This night was the only night that Qin Huan and Fu Chengjue had been together for so long. She felt that she had really done something wrong, so she felt so guilty that she couldn't sleep.
Fu Chengjue didn't touch her, he just held her in his arms, as tenderly as they had after having sex many times.
Qin Huan opened her eyes, suddenly confused. She began to recall the time when Zhong Yutao went back on his word and told her to stay with Fu Chengjue for another six months, and then threatened her by telling Shen Yinchen that he really wanted to. At that time, she acted hesitant, letting Zhong Yutao She thought she was a woman who loved herself more than anything, but in fact from that time on, she had been planning a plan to return to Fu Chengjue.
She was really afraid that Zhong Yutao would tell Shen Yinchen why she was with Fu Chengjue, so that Shen Yinchen would know how despicable, dirty and selfish she was, even if she could no longer be with him. , but she also wanted to say it herself, and didn't want Shen Yinchen to suggest that this was her.
Qin Huan never thought that it would be fair to Fu Chengjue for her to return to Fu Chengjue for Shen Yinchen? Although he used means to force her, had she ever been sincere to him? Even if she came back, it was because of Zhong Yutao threat, not him.
If Fu Chengjue knew all this, given his temper, he might kill her.
Qin Huan lay in Fu Chengjue's arms, picturing the scene of death in his mind. He was not afraid, but wanted to laugh inexplicably.
Fu Chengjue told her that when he was drunk, he could pretend that nothing had happened. At that moment, she cried because of heartache. Qin Huan didn't know if the heartache was due to guilt. She didn't dare to think too much because... she was afraid. Can not afford.
She often imagines the heart as a container with two exits. Some people come and some people leave. Because the heart is just that big and there is no extra load. There are already too many people living in her heart and she doesn’t want to accept any more. People, especially Fu Chengjue.
After a sleepless night, Qin Huan got up at around five o'clock in the morning, left the apartment without waking Fu Chengjue, asked for the address of Li Mu Hospital, and then took a taxi there.
It was so early, Qin Huan thought Shen Yinchen must be sleeping, but she didn't expect that when she quietly pushed the door open, Shen Yinchen was playing on his mobile phone.
He raised his eyes, their eyes met, and then Shen Yinchen smiled first and said, "Why are you here so early?" Qin Huan walked to the bedside and saw the panda game displayed on the screen of Shen Yinchen's phone. , she had no expression on her face, sat on the edge of the bed, and said loudly, "You haven't slept all night, and you're just playing with this?"
Shen Yinchen smiled lightly and said, "I miss you, don't be angry."
Qin Huan raised his eyes to look at Shen Yinchen and suddenly said, "I haven't been here all night, why don't you ask me where I went?"
Shen Yinchen said aloud, "Did you eat anything when you came here? How about I ask them to buy some? What do you want to eat? Xiaolongbao or egg tarts?"
Qin Huan frowned slightly and said, "Ah Chen..."
Shen Yinchen's face turned pale immediately, but he smiled stubbornly and said, "You are finally willing to call me that."
Qin Huan pursed her lips and looked at him without blinking.
Shen Yinchen spoke out, "Apart from my mother and my sister, I don't want there to be a third person in the world who calls me by the same name as you. If I don't wait until I go back to talk to them, let them call me something else." From now on, Ah Chen will let you call me alone."
Qin Huan felt a lump in her throat, and she said, "Achen, don't do this."
Shen Yinchen looked at Qin Huan and said, "You haven't asked how my feet are until now. Look, they're all in plaster."
With that said, Shen Yinchen opened the quilt and took out a foot with a cast on the ankle.
Qin Huan frowned, and finally couldn't help but stand up, press down his legs, cover him with the quilt, and then said, "Be careful, you are moving around even though you have a plaster on, you are worried that you will damage it and have to do it again." ,very painful".
Shen Yinchen smiled and said, "Are you worried about me?"
Qin Huan paused for a moment, then sat down, looked at Shen Yinchen and said, "Achen, you saw him last night, right?"
For a person like Fu Chengjue, even if he didn't do anything deliberately, his aura was enough to attract everyone's attention. Qin Huan knew that Shen Yinchen must have seen Fu Chengjue appear, but he didn't say anything.
Hearing what Qin Huan said, Shen Yinchen's face stiffened for a moment, but he quickly said, "Why did he come to you? Didn't you guys break up?"
Qin Huan said, "We had a talk when we went home last night."
Shen Yinchen's face suddenly turned pale, and Qin Huan's heart also felt a sharp pain. She knew that the word "home" in this sentence, intentionally or unintentionally, hurt Shen Yinchen. Once upon a time, his dream was Marry her and give her a home that belongs to them.
Seeing him like this, Qin Huan said without changing his expression, "Ah Chen, I'm sorry."
Shen Yinchen said with a pale face, "Why are you saying sorry?"
Qin Huan said, "I'm sorry, I don't want to hide it from you anymore."
Shen Yinchen was silent, and Qin Huan continued, "I admit that I do still have you in my heart, but... I am already with Fu Chengjue..."
"You have broken up!"
Shen Yinchen frowned and his voice was forbearing.
Qin Huan's eyes dodge, he shook his head slightly, and whispered, "You never asked why we broke up. In fact, it's just that I like to act petty. Fu Chengjue knew that we were still disconnected, so he scolded me a few times and left me alone. I unilaterally proposed to break up, but Fu Chengjue didn't agree at all. He came to see me last night and we talked for a long time, so..."
"Qin Huan, don't lie to me, I know what kind of person you are!"
Shen Yinchen spoke with determination in his voice.
Qin Huan looked at Shen Yinchen. She suddenly had an impulse in her heart and wanted to ask him loudly, do you really know what kind of person I am? Do you really understand me?
But when the words came to his lips, Qin Huan said calmly, "Achen, it's been two years. In two years, we have changed. Maybe you are still the Shen Yinchen who is willing to accept me, but I am no longer the same Shen Yinchen who is willing to accept me." It's Qin Huan who can look back. Fu Chengjue and I have known each other for so long. He can give you everything you can give me, and he can give you anything you can't give me..."
That’s it for now, no need to say more.
Qin Huan knew that she was a rotten person who had been stabbed a thousand times. Looking at Shen Yinchen's pale face, she wished she could die now, but in fact, all she could do was see him sad.
Shen Yinchen was silent for a long time, and then said, "What can't I give you? Just tell me, and I'll give it to you."
Qin Huan said, "He can give me a period of time with me during the two years when you are away."
Shen Yinchen pursed his lips and remained silent.
Qin Huan stood up and said softly, "Take care."
When she turned around, Shen Yinchen suddenly said, "Is it because of dropping out of school?"