Xiaoyu stood there stunned, his face blank for a moment, his mind went blank and he couldn't think.
But within just a few seconds, countless speculations and uneasiness began to flow in her mind again, causing her to feel depressed instantly, and she almost completely lost the strength to speak and move her steps.
Nangong Tou has always been indifferent to outsiders, even to women, no matter how beautiful they are. In the past few days of knowing him, except for her, she has never seen him allow other women to do such intimate things for him.
action.
However, Jane is an exception.
This was just Jane, the brain specialist doctor and ordinary friend who checked him regularly, but she did it.
People's inferiority complex is always uncontrollable, let alone knowing so many humble truths. Once encountering an unexpected situation, the sensitive mind will come out——
Therefore, after seeing that Nangong Tou didn't refuse Jane's action of adjusting his collar, and then didn't even look at him, or even noticed that she walked directly to the door of the courtyard and walked away, Xiaoyu's heart changed again.
Once, it was under control, but it was chaotic.
She saw Jane running over, her face hurried and worried. While talking to her, she ran back to her and Nangong Tou's room, grabbed a coat at random, put it on her body, and bent over to hand it over.
He took off his slippers and said angrily, "The temperature is extremely low in the morning. Xiaoyu, why did you run out barefoot with so little on? Your body has not fully recovered yet. You must take good care of yourself. Put on your shoes quickly and be careful not to catch a cold..."
"
With Jane's concern and instructions in his ears, Xiaoyu put on his slippers mechanically, lowered his head, glanced at her, and made a verbal voice with uncontrollable sadness, "Jane, what were you and Nangong Tou...just... talking about?"
?”
"Oh." Jane stood up, her tone was sharp and simple, "I was going downstairs to prepare breakfast for you, but Nangong Tou came back unexpectedly, stopped me, asked about your physical condition, and asked me to take good care of you at all times.
Pay attention to your condition and recovery, and don’t be careless.”
"Is that all there is?"
"That's all!" Jane's expression was relaxed, as if she had remembered something, and she smiled and said, "Are you worried about our actions just now... Silly Xiaoyu, don't think too much, it's just that the young master's clothes were dry-cleaned.
I forgot to sort out the labels, so I asked me to help me take off and sort out the collar. He is such a clean and tidy person, so naturally he can't stand wrinkles. I think it's because domestic servants are scarce in this villa, and Sean is too sloppy.
"
"But..." Xiaoyu grabbed the coat on his shoulders and lowered his head, "But... he has never been used to outsiders getting close..."
"Xiaoyu, I'm not an outsider." She continued calmly, without any ups and downs, and her expression was as calm as ever, but those few words revealed some confidence.
Xiaoyu's heart darkened and he became even more depressed.
Yes, she is not an outsider. To Nangong Tou, no matter when, where, what day, or what the situation is...Jian, to him, will not be an outsider.
The real outsider is yourself.
"Jane..." She bit her lip and stopped talking.
But she was supported and hugged by Jane, patted her shoulder, and interrupted, "Okay, be good, I will never steal your things, including people, including everything. My silly sister, stop thinking about it.
, what you need most now is to recover your body as soon as possible and get back to your original self, so that you can do what you want to do, and I can leave to find Brando with peace of mind, right?"
The words fell, and Xiaoyu was reminded of his true intention of running out to find her.
After gathering his thoughts, Xiaoyu raised his head from her shoulder, stared into her eyes and asked, "I was very hot last night, very strange...so strange...that it made me feel crazy, and even...I lost my memory.
This situation has never happened before, what is going on, Jane, is it related to the medicine you gave me and injected yesterday? "
When Jane heard this, not only was there no expression of panic or fear on her face, but she was full of surprise. She grabbed her shoulders and asked, "Really, Xiaoyu? Oh my god! I didn't expect it to work so quickly... That's great."
, it’s really great!”
Xiaoyu was at a loss for words and a little angry. He threw her hand away and said displeasedly, "Jane, you have no idea what crazy things I did last night. In the end, I didn't even
I'm going to lose my memory..."
"But black cats are crazy beings themselves, aren't they?"
A simple sentence stopped Yan Xiaoyu's words and made her stunned again, "You mean... the person I was like last night... was... a black cat?"
"Hmm...that's not entirely true."
Jane nodded, shook her head, and said, "When a black cat does something with special purpose and concentrates on doing it, it will show a kind of madness! Of course, what I mean by madness is,
It is not a crazy mania as ordinary people understand it, but a kind of perception and application ability that is beyond ordinary people, and overall is countless times higher than ordinary people."
"Perception? And application ability?" Xiaoyu repeated, looking at his hands, and also remembered the physical heat that he had been feeling in his body last night.
"Yes, perception. For example, if you feel pain, the degree of pain you feel is several times greater than that of ordinary people. This is a manifestation. You are aware of everything in the world, whether it is wind, thunder, rain, snow, or bloody killings.
, all the smells, movements, sounds, speeds that exist in this world...as long as they can exist in this world and bring people sense of touch and awareness, in any of these aspects, your sensitivity will be higher than that of ordinary people.
, at least ten times higher."
Xiaoyu was a little confused when he heard this, and frowned and said, "But all I have felt in the past few years is pain, and it is not like... like last night... In the end, it even led to amnesia..."
She was a little shy to speak, but Jane was very generous and smiled at her, "Perception is like this, let alone desire, appetite, material desire, greed, and lust with love, it is difficult to control. You only felt pain before
, because although you have lost your memory, your body has
Your natural instinct will still be remembered. In this world, there is only pain, which is unforgettable. This is also the reason why you can still feel this abnormality despite being blocked in other aspects. Last night, I thought, you were just talking to Tohru
Master, I haven't seen you for a long time. My heart is burning with anger and I want to take advantage of you.
The brain, coupled with the help of the medicine, has caused you to begin to tap into your former abilities and instincts. As for amnesia... that is normal. Because your body is too weak now to control this instinct, and you need to adapt slowly.
.As you told me, sometimes in the past, at critical moments when catching criminals, you would suddenly have murderous intent and super-instinct grappling skills, but later you could not remember the source of those skills, let alone use them as you did then.
Using it is actually a manifestation of being awakened but unable to control it."
"Then, what about the medicine you gave me?" Xiaoyu seemed to understand, and couldn't help but ask, "This medicine is really so powerful. It can help me quickly recover to my previous abilities and control
Them?"
"It is a drug that stimulates the brain nerves. It has a slight stimulating effect. It will stimulate your brain nerves, brain cells, and even the entire brain area, helping you wake up. It also helps you awaken your previous understanding and memory of your body's instincts.
", Jane looked at her and said softly
, "Actually, I have controlled the dosage of the medicine. If it is injected into ordinary people, I am afraid it will only make them excited for a few hours, and the effect will dissipate after running and exercising. I didn't expect that it would be like this with you."
Great effect, it seems that my guess is correct."
"guess……"
"Well. Although I have long accepted the fact that you have amnesia, because your forehead and brain CT scans do not show any damage or congestion, there is no reason to have amnesia. So I made a bold guess about your amnesia.
Someone should have performed deep brain hypnosis on you.
I don’t know the solution to hypnosis, but I know that memories can be buried through hypnosis, but the body can never betray it, because after more than ten years of use, it has become a habit, so it is very simple to wake it up. As long as it is stimulated, I believe
, you will definitely be able to regain your previous abilities very quickly."
Jian Shan explained, and Xiao Yu finally understood. Although he didn't understand 100% of the meaning of Jian's words, he still had a general idea and understood that what she was doing to him was harmless.
"So, how can I control this instinct so that I don't lose my memory and lose control?" Xiaoyu thought of the scratches on Nangong Tou's back, looked at his hands, and raised doubts in his heart, "Also, what if I
The body's instincts can be fully awakened and maturely used, so is it possible that my mind will remember everything from the past?"
"Of course, these abilities belong to you. You are already familiar with controlling them. How could it be possible that with the passage of just a few years, you will completely forget what you were born with in your blood?" Jane replied with a smile, looking at the little boy.
Yu Dao, "As for the memory you mentioned... I can only say... the human brain is a very wonderful thing. We have been studying it for several years.
, or even in the next hundred years, it may not be completely studied. I can’t guarantee whether you can recall the memories of the past, but one thing I am very sure of now is that if you want to go on with Nangong Tou, for you, remembering
, it is better not to remember that it is very tiring and painful to love someone and choose to live with him with too much burden and guilt."
Xiaoyu thought for a while and was silent. After three minutes, he finally raised his eyes, nodded and said, "Yes, those memories are not noble things to me at all. Losing them may be a good thing. But there is one thing.
I'm very confused now..."
"What?" Jane tilted her head, her face full of confusion, and her eyes narrowed into a kind and sweet smile.
"Who is the person who deeply hypnotized my memory?"