye to you..."
"Why?" The couple was very surprised. Didn't Taeyeon stay well here? Although she always looked melancholy, she didn't hear anything bothering her, and the beauty was happier than before because of her presence.
The beauty's face turned red. She knew why Kim Taeyeon suddenly said she was leaving. She grabbed Kim Taeyeon's luggage and said to Kim Chanyeol and his wife, "No, Taeyeon is talking nonsense. I had a fight with her yesterday. Don't
Don’t worry, Taeyeon won’t leave.”
"Jiaren, how could you quarrel with Taeyeon? Apologize to her quickly." Jin Chanyeol lectured his granddaughter. Regardless of the reason, he knew that the quarrel between the two must be Jiaren's fault. Taeyeon is a very quiet and silent young man, with a good temper and talkative words.
Not much, not to mention how could she take the initiative to quarrel with a little girl when she is older than the beauty?
The beauty stuck out her tongue to her grandfather playfully: "I know." After saying that, she blushed and pulled Kim Taeyeon and ran out.
"Hey? Beauty..." Kim Taeyeon almost fell down when she was suddenly pulled by the beauty to run because her eyes could not see clearly.
"You naughty child, Taeyeon's eyes are in trouble." Jiaren's grandfather shouted from behind, blowing his beard and staring.
Running all the way to the vast pasture outside, both of them were exhausted, sweating profusely and panting. Kim Taeyeon panted and wiped the sweat from her head. It had been a long time since she had exercised, and she was so tired after running such a short distance. Suddenly, a
Kim Taeyeon staggered and was pushed down by the beauty in a prank. One of them did not notice that Kim Taeyeon fell back. She thought she would fall badly, but the softness and unique smell behind her made Kim Taeyeon know that she fell on the haystack, and then the beauty also made a big font.
He lay down next to Kim Taeyeon and laughed heartily.
"What are you laughing at?" Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth.
"Haha... This is the first time I've seen Taeyeon panicking. It's so interesting." When she was pulling Taeyeon to run just now, she was obviously not used to the panic look. She had to be pulled and ran cautiously.
She looks so cute when she's afraid of falling.
"Haha...yeah..." Kim Taeyeon laughed and relaxed, lying on the haystack that still smelled of hay, with the sky above her head. She couldn't tell what color the sky was now, whether it was blue like transparent glass.
, is it clear and cloudless now, and the surroundings must be very beautiful scenery. The sun that makes people dare not look directly at it, Kim Taeyeon can still look at it blankly, because in her eyes it is just a round circle
blurred sphere.
Although she can't see it, Kim Taeyeon can feel the peace at this moment in nature. Yes, this is the life she wants.
Taeyeon's frown that had been frowning for many days finally relaxed, and her smile made the melancholy on her face disappear. Her smile was more beautiful than the first time she saw her.
"Taeyeon is so amazing, her eyes can stare into the sun." The beauty put her hand in front of her forehead and imitated Kim Taeyeon's look at the sun, but after a short time, her eyes were stimulated and started to shed tears.
"Ha...of course. Because I can't see clearly."
Kim Taeyeon's murmur suddenly made the beauty's heart tighten: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean any harm."
Kim Taeyeon smiled and waved her hands: "I know, you don't have to be careful with me, I don't care, I know you have no ill intentions. I like this very much about you, beauty, you are very straightforward."
Even though she knew that Taeyeon's love had no other meaning, the beauty was still very happy. She grabbed Kim Taeyeon's arm and shook it like a sister and brother acting coquettishly: "Taeyeon, it was my fault yesterday, please don't leave, okay?"
"beautiful woman……"
"Grandpa and grandma also like you very much. The air here is spacious and good. I can help you with things when it's inconvenient for you. Don't leave... You have to find a place to live even if you leave now. Isn't it very inconvenient?"
Seeing that Kim Taeyeon hesitated, the beauty worked harder to please: "If you don't like it, I will never be willful again. However, I just like you anyway, and this will not change. I won't say it, I will
I like you in my heart."
The beauty's childish words made Kim Taeyeon dumbfounded. She had no choice but to nod helplessly: "Okay."
"That's great." The beauty hugged Kim Taeyeon's arm tightly.
Although she was not used to being so close to others, Kim Taeyeon did not refuse.
"Taeyeon, Taeyeon, how do you say I love you in your Chinese dialect?" The beauty asked Kim Taeyeon with sly eyes and tilted her head. She had her own little plan...
"sorry……"
"Oh, really? That's what I said. Taeyeon, I'm sorry, right?" the beauty asked excitedly.
Kim Taeyeon slowly smiled: "Well, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"Taeyeon." We found Kim Taeyeon in the pasture who was about to go back to her room, and the beauty held her back.
"What's wrong?"
"Grandpa is going to the city to deliver goods, shall we go together? We can also go shopping in the evening." The beauty was very excited. Although she didn't like the car exhaust in the city during the day, the night view was still very beautiful. In the past, she always took advantage of her grandpa.
Let's hang out together when delivering goods.
Looking at the sky, Kim Taeyeon hesitated: "But..." It was almost dark, and her eyes would soon be unable to see anything. It would be very troublesome to go out like this.
The beauty didn't know that Kim Taeyeon couldn't see anything when it got dark, so she continued to pull her and said, "Let's go, let's go together. You have to get some fresh air after always staying here."
"beautiful woman……"
"OK?"
"I know." Kim Taeyeon replied helplessly.
It was getting dark when Jin Chanyeol drove the delivery car and the three of them arrived in the city. After getting off the car, she went to deliver the goods and told the beauty not to take Kim Taeyeon for a walk too far and come back quickly. The beauty promised to know.
Pull Kim Taeyeon and leave.
Kim Taeyeon frowned, the blur in front of her eyes had merged into one, and it was difficult to distinguish the shadows. Kim Taeyeon's heart was beating wildly among the crowd, and she rarely went out at this time after her eyes couldn't see clearly.
She couldn't stand the noisy sounds, couldn't bear the fact that she could hear the sounds but not be able to tell where the people were. When someone bumped her shoulder accidentally, she felt that this was a crowded place. It was a strange country and a strange language, even though she could understand it.
Not used to it.
Breathing suddenly felt difficult. Kim Taeyeon slowly stopped. The sound of people, car horns, and high-heeled shoes were everywhere in her ears. She felt that her head hurt. Standing alone, she really wanted someone to hold her hand.
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